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- Title: The Sea Lady
- Author: Herbert George Wells
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- THE SEA LADY
- [Illustration: "Am I doing it right?" asked the Sea Lady.
- (See page 150.)]
- THE SEA LADY
- BY
- H. G. WELLS
- _ILLUSTRATED_
- [Illustration]
- NEW YORK
- D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
- 1902
- COPYRIGHT, 1902
- BY D. APPLETON AND COMPANY
- _Published September, 1902_
- Copyright 1901 by H. G. Wells
- CONTENTS
- CHAPTER PAGE
- I.--THE COMING OF THE SEA LADY 1
- II.--SOME FIRST IMPRESSIONS 30
- III.--THE EPISODE OF THE VARIOUS JOURNALISTS 71
- IV.--THE QUALITY OF PARKER 90
- V.--THE ABSENCE AND RETURN OF MR. HARRY CHATTERIS 101
- VI.--SYMPTOMATIC 133
- VII.--THE CRISIS 204
- VIII.--MOONSHINE TRIUMPHANT 285
- LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS
- FACING
- PAGE
- "Am I doing it right?" asked the Sea Lady _Frontispiece_
- "Stuff that the public won't believe aren't facts" 81
- She positively and quietly settled down with the Buntings 90
- A little group about the Sea Lady's bath chair 134
- "Why not?" 160
- The waiter retires amazed 170
- They seemed never to do anything but blow and sigh and
- rustle papers 180
- Adjusting the folds of his blanket to a greater dignity 216
- THE SEA LADY
- CHAPTER THE FIRST.
- THE COMING OF THE SEA LADY
- I
- Such previous landings of mermaids as have left a record, have all a
- flavour of doubt. Even the very circumstantial account of that Bruges
- Sea Lady, who was so clever at fancy work, gives occasion to the
- sceptic. I must confess that I was absolutely incredulous of such things
- until a year ago. But now, face to face with indisputable facts in my
- own immediate neighbourhood, and with my own second cousin Melville (of
- Seaton Carew) as the chief witness to the story, I see these old legends
- in a very different light. Yet so many people concerned themselves with
- the hushing up of this affair, that, but for my sedulous enquiries, I am
- certain it would have become as doubtful as those older legends in a
- couple of score of years. Even now to many minds----
- The difficulties in the way of the hushing-up process were no doubt
- exceptionally great in this case, and that they did contrive to do so
- much, seems to show just how strong are the motives for secrecy in all
- such cases. There is certainly no remoteness nor obscurity about the
- scene of these events. They began upon the beach just east of Sandgate
- Castle, towards Folkestone, and they ended on the beach near Folkestone
- pier not two miles away. The beginning was in broad daylight on a bright
- blue day in August and in full sight of the windows of half a dozen
- houses. At first sight this alone is sufficient to make the popular want
- of information almost incredible. But of that you may think differently
- later.
- Mrs. Randolph Bunting's two charming daughters were bathing at the time
- in company with their guest, Miss Mabel Glendower. It is from the latter
- lady chiefly, and from Mrs. Bunting, that I have pieced together the
- precise circumstances of the Sea Lady's arrival. From Miss Glendower,
- the elder of two Glendower girls, for all that she is a principal in
- almost all that follows, I have obtained, and have sought to obtain, no
- information whatever. There is the question of the lady's feelings--and
- in this case I gather they are of a peculiarly complex sort. Quite
- naturally they would be. At any rate, the natural ruthlessness of the
- literary calling has failed me. I have not ventured to touch them....
- The villa residences to the east of Sandgate Castle, you must
- understand, are particularly lucky in having gardens that run right
- down to the beach. There is no intervening esplanade or road or path
- such as cuts off ninety-nine out of the hundred of houses that face the
- sea. As you look down on them from the western end of the Leas, you see
- them crowding the very margin. And as a great number of high groins
- stand out from the shore along this piece of coast, the beach is
- practically cut off and made private except at very low water, when
- people can get around the ends of the groins. These houses are
- consequently highly desirable during the bathing season, and it is the
- custom of many of their occupiers to let them furnished during the
- summer to persons of fashion and affluence.
- The Randolph Buntings were such persons--indisputably. It is true of
- course that they were not Aristocrats, or indeed what an unpaid herald
- would freely call "gentle." They had no right to any sort of arms. But
- then, as Mrs. Bunting would sometimes remark, they made no pretence of
- that sort; they were quite free (as indeed everybody is nowadays) from
- snobbery. They were simple homely Buntings--Randolph Buntings--"good
- people" as the saying is--of a widely diffused Hampshire stock addicted
- to brewing, and whether a suitably remunerated herald could or could not
- have proved them "gentle" there can be no doubt that Mrs. Bunting was
- quite justified in taking in the _Gentlewoman_, and that Mr. Bunting and
- Fred were sedulous gentlemen, and that all their ways and thoughts were
- delicate and nice. And they had staying with them the two Miss
- Glendowers, to whom Mrs. Bunting had been something of a mother, ever
- since Mrs. Glendower's death.
- The two Miss Glendowers were half sisters, and gentle beyond dispute, a
- county family race that had only for a generation stooped to trade, and
- risen at once Antæus-like, refreshed and enriched. The elder, Adeline,
- was the rich one--the heiress, with the commercial blood in her veins.
- She was really very rich, and she had dark hair and grey eyes and
- serious views, and when her father died, which he did a little before
- her step-mother, she had only the later portion of her later youth left
- to her. She was nearly seven-and-twenty. She had sacrificed her earlier
- youth to her father's infirmity of temper in a way that had always
- reminded her of the girlhood of Elizabeth Barrett Browning. But after
- his departure for a sphere where his temper has no doubt a wider
- scope--for what is this world for if it is not for the Formation of
- Character?--she had come out strongly. It became evident she had always
- had a mind, and a very active and capable one, an accumulated fund of
- energy and much ambition. She had bloomed into a clear and critical
- socialism, and she had blossomed at public meetings; and now she was
- engaged to that really very brilliant and promising but rather
- extravagant and romantic person, Harry Chatteris, the nephew of an earl
- and the hero of a scandal, and quite a possible Liberal candidate for
- the Hythe division of Kent. At least this last matter was under
- discussion and he was about, and Miss Glendower liked to feel she was
- supporting him by being about too, and that was chiefly why the Buntings
- had taken a house in Sandgate for the summer. Sometimes he would come
- and stay a night or so with them, sometimes he would be off upon
- affairs, for he was known to be a very versatile, brilliant, first-class
- political young man--and Hythe very lucky to have a bid for him, all
- things considered. And Fred Bunting was engaged to Miss Glendower's less
- distinguished, much less wealthy, seventeen-year old and possibly
- altogether more ordinary half-sister, Mabel Glendower, who had discerned
- long since when they were at school together that it wasn't any good
- trying to be clear when Adeline was about.
- The Buntings did not bathe "mixed," a thing indeed that was still only
- very doubtfully decent in 1898, but Mr. Randolph Bunting and his son
- Fred came down to the beach with them frankly instead of hiding away or
- going for a walk according to the older fashion. (This, notwithstanding
- that Miss Mabel Glendower, Fred's _fiancée_ to boot, was of the bathing
- party.) They formed a little procession down under the evergreen oaks in
- the garden and down the ladder and so to the sea's margin.
- Mrs. Bunting went first, looking as it were for Peeping Tom with her
- glasses, and Miss Glendower, who never bathed because it made her feel
- undignified, went with her--wearing one of those simple, costly "art"
- morning costumes Socialists affect. Behind this protecting van came, one
- by one, the three girls, in their beautiful Parisian bathing dresses and
- headdresses--though these were of course completely muffled up in huge
- hooded gowns of towelling--and wearing of course stockings and
- shoes--they bathed in stockings and shoes. Then came Mrs. Bunting's maid
- and the second housemaid and the maid the Glendower girls had brought,
- carrying towels, and then at a little interval the two men carrying
- ropes and things. (Mrs. Bunting always put a rope around each of her
- daughters before ever they put a foot in the water and held it until
- they were safely out again. But Mabel Glendower would not have a rope.)
- Where the garden ends and the beach begins Miss Glendower turned aside
- and sat down on the green iron seat under the evergreen oak, and having
- found her place in "Sir George Tressady"--a book of which she was
- naturally enough at that time inordinately fond--sat watching the others
- go on down the beach. There they were a very bright and very pleasant
- group of prosperous animated people upon the sunlit beach, and beyond
- them in streaks of grey and purple, and altogether calm save for a
- pattern of dainty little wavelets, was that ancient mother of surprises,
- the Sea.
- As soon as they reached the high-water mark where it is no longer
- indecent to be clad merely in a bathing dress, each of the young ladies
- handed her attendant her wrap, and after a little fun and laughter Mrs.
- Bunting looked carefully to see if there were any jelly fish, and then
- they went in. And after a minute or so, it seems Betty, the elder Miss
- Bunting, stopped splashing and looked, and then they all looked, and
- there, about thirty yards away was the Sea Lady's head, as if she were
- swimming back to land.
- Naturally they concluded that she must be a neighbour from one of the
- adjacent houses. They were a little surprised not to have noticed her
- going down into the water, but beyond that her apparition had no shadow
- of wonder for them. They made the furtive penetrating observations usual
- in such cases. They could see that she was swimming very gracefully and
- that she had a lovely face and very beautiful arms, but they could not
- see her wonderful golden hair because all that was hidden in a
- fashionable Phrygian bathing cap, picked up--as she afterwards admitted
- to my second cousin--some nights before upon a Norman _plage_. Nor could
- they see her lovely shoulders because of the red costume she wore.
- They were just on the point of feeling their inspection had reached the
- limit of really nice manners and Mabel was pretending to go on splashing
- again and saying to Betty, "She's wearing a red dress. I wish I could
- see--" when something very terrible happened.
- The swimmer gave a queer sort of flop in the water, threw up her arms
- and--vanished!
- It was the sort of thing that seems for an instant to freeze everybody,
- just one of those things that everyone has read of and imagined and very
- few people have seen.
- For a space no one did anything. One, two, three seconds passed and then
- for an instant a bare arm flashed in the air and vanished again.
- Mabel tells me she was quite paralysed with horror, she did nothing all
- the time, but the two Miss Buntings, recovering a little, screamed out,
- "Oh, she's drowning!" and hastened to get out of the sea at once, a
- proceeding accelerated by Mrs. Bunting, who with great presence of mind
- pulled at the ropes with all her weight and turned about and continued
- to pull long after they were many yards from the water's edge and indeed
- cowering in a heap at the foot of the sea wall. Miss Glendower became
- aware of a crisis and descended the steps, "Sir George Tressady" in one
- hand and the other shading her eyes, crying in her clear resolute voice,
- "She must be saved!" The maids of course were screaming--as became
- them--but the two men appear to have acted with the greatest presence of
- mind. "Fred, Nexdoors ledder!" said Mr. Randolph Bunting--for the
- next-door neighbour instead of having convenient stone steps had a high
- wall and a long wooden ladder, and it had often been pointed out by Mr.
- Bunting if ever an accident should happen to anyone there was _that_! In
- a moment it seems they had both flung off jacket and vest, collar, tie
- and shoes, and were running the neighbour's ladder out into the water.
- "Where did she go, Ded?" said Fred.
- "Right out hea!" said Mr. Bunting, and to confirm his word there flashed
- again an arm and "something dark"--something which in the light of all
- that subsequently happened I am inclined to suppose was an unintentional
- exposure of the Lady's tail.
- Neither of the two gentlemen are expert swimmers--indeed so far as I can
- gather, Mr. Bunting in the excitement of the occasion forgot almost
- everything he had ever known of swimming--but they waded out valiantly
- one on each side of the ladder, thrust it out before them and committed
- themselves to the deep, in a manner casting no discredit upon our nation
- and race.
- Yet on the whole I think it is a matter for general congratulation that
- they were not engaged in the rescue of a genuinely drowning person. At
- the time of my enquiries whatever soreness of argument that may once
- have obtained between them had passed, and it is fairly clear that while
- Fred Bunting was engaged in swimming hard against the long side of the
- ladder and so causing it to rotate slowly on its axis, Mr. Bunting had
- already swallowed a very considerable amount of sea-water and was
- kicking Fred in the chest with aimless vigour. This he did, as he
- explains, "to get my legs down, you know. Something about that ladder,
- you know, and they _would_ go up!"
- And then quite unexpectedly the Sea Lady appeared beside them. One
- lovely arm supported Mr. Bunting about the waist and the other was over
- the ladder. She did not appear at all pale or frightened or out of
- breath, Fred told me when I cross-examined him, though at the time he
- was too violently excited to note a detail of that sort. Indeed she
- smiled and spoke in an easy pleasant voice.
- "Cramp," she said, "I have cramp." Both the men were convinced of that.
- Mr. Bunting was on the point of telling her to hold tight and she would
- be quite safe, when a little wave went almost entirely into his mouth
- and reduced him to wild splutterings.
- "_We'll_ get you in," said Fred, or something of that sort, and so they
- all hung, bobbing in the water to the tune of Mr. Bunting's trouble.
- They seem to have rocked so for some time. Fred says the Sea Lady
- looked calm but a little puzzled and that she seemed to measure the
- distance shoreward. "You _mean_ to save me?" she asked him.
- He was trying to think what could be done before his father drowned.
- "We're saving you now," he said.
- "You'll take me ashore?"
- As she seemed so cool he thought he would explain his plan of
- operations, "Trying to get--end of ladder--kick with my legs. Only a few
- yards out of our depth--if we could only----"
- "Minute--get my breath--moufu' sea-water," said Mr. Bunting. _Splash!_
- wuff!...
- And then it seemed to Fred that a little miracle happened. There was a
- swirl of the water like the swirl about a screw propeller, and he
- gripped the Sea Lady and the ladder just in time, as it seemed to him,
- to prevent his being washed far out into the Channel. His father
- vanished from his sight with an expression of astonishment just forming
- on his face and reappeared beside him, so far as back and legs are
- concerned, holding on to the ladder with a sort of death grip. And then
- behold! They had shifted a dozen yards inshore, and they were in less
- than five feet of water and Fred could feel the ground.
- At its touch his amazement and dismay immediately gave way to the purest
- heroism. He thrust ladder and Sea Lady before him, abandoned the ladder
- and his now quite disordered parent, caught her tightly in his arms, and
- bore her up out of the water. The young ladies cried "Saved!" the maids
- cried "Saved!" Distant voices echoed "Saved, Hooray!" Everybody in fact
- cried "Saved!" except Mrs. Bunting, who was, she says, under the
- impression that Mr. Bunting was in a fit, and Mr. Bunting, who seems to
- have been under an impression that all those laws of nature by which,
- under Providence, we are permitted to float and swim, were in suspense
- and that the best thing to do was to kick very hard and fast until the
- end should come. But in a dozen seconds or so his head was up again and
- his feet were on the ground and he was making whale and walrus noises,
- and noises like a horse and like an angry cat and like sawing, and was
- wiping the water from his eyes; and Mrs. Bunting (except that now and
- then she really _had_ to turn and say "_Ran_dolph!") could give her
- attention to the beautiful burthen that clung about her son.
- And it is a curious thing that the Sea Lady was at least a minute out of
- the water before anyone discovered that she was in any way different
- from--other ladies. I suppose they were all crowding close to her and
- looking at her beautiful face, or perhaps they imagined that she was
- wearing some indiscreet but novel form of dark riding habit or something
- of that sort. Anyhow not one of them noticed it, although it must have
- been before their eyes as plain as day. Certainly it must have blended
- with the costume. And there they stood, imagining that Fred had rescued
- a lovely lady of indisputable fashion, who had been bathing from some
- neighbouring house, and wondering why on earth there was nobody on the
- beach to claim her. And she clung to Fred and, as Miss Mabel Glendower
- subsequently remarked in the course of conversation with him, Fred clung
- to her.
- "I had cramp," said the Sea Lady, with her lips against Fred's cheek and
- one eye on Mrs. Bunting. "I am sure it was cramp.... I've got it still."
- "I don't see anybody--" began Mrs. Bunting.
- "Please carry me in," said the Sea Lady, closing her eyes as if she were
- ill--though her cheek was flushed and warm. "Carry me in."
- "Where?" gasped Fred.
- "Carry me into the house," she whispered to him.
- "Which house?"
- Mrs. Bunting came nearer.
- "_Your_ house," said the Sea Lady, and shut her eyes for good and became
- oblivious to all further remarks.
- "She-- But I don't understand--" said Mrs. Bunting, addressing
- everybody....
- And then it was they saw it. Nettie, the younger Miss Bunting, saw it
- first. She pointed, she says, before she could find words to speak. Then
- they all saw it! Miss Glendower, I believe, was the person who was last
- to see it. At any rate it would have been like her if she had been.
- "Mother," said Nettie, giving words to the general horror. "_Mother!_
- She has a _tail_!"
- And then the three maids and Mabel Glendower screamed one after the
- other. "Look!" they cried. "A tail!"
- "Of all--" said Mrs. Bunting, and words failed her.
- "_Oh!_" said Miss Glendower, and put her hand to her heart.
- And then one of the maids gave it a name. "It's a mermaid!" screamed the
- maid, and then everyone screamed, "It's a mermaid."
- Except the mermaid herself; she remained quite passive, pretending to be
- insensible partly on Fred's shoulder and altogether in his arms.
- II
- That, you know, is the tableau so far as I have been able to piece it
- together again. You must imagine this little knot of people upon the
- beach, and Mr. Bunting, I figure, a little apart, just wading out of the
- water and very wet and incredulous and half drowned. And the neighbour's
- ladder was drifting quietly out to sea.
- Of course it was one of those positions that have an air of being
- conspicuous.
- Indeed it was conspicuous. It was some way below high water and the
- group stood out perhaps thirty yards down the beach. Nobody, as Mrs.
- Bunting told my cousin Melville, knew a bit _what_ to do and they all
- had even an exaggerated share of the national hatred of being seen in a
- puzzle. The mermaid seemed content to remain a beautiful problem
- clinging to Fred, and by all accounts she was a reasonable burthen for
- a man. It seems that the very large family of people who were stopping
- at the house called Koot Hoomi had appeared in force, and they were all
- staring and gesticulating. They were just the sort of people the
- Buntings did not want to know--tradespeople very probably. Presently one
- of the men--the particularly vulgar man who used to shoot at the
- gulls--began putting down their ladder as if he intended to offer
- advice, and Mrs. Bunting also became aware of the black glare of the
- field glasses of a still more horrid man to the west.
- Moreover the popular author who lived next door, an irascible dark
- square-headed little man in spectacles, suddenly turned up and began
- bawling from his inaccessible wall top something foolish about his
- ladder. Nobody thought of his silly ladder or took any trouble about it,
- naturally. He was quite stupidly excited. To judge by his tone and
- gestures he was using dreadful language and seemed disposed every moment
- to jump down to the beach and come to them.
- And then to crown the situation, over the westward groin appeared Low
- Excursionists!
- First of all their heads came, and then their remarks. Then they began
- to clamber the breakwater with joyful shouts.
- "Pip, Pip," said the Low Excursionists as they climbed--it was the year
- of "pip, pip"--and, "What HO she bumps!" and then less generally,
- "What's up _'ere_?"
- And the voices of other Low Excursionists still invisible answered,
- "Pip, Pip."
- It was evidently a large party.
- "Anything wrong?" shouted one of the Low Excursionists at a venture.
- "My _dear_!" said Mrs. Bunting to Mabel, "what _are_ we to do?" And in
- her description of the affair to my cousin Melville she used always to
- make that the _clou_ of the story. "My DEAR! What ARE we to do?"
- I believe that in her desperation she even glanced at the water. But of
- course to have put the mermaid back then would have involved the most
- terrible explanations....
- It was evident there was only one thing to be done. Mrs. Bunting said as
- much. "The only thing," said she, "is to carry her indoors."
- And carry her indoors they did!...
- One can figure the little procession. In front Fred, wet and astonished
- but still clinging and clung to, and altogether too out of breath for
- words. And in his arms the Sea Lady. She had a beautiful figure, I
- understand, until that horrible tail began (and the fin of it, Mrs.
- Bunting told my cousin in a whispered confidence, went up and down and
- with pointed corners for all the world like a mackerel's). It flopped
- and dripped along the path--I imagine. She was wearing a very nice and
- very long-skirted dress of red material trimmed with coarse white lace,
- and she had, Mabel told me, a _gilet_, though that would scarcely show
- as they went up the garden. And that Phrygian cap hid all her golden
- hair and showed the white, low, level forehead over her sea-blue eyes.
- From all that followed, I imagine her at the moment scanning the veranda
- and windows of the house with a certain eagerness of scrutiny.
- Behind this staggering group of two I believe Mrs. Bunting came. Then
- Mr. Bunting. Dreadfully wet and broken down Mr. Bunting must have been
- by then, and from one or two things I have noticed since, I can't help
- imagining him as pursuing his wife with, "Of course, my dear, _I_
- couldn't tell, you know!"
- And then, in a dismayed yet curious bunch, the girls in their wraps of
- towelling and the maids carrying the ropes and things and, as if
- inadvertently, as became them, most of Mr. and Fred Bunting's clothes.
- And then Miss Glendower, for once at least in no sort of pose whatever,
- clutching "Sir George Tressady" and perplexed and disturbed beyond
- measure.
- And then, as it were pursuing them all, "Pip, pip," and the hat and
- raised eyebrows of a Low Excursionist still anxious to know "What's up?"
- from the garden end.
- So it was, or at least in some such way, and to the accompaniment of the
- wildest ravings about some ladder or other heard all too distinctly over
- the garden wall--("Overdressed Snobbs take my _rare old English
- adjective_ ladder...!")--that they carried the Sea Lady (who appeared
- serenely insensible to everything) up through the house and laid her
- down upon the couch in Mrs. Bunting's room.
- And just as Miss Glendower was suggesting that the very best thing they
- could do would be to send for a doctor, the Sea Lady with a beautiful
- naturalness sighed and came to.
- CHAPTER THE SECOND
- SOME FIRST IMPRESSIONS
- I
- There with as much verisimilitude as I can give it, is how the
- Folkestone mermaid really came to land. There can be no doubt that the
- whole affair was a deliberately planned intrusion upon her part. She
- never had cramp, she couldn't have cramp, and as for drowning, nobody
- was near drowning for a moment except Mr. Bunting, whose valuable life
- she very nearly sacrificed at the outset of her adventure. And her next
- proceeding was to demand an interview with Mrs. Bunting and to presume
- upon her youthful and glowing appearance to gain the support, sympathy
- and assistance of that good-hearted lady (who as a matter of fact was a
- thing of yesterday, a mere chicken in comparison with her own immemorial
- years) in her extraordinary raid upon Humanity.
- Her treatment of Mrs. Bunting would be incredible if we did not know
- that, in spite of many disadvantages, the Sea Lady was an extremely well
- read person. She admitted as much in several later conversations with my
- cousin Melville. For a time there was a friendly intimacy--so Melville
- always preferred to present it--between these two, and my cousin, who
- has a fairly considerable amount of curiosity, learnt many very
- interesting details about the life "out there" or "down there"--for the
- Sea Lady used either expression. At first the Sea Lady was exceedingly
- reticent under the gentle insistence of his curiosity, but after a time,
- I gather, she gave way to bursts of cheerful confidence. "It is clear,"
- says my cousin, "that the old ideas of the submarine life as a sort of
- perpetual game of 'who-hoop' through groves of coral, diversified by
- moonlight hair-combings on rocky strands, need very extensive
- modification." In this matter of literature, for example, they have
- practically all that we have, and unlimited leisure to read it in.
- Melville is very insistent upon and rather envious of that unlimited
- leisure. A picture of a mermaid swinging in a hammock of woven seaweed,
- with what bishops call a "latter-day" novel in one hand and a sixteen
- candle-power phosphorescent fish in the other, may jar upon one's
- preconceptions, but it is certainly far more in accordance with the
- picture of the abyss she printed on his mind. Everywhere Change works
- her will on things. Everywhere, and even among the immortals, Modernity
- spreads. Even on Olympus I suppose there is a Progressive party and a
- new Phaeton agitating to supersede the horses of his father by some
- solar motor of his own. I suggested as much to Melville and he said
- "Horrible! Horrible!" and stared hard at my study fire. Dear old
- Melville! She gave him no end of facts about Deep Sea Reading.
- Of course they do not print books "out there," for the printer's ink
- under water would not so much run as fly--she made that very plain; but
- in one way or another nearly the whole of terrestrial literature, says
- Melville, has come to them. "We know," she said. They form indeed a
- distinct reading public, and additions to their vast submerged library
- that circulates forever with the tides, are now pretty systematically
- sought. The sources are various and in some cases a little odd. Many
- books have been found in sunken ships. "Indeed!" said Melville. There is
- always a dropping and blowing overboard of novels and magazines from
- most passenger-carrying vessels--sometimes, but these are not as a rule
- valuable additions--a deliberate shying overboard. But sometimes books
- of an exceptional sort are thrown over when they are quite finished.
- (Melville is a dainty irritable reader and no doubt he understood that.)
- From the sea beaches of holiday resorts, moreover, the lighter sorts of
- literature are occasionally getting blown out to sea. And so soon as the
- Booms of our great Popular Novelists are over, Melville assured me, the
- libraries find it convenient to cast such surplus copies of their
- current works as the hospitals and prisons cannot take, below high-water
- mark.
- "That's not generally known," said I.
- "_They_ know it," said Melville.
- In other ways the beaches yield. Young couples who "begin to sit
- heapy," the Sea Lady told my cousin, as often as not will leave
- excellent modern fiction behind them, when at last they return to their
- proper place. There is a particularly fine collection of English work,
- it seems, in the deep water of the English Channel; practically the
- whole of the Tauchnitz Library is there, thrown overboard at the last
- moment by conscientious or timid travellers returning from the
- continent, and there was for a time a similar source of supply of
- American reprints in the Mersey, but that has fallen off in recent
- years. And the Deep Sea Mission for Fishermen has now for some years
- been raining down tracts and giving a particularly elevated tone of
- thought to the extensive shallows of the North Sea. The Sea Lady was
- very precise on these points.
- When one considers the conditions of its accumulation, one is not
- surprised to hear that the element of fiction is as dominant in this
- Deep Sea Library as it is upon the counters of Messrs. Mudie; but my
- cousin learnt that the various illustrated magazines, and particularly
- the fashion papers, are valued even more highly than novels, are looked
- for far more eagerly and perused with envious emotion. Indeed on that
- point my cousin got a sudden glimpse of one of the motives that had
- brought this daring young lady into the air. He made some sort of
- suggestion. "We should have taken to dressing long ago," she said, and
- added, with a vague quality of laughter in her tone, "it isn't that
- we're unfeminine, Mr. Melville. Only--as I was explaining to Mrs.
- Bunting, one must consider one's circumstances--how _can_ one _hope_ to
- keep anything nice under water? Imagine lace!"
- "Soaked!" said my cousin Melville.
- "Drenched!" said the Sea Lady.
- "Ruined!" said my cousin Melville.
- "And then you know," said the Sea Lady very gravely, "one's hair!"
- "Of course," said Melville. "Why!--you can never get it _dry_!"
- "That's precisely it," said she.
- My cousin Melville had a new light on an old topic. "And that's why--in
- the old time----?"
- "Exactly!" she cried, "exactly! Before there were so many Excursionists
- and sailors and Low People about, one came out, one sat and brushed it
- in the sun. And then of course it really _was_ possible to do it up. But
- now----"
- She made a petulant gesture and looked gravely at Melville, biting her
- lip the while. My cousin made a sympathetic noise. "The horrid modern
- spirit," he said--almost automatically....
- But though fiction and fashion appear to be so regrettably dominant in
- the nourishment of the mer-mind, it must not be supposed that the most
- serious side of our reading never reaches the bottom of the sea. There
- was, for example, a case quite recently, the Sea Lady said, of the
- captain of a sailing ship whose mind had become unhinged by the
- huckstering uproar of the _Times_ and _Daily Mail_, and who had not only
- bought a second-hand copy of the _Times_ reprint of the Encyclopædia
- Britannica, but also that dense collection of literary snacks and
- samples, that All-Literature Sausage which has been compressed under the
- weighty editing of Doctor Richard Garnett. It has long been notorious
- that even the greatest minds of the past were far too copious and
- confusing in their--as the word goes--lubrications. Doctor Garnett, it
- is alleged, has seized the gist and presented it so compactly that
- almost any business man now may take hold of it without hindrance to his
- more serious occupations. The unfortunate and misguided seaman seems to
- have carried the entire collection aboard with him, with the pretty
- evident intention of coming to land in Sydney the wisest man alive--a
- Hindoo-minded thing to do. The result might have been anticipated. The
- mass shifted in the night, threw the whole weight of the science of the
- middle nineteenth century and the literature of all time, in a
- virulently concentrated state, on one side of his little vessel and
- capsized it instantly....
- The ship, the Sea Lady said, dropped into the abyss as if it were loaded
- with lead, and its crew and other movables did not follow it down until
- much later in the day. The captain was the first to arrive, said the Sea
- Lady, and it is a curious fact, due probably to some preliminary
- dippings into his purchase, that he came head first, instead of feet
- down and limbs expanded in the customary way....
- However, such exceptional windfalls avail little against the rain of
- light literature that is constantly going on. The novel and the
- newspaper remain the world's reading even at the bottom of the sea. As
- subsequent events would seem to show, it must have been from the common
- latter-day novel and the newspaper that the Sea Lady derived her ideas
- of human life and sentiment and the inspiration of her visit. And if at
- times she seemed to underestimate the nobler tendencies of the human
- spirit, if at times she seemed disposed to treat Adeline Glendower and
- many of the deeper things of life with a certain sceptical levity, if
- she did at last indisputably subordinate reason and right feeling to
- passion, it is only just to her, and to those deeper issues, that we
- should ascribe her aberrations to their proper cause....
- II
- My cousin Melville, I was saying, did at one time or another get a
- vague, a very vague conception of what that deep-sea world was like. But
- whether his conception has any quality of truth in it is more than I
- dare say. He gives me an impression of a very strange world indeed, a
- green luminous fluidity in which these beings float, a world lit by
- great shining monsters that drift athwart it, and by waving forests of
- nebulous luminosity amidst which the little fishes drift like netted
- stars. It is a world with neither sitting, nor standing, nor going, nor
- coming, through which its inhabitants float and drift as one floats and
- drifts in dreams. And the way they live there! "My dear man!" said
- Melville, "it must be like a painted ceiling!..."
- I do not even feel certain that it is in the sea particularly that this
- world of the Sea Lady is to be found. But about those saturated books
- and drowned scraps of paper, you say? Things are not always what they
- seem, and she told him all of that, we must reflect, one laughing
- afternoon.
- She could appear, at times, he says, as real as you or I, and again came
- mystery all about her. There were times when it seemed to him you might
- have hurt her or killed her as you can hurt and kill anyone--with a
- penknife for example--and there were times when it seemed to him you
- could have destroyed the whole material universe and left her smiling
- still. But of this ambiguous element in the lady, more is to be told
- later. There are wider seas than ever keel sailed upon, and deeps that
- no lead of human casting will ever plumb. When it is all summed up, I
- have to admit, I do not know, I cannot tell. I fall back upon Melville
- and my poor array of collected facts. At first there was amazingly
- little strangeness about her for any who had to deal with her. There she
- was, palpably solid and material, a lady out of the sea.
- This modern world is a world where the wonderful is utterly commonplace.
- We are bred to show a quiet freedom from amazement, and why should we
- boggle at material Mermaids, with Dewars solidifying all sorts of
- impalpable things and Marconi waves spreading everywhere? To the
- Buntings she was as matter of fact, as much a matter of authentic and
- reasonable motives and of sound solid sentimentality, as everything else
- in the Bunting world. So she was for them in the beginning, and so up to
- this day with them her memory remains.
- III
- The way in which the Sea Lady talked to Mrs. Bunting on that memorable
- morning, when she lay all wet and still visibly fishy on the couch in
- Mrs. Bunting's dressing-room, I am also able to give with some little
- fulness, because Mrs. Bunting repeated it all several times, acting the
- more dramatic speeches in it, to my cousin Melville in several of those
- good long talks that both of them in those happy days--and particularly
- Mrs. Bunting--always enjoyed so much. And with her very first speech, it
- seems, the Sea Lady took her line straight to Mrs. Bunting's generous
- managing heart. She sat up on the couch, drew the antimacassar modestly
- over her deformity, and sometimes looking sweetly down and sometimes
- openly and trustfully into Mrs. Bunting's face, and speaking in a soft
- clear grammatical manner that stamped her at once as no mere mermaid
- but a finished fine Sea Lady, she "made a clean breast of it," as Mrs.
- Bunting said, and "fully and frankly" placed herself in Mrs. Bunting's
- hands.
- "Mrs. Bunting," said Mrs. Bunting to my cousin Melville, in a dramatic
- rendering of the Sea Lady's manner, "do permit me to apologise for this
- intrusion, for I know it _is_ an intrusion. But indeed it has almost
- been _forced_ upon me, and if you will only listen to my story, Mrs.
- Bunting, I think you will find--well, if not a complete excuse for
- me--for I can understand how exacting your standards must be--at any
- rate _some_ excuse for what I have done--for what I _must_ call, Mrs.
- Bunting, my deceitful conduct towards you. Deceitful it was, Mrs.
- Bunting, for I never had cramp-- But then, Mrs. Bunting"--and here Mrs.
- Bunting would insert a long impressive pause--"I never had a mother!"
- "And then and there," said Mrs. Bunting, when she told the story to my
- cousin Melville, "the poor child burst into tears and confessed she had
- been born ages and ages ago in some dreadful miraculous way in some
- terrible place near Cyprus, and had no more right to a surname-- Well,
- _there_--!" said Mrs. Bunting, telling the story to my cousin Melville
- and making the characteristic gesture with which she always passed over
- and disowned any indelicacy to which her thoughts might have tended.
- "And all the while speaking with such a nice accent and moving in such a
- ladylike way!"
- "Of course," said my cousin Melville, "there are classes of people in
- whom one excuses-- One must weigh----"
- "Precisely," said Mrs. Bunting. "And you see it seems she deliberately
- chose _me_ as the very sort of person she had always wanted to appeal
- to. It wasn't as if she came to us haphazard--she picked us out. She had
- been swimming round the coast watching people day after day, she said,
- for quite a long time, and she said when she saw my face, watching the
- girls bathe--you know how funny girls are," said Mrs. Bunting, with a
- little deprecatory laugh, and all the while with a moisture of emotion
- in her kindly eyes. "She took quite a violent fancy to me from the very
- first."
- "I can _quite_ believe _that_, at any rate," said my cousin Melville
- with unction. I know he did, although he always leaves it out of the
- story when he tells it to me. But then he forgets that I have had the
- occasional privilege of making a third party in these good long talks.
- "You know it's most extraordinary and exactly like the German story,"
- said Mrs. Bunting. "Oom--what is it?"
- "Undine?"
- "Exactly--yes. And it really seems these poor creatures are Immortal,
- Mr. Melville--at least within limits--creatures born of the elements and
- resolved into the elements again--and just as it is in the story--there's
- always a something--they have no Souls! No Souls at all! Nothing! And
- the poor child feels it. She feels it dreadfully. But in order to _get_
- souls, Mr. Melville, you know they have to come into the world of men.
- At least so they believe down there. And so she has come to Folkestone.
- To get a soul. Of course that's her great object, Mr. Melville, but
- she's not at all fanatical or silly about it. Any more than _we_ are. Of
- course _we_--people who feel deeply----"
- "Of course," said my cousin Melville, with, I know, a momentary
- expression of profound gravity, drooping eyelids and a hushed voice. For
- my cousin does a good deal with his soul, one way and another.
- "And she feels that if she comes to earth at all," said Mrs. Bunting,
- "she _must_ come among _nice_ people and in a nice way. One can
- understand her feeling like that. But imagine her difficulties! To be a
- mere cause of public excitement, and silly paragraphs in the silly
- season, to be made a sort of show of, in fact--she doesn't want _any_ of
- it," added Mrs. Bunting, with the emphasis of both hands.
- "What _does_ she want?" asked my cousin Melville.
- "She wants to be treated exactly like a human being, to _be_ a human
- being, just like you or me. And she asks to stay with us, to be one of
- our family, and to learn how we live. She has asked me to advise her
- what books to read that are really nice, and where she can get a
- dress-maker, and how she can find a clergyman to sit under who would
- really be likely to understand her case, and everything. She wants me to
- advise her about it all. She wants to put herself altogether in my
- hands. And she asked it all so nicely and sweetly. She wants me to
- advise her about it all."
- "Um," said my cousin Melville.
- "You should have heard her!" cried Mrs. Bunting.
- "Practically it's another daughter," he reflected.
- "Yes," said Mrs. Bunting, "and even that did not frighten me. She
- admitted as much."
- "Still----"
- He took a step.
- "She has means?" he inquired abruptly.
- "Ample. She told me there was a box. She said it was moored at the end
- of a groin, and accordingly dear Randolph watched all through luncheon,
- and afterwards, when they could wade out and reach the end of the rope
- that tied it, he and Fred pulled it in and helped Fitch and the
- coachman carry it up. It's a curious little box for a lady to have,
- well made, of course, but of wood, with a ship painted on the top and
- the name of 'Tom' cut in it roughly with a knife; but, as she says,
- leather simply will _not_ last down there, and one has to put up with
- what one can get; and the great thing is it's _full_, perfectly full,
- of gold coins and things. Yes, gold--and diamonds, Mr. Melville. You
- know Randolph understands something-- Yes, well he says that box--oh!
- I couldn't tell you _how_ much it isn't worth! And all the gold things
- with just a sort of faint reddy touch.... But anyhow, she is rich, as
- well as charming and beautiful. And really you know, Mr. Melville,
- altogether-- Well, I'm going to help her, just as much as ever I can.
- Practically, she's to be our paying guest. As you know--it's no great
- secret between _us_--Adeline-- Yes.... She'll be the same. And I shall
- bring her out and introduce her to people and so forth. It will be a
- great help. And for everyone except just a few intimate friends, she is
- to be just a human being who happens to be an invalid--temporarily an
- invalid--and we are going to engage a good, trustworthy woman--the sort
- of woman who isn't astonished at anything, you know--they're a little
- expensive but they're to be got even nowadays--who will be her
- maid--and make her dresses, her skirts at any rate--and we shall dress
- her in long skirts--and throw something over It, you know----"
- "Over----?"
- "The tail, you know."
- My cousin Melville said "Precisely!" with his head and eyebrows. But
- that was the point that hadn't been clear to him so far, and it took his
- breath away. Positively--a tail! All sorts of incorrect theories went by
- the board. Somehow he felt this was a topic not to be too urgently
- pursued. But he and Mrs. Bunting were old friends.
- "And she really has ... a tail?" he asked.
- "Like the tail of a big mackerel," said Mrs. Bunting, and he asked no
- more.
- "It's a most extraordinary situation," he said.
- "But what else _could_ I do?" asked Mrs. Bunting.
- "Of course the thing's a tremendous experiment," said my cousin
- Melville, and repeated quite inadvertently, "_a tail!_"
- Clear and vivid before his eyes, obstructing absolutely the advance of
- his thoughts, were the shiny clear lines, the oily black, the green and
- purple and silver, and the easy expansiveness of a mackerel's
- termination.
- "But really, you know," said my cousin Melville, protesting in the name
- of reason and the nineteenth century--"a tail!"
- "I patted it," said Mrs. Bunting.
- IV
- Certain supplementary aspects of the Sea Lady's first conversation with
- Mrs. Bunting I got from that lady herself afterwards.
- The Sea Lady had made one queer mistake. "Your four charming daughters,"
- she said, "and your two sons."
- "My dear!" cried Mrs. Bunting--they had got through their preliminaries
- by then--"I've only two daughters and one son!"
- "The young man who carried--who rescued me?"
- "Yes. And the other two girls are friends, you know, visitors who are
- staying with me. On land one has visitors----"
- "I know. So I made a mistake?"
- "Oh yes."
- "And the other young man?"
- "You don't mean Mr. Bunting."
- "Who is Mr. Bunting?"
- "The other gentleman who----"
- "_No!_"
- "There was no one----"
- "But several mornings ago?"
- "Could it have been Mr. Melville?... _I_ know! You mean Mr. Chatteris! I
- remember, he came down with us one morning. A tall young man with
- fair--rather curlyish you might say--hair, wasn't it? And a rather
- thoughtful face. He was dressed all in white linen and he sat on the
- beach."
- "I fancy he did," said the Sea Lady.
- "He's not my son. He's--he's a friend. He's engaged to Adeline, to the
- elder Miss Glendower. He was stopping here for a night or so. I daresay
- he'll come again on his way back from Paris. Dear me! Fancy _my_ having
- a son like that!"
- The Sea Lady was not quite prompt in replying.
- "What a stupid mistake for me to make!" she said slowly; and then with
- more animation, "Of course, now I think, he's much too old to be your
- son!"
- "Well, he's thirty-two!" said Mrs. Bunting with a smile.
- "It's preposterous."
- "I won't say _that_."
- "But I saw him only at a distance, you know," said the Sea Lady; and
- then, "And so he is engaged to Miss Glendower? And Miss Glendower----?"
- "Is the young lady in the purple robe who----"
- "Who carried a book?"
- "Yes," said Mrs. Bunting, "that's the one. They've been engaged three
- months."
- "Dear me!" said the Sea Lady. "She seemed-- And is he very much in love
- with her?"
- "Of course," said Mrs. Bunting.
- "_Very_ much?"
- "Oh--of _course_. If he wasn't, he wouldn't----"
- "Of course," said the Sea Lady thoughtfully.
- "And it's such an excellent match in every way. Adeline's just in the
- very position to help him----"
- And Mrs. Bunting it would seem briefly but clearly supplied an
- indication of the precise position of Mr. Chatteris, not omitting even
- that he was the nephew of an earl, as indeed why should she omit
- it?--and the splendid prospects of his alliance with Miss Glendower's
- plebeian but extensive wealth. The Sea Lady listened gravely. "He is
- young, he is able, he may still be anything--anything. And she is so
- earnest, so clever herself--always reading. She even reads Blue
- Books--government Blue Books I mean--dreadful statistical schedulely
- things. And the condition of the poor and all those things. She knows
- more about the condition of the poor than any one I've ever met; what
- they earn and what they eat, and how many of them live in a room. So
- dreadfully crowded, you know--perfectly shocking.... She is just the
- helper he needs. So dignified--so capable of giving political parties
- and influencing people, so earnest! And you know she can talk to workmen
- and take an interest in trades unions, and in quite astonishing things.
- _I_ always think she's just _Marcella_ come to life."
- And from that the good lady embarked upon an illustrative but involved
- anecdote of Miss Glendower's marvellous blue-bookishness....
- "He'll come here again soon?" the Sea Lady asked quite carelessly in the
- midst of it.
- The query was carried away and lost in the anecdote, so that later the
- Sea Lady repeated her question even more carelessly.
- But Mrs. Bunting did not know whether the Sea Lady sighed at all or not.
- She thinks not. She was so busy telling her all about everything that I
- don't think she troubled very much to see how her information was
- received.
- What mind she had left over from her own discourse was probably centred
- on the tail.
- V
- Even to Mrs. Bunting's senses--she is one of those persons who take
- everything (except of course impertinence or impropriety) quite
- calmly--it must, I think, have been a little astonishing to find herself
- sitting in her boudoir, politely taking tea with a real live legendary
- creature. They were having tea in the boudoir, because of callers, and
- quite quietly because, in spite of the Sea Lady's smiling assurances,
- Mrs. Bunting would have it she _must_ be tired and unequal to the
- exertions of social intercourse. "After _such_ a journey," said Mrs.
- Bunting. There were just the three, Adeline Glendower being the third;
- and Fred and the three other girls, I understand, hung about in a
- general sort of way up and down the staircase (to the great annoyance of
- the servants who were thus kept out of it altogether) confirming one
- another's views of the tail, arguing on the theory of mermaids,
- revisiting the garden and beach and trying to invent an excuse for
- seeing the invalid again. They were forbidden to intrude and pledged to
- secrecy by Mrs. Bunting, and they must have been as altogether unsettled
- and miserable as young people can be. For a time they played croquet in
- a half-hearted way, each no doubt with an eye on the boudoir window.
- (And as for Mr. Bunting, he was in bed.)
- I gather that the three ladies sat and talked as any three ladies all
- quite resolved to be pleasant to one another would talk. Mrs. Bunting
- and Miss Glendower were far too well trained in the observances of good
- society (which is as every one knows, even the best of it now, extremely
- mixed) to make too searching enquiries into the Sea Lady's status and
- way of life or precisely where she lived when she was at home, or whom
- she knew or didn't know. Though in their several ways they wanted to
- know badly enough. The Sea Lady volunteered no information, contenting
- herself with an entertaining superficiality of touch and go, in the most
- ladylike way. She professed herself greatly delighted with the sensation
- of being in air and superficially quite dry, and was particularly
- charmed with tea.
- "And don't you have _tea_?" cried Miss Glendower, startled.
- "How can we?"
- "But do you really mean----?"
- "I've never tasted tea before. How do you think we can boil a kettle?"
- "What a strange--what a wonderful world it must be!" cried Adeline. And
- Mrs. Bunting said: "I can hardly _imagine_ it without tea. It's worse
- than-- I mean it reminds me--of abroad."
- Mrs. Bunting was in the act of refilling the Sea Lady's cup. "I
- suppose," she said suddenly, "as you're not used to it-- It won't affect
- your diges--" She glanced at Adeline and hesitated. "But it's China
- tea."
- And she filled the cup.
- "It's an inconceivable world to me," said Adeline. "Quite."
- Her dark eyes rested thoughtfully on the Sea Lady for a space.
- "Inconceivable," she repeated, for, in that unaccountable way in which a
- whisper will attract attention that a turmoil fails to arouse, the tea
- had opened her eyes far more than the tail.
- The Sea Lady looked at her with sudden frankness. "And think how
- wonderful all this must seem to _me_!" she remarked.
- But Adeline's imagination was aroused for the moment and she was not to
- be put aside by the Sea Lady's terrestrial impressions. She pierced--for
- a moment or so--the ladylike serenity, the assumption of a terrestrial
- fashion of mind that was imposing so successfully upon Mrs. Bunting. "It
- must be," she said, "the strangest world." And she stopped invitingly....
- She could not go beyond that and the Sea Lady would not help her.
- There was a pause, a silent eager search for topics. Apropos of the
- Niphetos roses on the table they talked of flowers and Miss Glendower
- ventured: "You have your anemones too! How beautiful they must be amidst
- the rocks!"
- And the Sea Lady said they were very pretty--especially the cultivated
- sorts....
- "And the fishes," said Mrs. Bunting. "How wonderful it must be to see
- the fishes!"
- "Some of them," volunteered the Sea Lady, "will come and feed out of
- one's hand."
- Mrs. Bunting made a little coo of approval. She was reminded of
- chrysanthemum shows and the outside of the Royal Academy exhibition and
- she was one of those people to whom only the familiar is really
- satisfying. She had a momentary vision of the abyss as a sort of
- diverticulum of Piccadilly and the Temple, a place unexpectedly rational
- and comfortable. There was a kink for a time about a little matter of
- illumination, but it recurred to Mrs. Bunting only long after. The Sea
- Lady had turned from Miss Glendower's interrogative gravity of
- expression to the sunlight.
- "The sunlight seems so golden here," said the Sea Lady. "Is it always
- golden?"
- "You have that beautiful greenery-blue shimmer I suppose," said Miss
- Glendower, "that one catches sometimes ever so faintly in aquaria----"
- "One lives deeper than that," said the Sea Lady. "Everything is
- phosphorescent, you know, a mile or so down, and it's like--I hardly
- know. As towns look at night--only brighter. Like piers and things like
- that."
- "Really!" said Mrs. Bunting, with the Strand after the theatres in her
- head. "Quite bright?"
- "Oh, quite," said the Sea Lady.
- "But--" struggled Adeline, "is it never put out?"
- "It's so different," said the Sea Lady.
- "That's why it is so interesting," said Adeline.
- "There are no nights and days, you know. No time nor anything of that
- sort."
- "Now that's very queer," said Mrs. Bunting with Miss Glendower's teacup
- in her hand--they were both drinking quite a lot of tea absent-mindedly,
- in their interest in the Sea Lady. "But how do you tell when it's
- Sunday?"
- "We don't--" began the Sea Lady. "At least not exactly--" And then--"Of
- course one hears the beautiful hymns that are sung on the passenger
- ships."
- "Of course!" said Mrs. Bunting, having sung so in her youth and quite
- forgetting something elusive that she had previously seemed to catch.
- But afterwards there came a glimpse of some more serious divergence--a
- glimpse merely. Miss Glendower hazarded a supposition that the sea
- people also had their Problems, and then it would seem the natural
- earnestness of her disposition overcame her proper attitude of ladylike
- superficiality and she began to ask questions. There can be no doubt
- that the Sea Lady was evasive, and Miss Glendower, perceiving that she
- had been a trifle urgent, tried to cover her error by expressing a
- general impression.
- "I can't see it," she said, with a gesture that asked for sympathy. "One
- wants to see it, one wants to _be_ it. One needs to be born a
- mer-child."
- "A mer-child?" asked the Sea Lady.
- "Yes-- Don't you call your little ones----?"
- "_What_ little ones?" asked the Sea Lady.
- She regarded them for a moment with a frank wonder, the undying wonder
- of the Immortals at that perpetual decay and death and replacement which
- is the gist of human life. Then at the expression of their faces she
- seemed to recollect. "Of course," she said, and then with a transition
- that made pursuit difficult, she agreed with Adeline. "It _is_
- different," she said. "It _is_ wonderful. One feels so alike, you know,
- and so different. That's just where it _is_ so wonderful. Do I look--?
- And yet you know I have never had my hair up, nor worn a dressing gown
- before today."
- "What do you wear?" asked Miss Glendower. "Very charming things, I
- suppose."
- "It's a different costume altogether," said the Sea Lady, brushing away
- a crumb.
- Just for a moment Mrs. Bunting regarded her visitor fixedly. She had, I
- fancy, in that moment, an indistinct, imperfect glimpse of pagan
- possibilities. But there, you know, was the Sea Lady in her wrapper, so
- palpably a lady, with her pretty hair brought up to date and such a
- frank innocence in her eyes, that Mrs. Bunting's suspicions vanished as
- they came.
- (But I am not so sure of Adeline.)
- CHAPTER THE THIRD
- THE EPISODE OF THE VARIOUS JOURNALISTS
- I
- The remarkable thing is that the Buntings really carried out the
- programme Mrs. Bunting laid down. For a time at least they positively
- succeeded in converting the Sea Lady into a credible human invalid, in
- spite of the galaxy of witnesses to the lady's landing and in spite of
- the severe internal dissensions that presently broke out. In spite,
- moreover, of the fact that one of the maids--they found out which only
- long after--told the whole story under vows to her very superior young
- man who told it next Sunday to a rising journalist who was sitting about
- on the Leas maturing a descriptive article. The rising journalist was
- incredulous. But he went about enquiring. In the end he thought it good
- enough to go upon. He found in several quarters a vague but sufficient
- rumour of a something; for the maid's young man was a conversationalist
- when he had anything to say.
- Finally the rising journalist went and sounded the people on the two
- chief Folkestone papers and found the thing had just got to them. They
- were inclined to pretend they hadn't heard of it, after the fashion of
- local papers when confronted by the abnormal, but the atmosphere of
- enterprise that surrounded the rising journalist woke them up. He
- perceived he had done so and that he had no time to lose. So while they
- engaged in inventing representatives to enquire, he went off and
- telephoned to the _Daily Gunfire_ and the _New Paper_. When they
- answered he was positive and earnest. He staked his reputation--the
- reputation of a rising journalist!
- "I swear there's something up," he said. "Get in first--that's all."
- He had some reputation, I say--and he had staked it. The _Daily Gunfire_
- was sceptical but precise, and the _New Paper_ sprang a headline "A
- Mermaid at last!"
- You might well have thought the thing was out after that, but it wasn't.
- There are things one doesn't believe even if they are printed in a
- halfpenny paper. To find the reporters hammering at their doors, so to
- speak, and fended off only for a time by a proposal that they should
- call again; to see their incredible secret glaringly in print, did
- indeed for a moment seem a hopeless exposure to both the Buntings and
- the Sea Lady. Already they could see the story spreading, could imagine
- the imminent rush of intimate enquiries, the tripod strides of a
- multitude of cameras, the crowds watching the windows, the horrors of a
- great publicity. All the Buntings and Mabel were aghast, simply aghast.
- Adeline was not so much aghast as excessively annoyed at this imminent
- and, so far as she was concerned, absolutely irrelevant publicity. "They
- will never dare--" she said, and "Consider how it affects Harry!" and at
- the earliest opportunity she retired to her own room. The others, with a
- certain disregard of her offence, sat around the Sea Lady's couch--she
- had scarcely touched her breakfast--and canvassed the coming terror.
- "They will put our photographs in the papers," said the elder Miss
- Bunting.
- "Well, they won't put mine in," said her sister. "It's horrid. I shall
- go right off now and have it taken again."
- "They'll interview the Ded!"
- "No, no," said Mr. Bunting terrified. "Your mother----"
- "It's your place, my dear," said Mrs. Bunting.
- "But the Ded--" said Fred.
- "I couldn't," said Mr. Bunting.
- "Well, some one'll have to tell 'em anyhow," said Mrs. Bunting. "You
- know, they will----"
- "But it isn't at all what I wanted," wailed the Sea Lady, with the
- _Daily Gunfire_ in her hand. "Can't it be stopped?"
- "You don't know our journalists," said Fred.
- The tact of my cousin Melville saved the situation. He had dabbled in
- journalism and talked with literary fellows like myself. And literary
- fellows like myself are apt at times to be very free and outspoken about
- the press. He heard of the Buntings' shrinking terror of publicity as
- soon as he arrived, a perfect clamour--an almost exultant clamour
- indeed, of shrinking terror, and he caught the Sea Lady's eye and took
- his line there and then.
- "It's not an occasion for sticking at trifles, Mrs. Bunting," he said.
- "But I think we can save the situation all the same. You're too
- hopeless. We must put our foot down at once; that's all. Let _me_ see
- these reporter fellows and write to the London dailies. I think I can
- take a line that will settle them."
- "Eh?" said Fred.
- "I can take a line that will stop it, trust me."
- "What, altogether?"
- "Altogether."
- "How?" said Fred and Mrs. Bunting. "You're not going to bribe them!"
- "Bribe!" said Mr. Bunting. "We're not in France. You can't bribe a
- British paper."
- (A sort of subdued cheer went around from the assembled Buntings.)
- "You leave it to me," said Melville, in his element.
- And with earnestly expressed but not very confident wishes for his
- success, they did.
- He managed the thing admirably.
- "What's this about a mermaid?" he demanded of the local journalists when
- they returned. They travelled together for company, being, so to speak,
- emergency journalists, compositors in their milder moments, and
- unaccustomed to these higher aspects of journalism. "What's this about a
- mermaid?" repeated my cousin, while they waived precedence dumbly one to
- another.
- "I believe some one's been letting you in," said my cousin Melville.
- "Just imagine!--a mermaid!"
- "That's what we thought," said the younger of the two emergency
- journalists. "We knew it was some sort of hoax, you know. Only the _New
- Paper_ giving it a headline----"
- "I'm amazed even Banghurst--" said my cousin Melville.
- "It's in the _Daily Gunfire_ as well," said the older of the two
- emergency journalists.
- "What's one more or less of these ha'penny fever rags?" cried my cousin
- with a ringing scorn. "Surely you're not going to take your Folkestone
- news from mere London papers."
- "But how did the story come about?" began the older emergency
- journalist.
- "That's not my affair."
- The younger emergency journalist had an inspiration. He produced a note
- book from his breast pocket. "Perhaps, sir, you wouldn't mind suggesting
- to us something we might say----"
- My cousin Melville complied.
- II
- The rising young journalist who had first got wind of the business--who
- must not for a moment be confused with the two emergency journalists
- heretofore described--came to Banghurst next night in a state of strange
- exultation. "I've been through with it and I've seen her," he panted. "I
- waited about outside and saw her taken into the carriage. I've talked to
- one of the maids--I got into the house under pretence of being a
- telephone man to see their telephone--I spotted the wire--and it's a
- fact. A positive fact--she's a mermaid with a tail--a proper mermaid's
- tail. I've got here----"
- He displayed sheets.
- "Whaddyer talking about?" said Banghurst from his littered desk, eyeing
- the sheets with apprehensive animosity.
- "The mermaid--there really _is_ a mermaid. At Folkestone."
- Banghurst turned away from him and pawed at his pen tray. "Whad if there
- is!" he said after a pause.
- "But it's proved. That note you printed----"
- "That note I printed was a mistake if there's anything of that sort
- going, young man." Banghurst remained an obstinate expansion of back.
- "How?"
- "We don't deal in mermaids here."
- "But you're not going to let it drop?"
- "I am."
- "But there she is!"
- [Illustration: "Stuff that the public won't believe aren't facts."]
- "Let her be." He turned on the rising young journalist, and his massive
- face was unusually massive and his voice fine and full and fruity. "Do
- you think we're going to make our public believe anything simply because
- it's true? They know perfectly well what they are going to believe
- and what they aren't going to believe, and they aren't going to believe
- anything about mermaids--you bet your hat. I don't care if the whole
- damned beach was littered with mermaids--not the whole damned beach!
- We've got our reputation to keep up. See?... Look here!--you don't learn
- journalism as I hoped you'd do. It was you what brought in all that
- stuff about a discovery in chemistry----"
- "It's true."
- "Ugh!"
- "I had it from a Fellow of the Royal Society----"
- "I don't care if you had it from--anybody. Stuff that the public won't
- believe aren't facts. Being true only makes 'em worse. They buy our
- paper to swallow it and it's got to go down easy. When I printed you
- that note and headline I thought you was up to a lark. I thought you
- was on to a mixed bathing scandal or something of that sort--with juice
- in it. The sort of thing that _all_ understand. You know when you went
- down to Folkestone you were going to describe what Salisbury and all the
- rest of them wear upon the Leas. And start a discussion on the
- acclimatisation of the café. And all that. And then you get on to this
- (unprintable epithet) nonsense!"
- "But Lord Salisbury--he doesn't go to Folkestone."
- Banghurst shrugged his shoulders over a hopeless case. "What the deuce,"
- he said, addressing his inkpot in plaintive tones, "does _that_ matter?"
- The young man reflected. He addressed Banghurst's back after a pause.
- His voice had flattened a little. "I might go over this and do it up as
- a lark perhaps. Make it a comic dialogue sketch with a man who really
- believed in it--or something like that. It's a beastly lot of copy to
- get slumped, you know."
- "Nohow," said Banghurst. "Not in any shape. No! Why! They'd think it
- clever. They'd think you was making game of them. They hate things they
- think are clever!"
- The young man made as if to reply, but Banghurst's back expressed quite
- clearly that the interview was at an end.
- "Nohow," repeated Banghurst just when it seemed he had finished
- altogether.
- "I may take it to the _Gunfire_ then?"
- Banghurst suggested an alternative.
- "Very well," said the young man, heated, "the _Gunfire_ it is."
- But in that he was reckoning without the editor of the _Gunfire_.
- III
- It must have been quite soon after that, that I myself heard the first
- mention of the mermaid, little recking that at last it would fall to me
- to write her history. I was on one of my rare visits to London, and
- Micklethwaite was giving me lunch at the Penwiper Club, certainly one of
- the best dozen literary clubs in London. I noted the rising young
- journalist at a table near the door, lunching alone. All about him
- tables were vacant, though the other parts of the room were crowded. He
- sat with his face towards the door, and he kept looking up whenever any
- one came in, as if he expected some one who never came. Once distinctly
- I saw him beckon to a man, but the man did not respond.
- "Look here, Micklethwaite," I said, "why is everybody avoiding that man
- over there? I noticed just now in the smoking-room that he seemed to be
- trying to get into conversation with some one and that a kind of
- taboo----"
- Micklethwaite stared over his fork. "Ra-ther," he said.
- "But what's he done?"
- "He's a fool," said Micklethwaite with his mouth full, evidently
- annoyed. "Ugh," he said as soon as he was free to do so.
- I waited a little while.
- "What's he done?" I ventured.
- Micklethwaite did not answer for a moment and crammed things into his
- mouth vindictively, bread and all sorts of things. Then leaning towards
- me in a confidential manner he made indignant noises which I could not
- clearly distinguish as words.
- "Oh!" I said, when he had done.
- "Yes," said Micklethwaite. He swallowed and then poured himself
- wine--splashing the tablecloth.
- "He had _me_ for an hour very nearly the other day."
- "Yes?" I said.
- "Silly fool," said Micklethwaite.
- I was afraid it was all over, but luckily he gave me an opening again
- after gulping down his wine.
- "He leads you on to argue," he said.
- "That----?"
- "That he can't prove it."
- "Yes?"
- "And then he shows you he can. Just showing off how damned ingenious he
- is."
- I was a little confused. "Prove what?" I asked.
- "Haven't I been telling you?" said Micklethwaite, growing very red.
- "About this confounded mermaid of his at Folkestone."
- "He says there is one?"
- "Yes, he does," said Micklethwaite, going purple and staring at me very
- hard. He seemed to ask mutely whether I of all people proposed to turn
- on him and back up this infamous scoundrel. I thought for a moment he
- would have apoplexy, but happily he remembered his duty as my host. So
- he turned very suddenly on a meditative waiter for not removing our
- plates.
- "Had any golf lately?" I said to Micklethwaite, when the plates and the
- remains of the waiter had gone away. Golf always does Micklethwaite good
- except when he is actually playing. Then, I am told-- If I were Mrs.
- Bunting I should break off and raise my eyebrows and both hands at this
- point, to indicate how golf acts on Micklethwaite when he is playing.
- I turned my mind to feigning an interest in golf--a game that in truth
- I despise and hate as I despise and hate nothing else in this world.
- Imagine a great fat creature like Micklethwaite, a creature who ought to
- wear a turban and a long black robe to hide his grossness, whacking a
- little white ball for miles and miles with a perfect surgery of
- instruments, whacking it either with a babyish solemnity or a childish
- rage as luck may have decided, whacking away while his country goes to
- the devil, and incidentally training an innocent-eyed little boy to
- swear and be a tip-hunting loafer. That's golf! However, I controlled my
- all too facile sneer and talked of golf and the relative merits of golf
- links as I might talk to a child about buns or distract a puppy with the
- whisper of "rats," and when at last I could look at the rising young
- journalist again our lunch had come to an end.
- I saw that he was talking with a greater air of freedom than it is
- usual to display to club waiters, to the man who held his coat. The man
- looked incredulous but respectful, and was answering shortly but
- politely.
- When we went out this little conversation was still going on. The waiter
- was holding the rising young journalist's soft felt hat and the rising
- young journalist was fumbling in his coat pocket with a thick mass of
- papers.
- "It's tremendous. I've got most of it here," he was saying as we went
- by. "I don't know if you'd care----"
- "I get very little time for reading, sir," the waiter was replying.
- CHAPTER THE FOURTH
- THE QUALITY OF PARKER
- I
- So far I have been very full, I know, and verisimilitude has been my
- watchword rather than the true affidavit style. But if I have made it
- clear to the reader just how the Sea Lady landed and just how it was
- possible for her to land and become a member of human society without
- any considerable excitement on the part of that society, such poor pains
- as I have taken to tint and shadow and embellish the facts at my
- disposal will not have been taken in vain. She positively and quietly
- settled down with the Buntings. Within a fortnight she had really
- settled down so thoroughly that, save for her exceptional beauty and
- charm and the occasional faint touches of something a little indefinable
- in her smile, she had become a quite passable and credible human being.
- She was a cripple, indeed, and her lower limb was most pathetically
- swathed and put in a sort of case, but it was quite generally
- understood--I am afraid at Mrs. Bunting's initiative--that presently
- _they_--Mrs. Bunting said "they," which was certainly almost as far or
- even a little farther than legitimate prevarication may go--would be as
- well as ever.
- [Illustration: She positively and quietly settled down with the
- Buntings.]
- "Of course," said Mrs. Bunting, "she will never be able to _bicycle_
- again----"
- That was the sort of glamour she threw about it.
- II
- In Parker it is indisputable that the Sea Lady found--or at least had
- found for her by Mrs. Bunting--a treasure of the richest sort. Parker
- was still fallaciously young, but she had been maid to a lady from
- India who had been in a "case" and had experienced and overcome
- cross-examination. She had also been deceived by a young man, whom she
- had fancied greatly, only to find him walking out with another--contrary
- to her inflexible sense of correctness--in the presence of which all
- other things are altogether vain. Life she had resolved should have no
- further surprises for her. She looked out on its (largely improper)
- pageant with an expression of alert impartiality in her hazel eyes,
- calm, doing her specific duty, and entirely declining to participate
- further. She always kept her elbows down by her side and her hands
- always just in contact, and it was impossible for the most powerful
- imagination to conceive her under any circumstances as being anything
- but absolutely straight and clean and neat. And her voice was always
- under all circumstances low and wonderfully distinct--just to an
- infinitesimal degree indeed "mincing."
- Mrs. Bunting had been a little nervous when it came to the point. It was
- Mrs. Bunting of course who engaged her, because the Sea Lady was so
- entirely without experience. But certainly Mrs. Bunting's nervousness
- was thrown away.
- "You understand," said Mrs. Bunting, taking a plunge at it, "that--that
- she is an invalid."
- "I _didn't_, Mem," replied Parker respectfully, and evidently quite
- willing to understand anything as part of her duty in this world.
- "In fact," said Mrs. Bunting, rubbing the edge of the tablecloth
- daintily with her gloved finger and watching the operation with
- interest, "as a matter of fact, she has a mermaid's tail."
- "Mermaid's tail! Indeed, Mem! And is it painful at all?"
- "Oh, dear, no, it involves no inconvenience--nothing. Except--you
- understand, there is a need of--discretion."
- "Of course, Mem," said Parker, as who should say, "there always is."
- "We particularly don't want the servants----"
- "The lower servants-- No, Mem."
- "You understand?" and Mrs. Bunting looked up again and regarded Parker
- calmly.
- "Precisely, Mem!" said Parker, with a face unmoved, and so they came to
- the question of terms. "It all passed off _most_ satisfactorily," said
- Mrs. Bunting, taking a deep breath at the mere memory of that moment.
- And it is clear that Parker was quite of her opinion.
- She was not only discreet but really clever and handy. From the very
- outset she grasped the situation, unostentatiously but very firmly. It
- was Parker who contrived the sort of violin case for It, and who made
- the tea gown extension that covered the case's arid contours. It was
- Parker who suggested an invalid's chair for use indoors and in the
- garden, and a carrying chair for the staircase. Hitherto Fred Bunting
- had been on hand, at last even in excessive abundance, whenever the Sea
- Lady lay in need of masculine arms. But Parker made it clear at once
- that that was not at all in accordance with her ideas, and so earned the
- lifelong gratitude of Mabel Glendower. And Parker too spoke out for
- drives, and suggested with an air of rightness that left nothing else to
- be done, the hire of a carriage and pair for the season--to the equal
- delight of the Buntings and the Sea Lady. It was Parker who dictated the
- daily drive up to the eastern end of the Leas and the Sea Lady's
- transfer, and the manner of the Sea Lady's transfer, to the bath chair
- in which she promenaded the Leas. There seemed to be nowhere that it was
- pleasant and proper for the Sea Lady to go that Parker did not swiftly
- and correctly indicate it and the way to get to it, and there seems to
- have been nothing that it was really undesirable the Sea Lady should do
- and anywhere that it was really undesirable that she should go, that
- Parker did not at once invisibly but effectively interpose a bar. It was
- Parker who released the Sea Lady from being a sort of private and
- peculiar property in the Bunting household and carried her off to a
- becoming position in the world, when the crisis came. In little things
- as in great she failed not. It was she who made it luminous that the Sea
- Lady's card plate was not yet engraved and printed ("Miss Doris
- Thalassia Waters" was the pleasant and appropriate name with which the
- Sea Lady came primed), and who replaced the box of the presumably dank
- and drowned and dripping "Tom" by a jewel case, a dressing bag and the
- first of the Sea Lady's trunks.
- On a thousand little occasions this Parker showed a sense of propriety
- that was penetratingly fine. For example, in the shop one day when
- "things" of an intimate sort were being purchased, she suddenly
- intervened.
- "There are stockings, Mem," she said in a discreet undertone, behind,
- but not too vulgarly behind, a fluttering straight hand.
- "_Stockings!_" cried Mrs. Bunting. "But----!"
- "I think, Mem, she should have stockings," said Parker, quietly but very
- firmly.
- And come to think of it, why _should_ an unavoidable deficiency in a
- lady excuse one that can be avoided? It's there we touch the very
- quintessence and central principle of the proper life.
- But Mrs. Bunting, you know, would never have seen it like that.
- III
- Let me add here, regretfully but with infinite respect, one other thing
- about Parker, and then she shall drop into her proper place.
- I must confess, with a slight tinge of humiliation, that I pursued this
- young woman to her present situation at Highton Towers--maid she is to
- that eminent religious and social propagandist, the Lady Jane Glanville.
- There were certain details of which I stood in need, certain scenes and
- conversations of which my passion for verisimilitude had scarcely a
- crumb to go upon. And from first to last, what she must have seen and
- learnt and inferred would amount practically to everything.
- I put this to her frankly. She made no pretence of not understanding me
- nor of ignorance of certain hidden things. When I had finished she
- regarded me with a level regard.
- "I couldn't think of it, sir," she said. "It wouldn't be at all
- according to my ideas."
- "But!--It surely couldn't possibly hurt you now to tell me."
- "I'm afraid I couldn't, sir."
- "It couldn't hurt anyone."
- "It isn't that, sir."
- "I should see you didn't lose by it, you know."
- She looked at me politely, having said what she intended to say.
- And, in spite of what became at last very fine and handsome inducements,
- that remained the inflexible Parker's reply. Even after I had come to
- an end with my finesse and attempted to bribe her in the grossest
- manner, she displayed nothing but a becoming respect for my impregnable
- social superiority.
- "I couldn't think of it, sir," she repeated. "It wouldn't be at all
- according to my ideas."
- And if in the end you should find this story to any extent vague or
- incomplete, I trust you will remember how the inflexible severity of
- Parker's ideas stood in my way.
- CHAPTER THE FIFTH
- THE ABSENCE AND RETURN OF MR. HARRY CHATTERIS
- I
- These digressions about Parker and the journalists have certainly led me
- astray from the story a little. You will, however, understand that while
- the rising young journalist was still in pursuit of information, Hope
- and Banghurst, and Parker merely a budding perfection, the carriage not
- even thought of, things were already developing in that bright little
- establishment beneath the evergreen oaks on the Folkestone Riviera. So
- soon as the minds of the Buntings ceased to be altogether focused upon
- this new and amazing social addition, they--of all people--had most
- indisputably discovered, it became at first faintly and then very
- clearly evident that their own simple pleasure in the possession of a
- guest so beautiful as Miss Waters, so solidly wealthy and--in a
- manner--so distinguished, was not entirely shared by the two young
- ladies who were to have been their principal guests for the season.
- This little rift was perceptible the very first time Mrs. Bunting had an
- opportunity of talking over her new arrangements with Miss Glendower.
- "And is she really going to stay with you all the summer?" said Adeline.
- "Surely, dear, you don't mind?"
- "It takes me a little by surprise."
- "She's asked me, my dear----"
- "I'm thinking of Harry. If the general election comes on in
- September--and every one seems to think it will-- You promised you
- would let us inundate you with electioneering."
- "But do you think she----"
- "She will be dreadfully in the way."
- She added after an interval, "She stops my working."
- "But, my dear!"
- "She's out of harmony," said Adeline.
- Mrs. Bunting looked out of her window at the tamarisk and the sea. "I'm
- sure I wouldn't do anything to hurt Harry's prospects. You know how
- enthusiastic we all are. Randolph would do anything. But are you sure
- she will be in the way?"
- "What else can she be?"
- "She might help even."
- "Oh, help!"
- "She might canvass. She's very attractive, you know, dear."
- "Not to me," said Miss Glendower. "I don't trust her."
- "But to some people. And as Harry says, at election times every one who
- can do anything must be let do it. Cut them--do anything afterwards,
- but at the time--you know he talked of it when Mr. Fison and he were
- here. If you left electioneering only to the really nice people----"
- "It was Mr. Fison said that, not Harry. And besides, she wouldn't help."
- "I think you misjudge her there, dear. She has been asking----"
- "To help?"
- "Yes, and all about it," said Mrs. Bunting, with a transient pink. "She
- keeps asking questions about why we are having the election and what it
- is all about, and why Harry is a candidate and all that. She wants to go
- into it quite deeply. _I_ can't answer half the things she asks."
- "And that's why she keeps up those long conversations with Mr. Melville,
- I suppose, and why Fred goes about neglecting Mabel----"
- "My dear!" said Mrs. Bunting.
- "I wouldn't have her canvassing with us for anything," said Miss
- Glendower. "She'd spoil everything. She is frivolous and satirical. She
- looks at you with incredulous eyes, she seems to blight all one's
- earnestness.... I don't think you quite understand, dear Mrs. Bunting,
- what this election and my studies mean to me--and Harry. She comes
- across all that--like a contradiction."
- "Surely, my dear! I've never heard her contradict."
- "Oh, she doesn't contradict. But she-- There is something about her-- One
- feels that things that are most important and vital are nothing to her.
- Don't you feel it? She comes from another world to us."
- Mrs. Bunting remained judicial. Adeline dropped to a lower key again. "I
- think," she said, "anyhow, that we're taking her very easily. How do we
- know what she is? Down there, out there, she may be anything. She may
- have had excellent reasons for coming to land----"
- "My dear!" cried Mrs. Bunting. "Is that charity?"
- "How do they live?"
- "If she hadn't lived nicely I'm sure she couldn't behave so nicely."
- "Besides--coming here! She had no invitation----"
- "I've invited her now," said Mrs. Bunting gently.
- "You could hardly help yourself. I only hope your kindness----"
- "It's not a kindness," said Mrs. Bunting, "it's a duty. If she were
- only half as charming as she is. You seem to forget"--her voice
- dropped--"what it is she comes for."
- "That's what I want to know."
- "I'm sure in these days, with so much materialism about and such
- wickedness everywhere, when everybody who has a soul seems trying to
- lose it, to find any one who hadn't a soul and who is trying to find
- one----"
- "But _is_ she trying to get one?"
- "Mr. Flange comes twice every week. He would come oftener, as you know,
- if there wasn't so much confirmation about."
- "And when he comes he sits and touches her hand if he can, and he talks
- in his lowest voice, and she sits and smiles--she almost laughs outright
- at the things he says."
- "Because he has to win his way with her. Surely Mr. Flange may do what
- he can to make religion attractive?"
- "I don't believe she believes she will get a soul. I don't believe she
- wants one a bit."
- She turned towards the door as if she had done.
- Mrs. Bunting's pink was now permanent. She had brought up a son and two
- daughters, and besides she had brought down a husband to "My dear, how
- was _I_ to know?" and when it was necessary to be firm--even with
- Adeline Glendower--she knew how to be firm just as well as anybody.
- "My dear," she began in her very firmest quiet manner, "I am positive
- you misjudge Miss Waters. Trivial she may be--on the surface at any
- rate. Perhaps she laughs and makes fun a little. There are different
- ways of looking at things. But I am sure that at bottom she is just as
- serious, just as grave, as--any one. You judge her hastily. I am sure if
- you knew her better--as I do----"
- Mrs. Bunting left an eloquent pause.
- Miss Glendower had two little pink flushes in her cheeks. She turned
- with her hand on the door.
- "At any rate," she said, "I am sure that Harry will agree with me that
- she can be no help to our cause. We have our work to do and it is
- something more than just vulgar electioneering. We have to develop and
- establish ideas. Harry has views that are new and wide-reaching. We want
- to put our whole strength into this work. Now especially. And her
- presence----"
- She paused for a moment. "It is a digression. She divides things. She
- puts it all wrong. She has a way of concentrating attention about
- herself. She alters the values of things. She prevents my being
- single-minded, she will prevent Harry being single-minded----"
- "I think, my dear, that you might trust my judgment a little," said Mrs.
- Bunting and paused.
- Miss Glendower opened her mouth and shut it again, without speaking. It
- became evident finality was attained. Nothing remained to be said but
- the regrettable.
- The door opened and closed smartly and Mrs. Bunting was alone.
- Within an hour they all met at the luncheon table and Adeline's
- behaviour to the Sea Lady and to Mrs. Bunting was as pleasant and alert
- as any highly earnest and intellectual young lady's could be. And all
- that Mrs. Bunting said and did tended with what people call infinite
- tact--which really, you know, means a great deal more tact than is
- comfortable--to develop and expose the more serious aspect of the Sea
- Lady's mind. Mr. Bunting was unusually talkative and told them all about
- a glorious project he had just heard of, to cut out the rather shrubby
- and weedy front of the Leas and stick in something between a wine vault
- and the Crystal Palace as a Winter Garden--which seemed to him a very
- excellent idea indeed.
- II
- It is time now to give some impression of the imminent Chatteris, who
- for all his late appearance is really the chief human being in my cousin
- Melville's story. It happens that I met him with some frequency in my
- university days and afterwards ever and again I came upon him. He was
- rather a brilliant man at the university, smart without being vulgar and
- clever for all that. He was remarkably good-looking from the very onset
- of his manhood and without being in any way a showy spendthrift, was
- quite magnificently extravagant. There was trouble in his last year,
- something hushed up about a girl or woman in London, but his family had
- it all over with him, and his uncle, the Earl of Beechcroft, settled
- some of his bills. Not all--for the family is commendably free from
- sentimental excesses--but enough to make him comfortable again. The
- family is not a rich one and it further abounds in an extraordinary
- quantity of rather frowsy, loose-tongued aunts--I never knew a family
- quite so rich in old aunts. But Chatteris was so good-looking,
- easy-mannered, and clever, that they seemed to agree almost without
- discussion to pull him through. They hunted about for something that
- would be really remunerative without being laborious or too commercial;
- and meanwhile--after the extraordinary craving of his aunt, Lady
- Poynting Mallow, to see him acting had been overcome by the united
- efforts of the more religious section of his aunts--Chatteris set
- himself seriously to the higher journalism--that is to say, the
- journalism that dines anywhere, gets political tips after dinner, and is
- always acceptable--if only to avoid thirteen articles--in a half-crown
- review. In addition, he wrote some very passable verse and edited Jane
- Austen for the only publisher who had not already reprinted the works of
- that classic lady.
- His verse, like himself, was shapely and handsome, and, like his
- face, it suggested to the penetrating eye certain reservations and
- indecisions. There was just that touch of refinement that is weakness
- in the public man. But as yet he was not a public man; he was known to
- be energetic and his work was gathering attention as always capable and
- occasionally brilliant. His aunts declared he was ripening, that any
- defect in vigour he displayed was the incompleteness of the process,
- and decided he should go to America, where vigour and vigorous
- opportunities abound, and there, I gather, he came upon something like
- a failure. Something happened, indeed, quite a lot happened. He came
- back unmarried--and _viâ_ the South Seas, Australasia and India. And
- Lady Poynting Mallow publicly told him he was a fool, when he got back.
- What happened in America, even if one does not consult contemporary
- American papers, is still very difficult to determine. There appear to
- have been the daughter of a millionaire and something like an engagement
- in the story. According to the _New York Yell_, one of the smartest,
- crispest, and altogether most representative papers in America, there
- was also the daughter of some one else, whom the _Yell_ interviewed, or
- professed to interview, under the heading:
- AN ARISTOCRATIC BRITISHER
- TRIFLES WITH
- A PURE AMERICAN GIRL
- INTERVIEW WITH THE VICTIM
- OF HIS
- HEARTLESS LEVITY
- But this some one else was, I am inclined to think in spite of her
- excellently executed portrait, merely a brilliant stroke of modern
- journalism, the _Yell_ having got wind of the sudden retreat of
- Chatteris and inventing a reason in preference to discovering one.
- Wensleydale tells me the true impetus to bolt was the merest trifle. The
- daughter of the millionaire, being a bright and spirited girl, had
- undergone interviewing on the subject of her approaching marriage, on
- marriage in general, on social questions of various sorts, and on the
- relations of the British and American peoples, and he seems to have
- found the thing in his morning paper. It took him suddenly and he lost
- his head. And once he started, he seems to have lacked the power of mind
- to turn about and come back. The affair was a mess, the family paid some
- more of his bills and shirked others, and Chatteris turned up in London
- again after a time, with somewhat diminished glory and a series of
- letters on Imperial Affairs, each headed with the quotation: "What do
- they know of England who only England know?"
- Of course people of England learnt nothing of the real circumstances of
- the case, but it was fairly obvious that he had gone to America and come
- back empty-handed.
- And that was how, in the course of some years, he came to Adeline
- Glendower, of whose special gifts as his helper and inspiration you have
- already heard from Mrs. Bunting. When he became engaged to her, the
- family, which had long craved to forgive him--Lady Poynting Mallow as a
- matter of fact had done so--brightened wonderfully. And after
- considerable obscure activities he declared himself a philanthropic
- Liberal with open spaces in his platform, and in a position, and ready
- as a beginning, to try the quality of the conservative South.
- He was away making certain decisive arrangements, in Paris and
- elsewhere, at the time of the landing of the Sea Lady. Before the matter
- was finally settled it was necessary that something should be said to a
- certain great public character, and then he was to return and tell
- Adeline. And every one was expecting him daily, including, it is now
- indisputable, the Sea Lady.
- III
- The meeting of Miss Glendower and her affianced lover on his return from
- Paris was one of those scenes in this story for which I have scarcely an
- inkling of the true details. He came to Folkestone and stopped at the
- Métropole, the Bunting house being full and the Métropole being the
- nearest hotel to Sandgate; and he walked down in the afternoon and
- asked for Adeline, which was pretty rather than correct. I gather that
- they met in the drawing-room, and as Chatteris closed the door behind
- him, I imagine there was something in the nature of a caress.
- I must confess I envy the freedom of the novelist who can take you
- behind such a locked door as this and give you all that such persons
- say and do. But with the strongest will in the world to blend the
- little scraps of fact I have into a continuous sequence of events, I
- falter at this occasion. After all, I never saw Adeline at all until
- after all these things were over, and what is she now? A rather tall, a
- rather restless and active woman, very keen and obvious in public
- affairs--with something gone out of her. Melville once saw a gleam of
- that, but for the most part Melville never liked her; she had a wider
- grasp of things than he, and he was a little afraid of her; she was in
- some inexplicable way neither a pretty woman nor a "dear lady" nor a
- _grande dame_ nor totally insignificant, and a heretic therefore in
- Melville's scheme of things. He gives me small material for that
- earlier Adeline. "She posed," he says; she was "political," and she was
- always reading Mrs. Humphry Ward.
- The last Melville regarded as the most heinous offence. It is not the
- least of my cousin's weaknesses that he regards this great novelist as
- an extremely corrupting influence for intelligent girls. She makes
- them good and serious in the wrong way, he says. Adeline, he asserts,
- was absolutely built on her. She was always attempting to be the
- incarnation of _Marcella_. It was he who had perverted Mrs. Bunting's
- mind to adopt this fancy. But I don't believe for a moment in this
- idea of girls building themselves on heroines in fiction. These are
- matters of elective affinity, and unless some bullying critic or
- preacher sends us astray, we take each to our own novelist as the
- souls in the Swedenborgian system take to their hells. Adeline took to
- the imaginary _Marcella_. There was, Melville says, the strongest
- likeness in their mental atmosphere. They had the same defects, a bias
- for superiority--to use his expressive phrase--the same disposition
- towards arrogant benevolence, that same obtuseness to little shades of
- feeling that leads people to speak habitually of the "Lower Classes,"
- and to think in the vein of that phrase. They certainly had the same
- virtues, a conscious and conscientious integrity, a hard nobility
- without one touch of magic, an industrious thoroughness. More than in
- anything else, Adeline delighted in her novelist's thoroughness, her
- freedom from impressionism, the patient resolution with which she
- went into the corners and swept under the mat of every incident. And
- it would be easy to argue from that, that Adeline behaved as Mrs.
- Ward's most characteristic heroine behaved, on an analogous occasion.
- _Marcella_ we know--at least after her heart was changed--would have
- clung to him. There would have been a moment of high emotion in which
- thoughts--of the highest class--mingled with the natural ambition of two
- people in the prime of life and power. Then she would have receded with
- a quick movement and listened with her beautiful hand pensive against
- her cheek, while Chatteris began to sum up the forces against him--to
- speculate on the action of this group and that. Something infinitely
- tender and maternal would have spoken in her, pledging her to the utmost
- help that love and a woman can give. She would have produced in
- Chatteris that exquisite mingled impression of grace, passion,
- self-yielding, which in all its infinite variations and repetitions made
- up for him the constant poem of her beauty.
- But that is the dream and not the reality. So Adeline might have dreamt
- of behaving, but--she was not _Marcella_, and only wanting to be, and
- he was not only not Maxwell but he had no intention of being Maxwell
- anyhow. If he had had an opportunity of becoming Maxwell he would
- probably have rejected it with extreme incivility. So they met like two
- unheroic human beings, with shy and clumsy movements and, I suppose,
- fairly honest eyes. Something there was in the nature of a caress, I
- believe, and then I incline to fancy she said "Well?" and I think
- he must have answered, "It's all right." After that, and rather
- allusively, with a backward jerk of the head at intervals as it were
- towards the great personage, Chatteris must have told her particulars.
- He must have told her that he was going to contest Hythe and that the
- little difficulty with the Glasgow commission agent who wanted to run
- the Radical ticket as a "Man of Kent" had been settled without injury
- to the party (such as it is). Assuredly they talked politics, because
- soon after, when they came into the garden side by side to where Mrs.
- Bunting and the Sea Lady sat watching the girls play croquet, Adeline
- was in full possession of all these facts. I fancy that for such a
- couple as they were, such intimation of success, such earnest topics,
- replaced, to a certain extent at any rate, the vain repetition of
- vulgar endearments.
- The Sea Lady appears to have been the first to see them. "Here he is,"
- she said abruptly.
- "Whom?" said Mrs. Bunting, glancing up at eyes that were suddenly eager,
- and then following their glance towards Chatteris.
- "Your other son," said the Sea Lady, jesting unheeded.
- "It's Harry and Adeline!" cried Mrs. Bunting. "Don't they make a
- handsome couple?"
- But the Sea Lady made no reply, and leaned back, scrutinising their
- advance. Certainly they made a handsome pair. Coming out of the veranda
- into the blaze of the sun and across the trim lawn towards the shadow of
- the ilex trees, they were lit, as it were, with a more glorious
- limelight, and displayed like actors on a stage more spacious than the
- stage of any theatre. The figure of Chatteris must have come out tall
- and fair and broad, a little sunburnt, and I gather even then a little
- preoccupied, as indeed he always seemed to be in those latter days. And
- beside him Adeline, glancing now up at him and now towards the audience
- under the trees, dark and a little flushed, rather tall--though not so
- tall as _Marcella_ seems to have been--and, you know, without any
- instructions from any novel-writer in the world, glad.
- Chatteris did not discover that there was any one but Buntings under the
- tree until he was close at hand. Then the abrupt discovery of this
- stranger seems to have checked whatever he was prepared to say for his
- _début_, and Adeline took the centre of the stage. Mrs. Bunting was
- standing up, and all the croquet players--except Mabel, who was
- winning--converged on Chatteris with cries of welcome. Mabel remained in
- the midst of what I understand is called a tea-party, loudly demanding
- that they should see her "play it out." No doubt if everything had gone
- well she would have given a most edifying exhibition of what croquet can
- sometimes be.
- Adeline swam forward to Mrs. Bunting and cried with a note of triumph in
- her voice: "It is all settled. Everything is settled. He has won them
- all and he is to contest Hythe."
- Quite involuntarily her eyes must have met the Sea Lady's.
- It is of course quite impossible to say what she found there--or indeed
- what there was to find there then. For a moment they faced riddles, and
- then the Sea Lady turned her eyes with a long deferred scrutiny to the
- man's face, which she probably saw now closely for the first time. One
- wonders whether it is just possible that there may have been something,
- if it were no more than a gleam of surprise and enquiry, in that meeting
- of their eyes. Just for a moment she held his regard, and then it
- shifted enquiringly to Mrs. Bunting.
- That lady intervened effusively with an "Oh! I forgot," and introduced
- them. I think they went through that without another meeting of the
- foils of their regard.
- "You back?" said Fred to Chatteris, touching his arm, and Chatteris
- confirmed this happy guess.
- The Bunting girls seemed to welcome Adeline's enviable situation rather
- than Chatteris as an individual. And Mabel's voice could be heard
- approaching. "Oughtn't they to see me play it out, Mr. Chatteris?"
- "Hullo, Harry, my boy!" cried Mr. Bunting, who was cultivating a bluff
- manner. "How's Paris?"
- "How's the fishing?" said Harry.
- And so they came into a vague circle about this lively person who had
- "won them all"--except Parker, of course, who remained in her own
- proper place and was, I am certain, never to be won by anybody.
- There was a handing and shifting of garden chairs.
- No one seemed to take the slightest notice of Adeline's dramatic
- announcement. The Buntings were not good at thinking of things to say.
- She stood in the midst of the group like a leading lady when the other
- actors have forgotten their parts. Then every one woke up to this, as it
- were, and they went off in a volley. "So it's really all settled," said
- Mrs. Bunting; and Betty Bunting said, "There _is_ to be an election
- then!" and Nettie said, "What fun!" Mr. Bunting remarked with a knowing
- air, "So you saw him then?" and Fred flung "Hooray!" into the tangle of
- sounds.
- The Sea Lady of course said nothing.
- "We'll give 'em a jolly good fight for it, anyhow," said Mr. Bunting.
- "Well, I hope we shall do that," said Chatteris.
- "We shall do more than that," said Adeline.
- "Oh, yes!" said Betty Bunting, "we shall."
- "I knew they would let him," said Adeline.
- "If they had any sense," said Mr. Bunting.
- Then came a pause, and Mr. Bunting was emboldened to lift up his voice
- and utter politics. "They are getting sense," he said. "They are
- learning that a party must have men, men of birth and training. Money
- and the mob--they've tried to keep things going by playing to fads and
- class jealousies. And the Irish. And they've had their lesson. How?
- Why,--we've stood aside. We've left 'em to faddists and fomenters--and
- the Irish. And here they are! It's a revolution in the party. We've let
- it down. Now we must pick it up again."
- He made a gesture with his fat little hand, one of those fat pink little
- hands that appear to have neither flesh nor bones inside them but only
- sawdust or horse-hair. Mrs. Bunting leaned back in her chair and smiled
- at him indulgently.
- "It is no common election," said Mr. Bunting. "It is a great issue."
- The Sea Lady had been regarding him thoughtfully. "What is a great
- issue?" she asked. "I don't quite understand."
- Mr. Bunting spread himself to explain to her. "This," he said to begin
- with. Adeline listened with a mingling of interest and impatience,
- attempting ever and again to suppress him and to involve Chatteris by a
- tactful interposition. But Chatteris appeared disinclined to be
- involved. He seemed indeed quite interested in Mr. Bunting's view of the
- case.
- Presently the croquet quartette went back--at Mabel's suggestion--to
- their game, and the others continued their political talk. It became
- more personal at last, dealing soon quite specifically with all that
- Chatteris was doing and more particularly all that Chatteris was to do.
- Mrs. Bunting suddenly suppressed Mr. Bunting as he was offering advice,
- and Adeline took the burden of the talk again. She indicated vast
- purposes. "This election is merely the opening of a door," she said.
- When Chatteris made modest disavowals she smiled with a proud and happy
- consciousness of what she meant to make of him.
- And Mrs. Bunting supplied footnotes to make it all clear to the Sea
- Lady. "He's so modest," she said at one point, and Chatteris pretended
- not to hear and went rather pink. Ever and again he attempted to deflect
- the talk towards the Sea Lady and away from himself, but he was
- hampered by his ignorance of her position.
- And the Sea Lady said scarcely anything but watched Chatteris and
- Adeline, and more particularly Chatteris in relation to Adeline.
- CHAPTER THE SIXTH
- SYMPTOMATIC
- I
- My cousin Melville is never very clear about his dates. Now this is
- greatly to be regretted, because it would be very illuminating indeed if
- one could tell just how many days elapsed before he came upon Chatteris
- in intimate conversation with the Sea Lady. He was going along the front
- of the Leas with some books from the Public Library that Miss Glendower
- had suddenly wished to consult, and which she, with that entire
- ignorance of his lack of admiration for her which was part of her want
- of charm for him, had bidden him bring her. It was in one of those
- sheltered paths just under the brow which give such a pleasant and
- characteristic charm to Folkestone, that he came upon a little group
- about the Sea Lady's bath chair. Chatteris was seated in one of the
- wooden seats that are embedded in the bank, and was leaning forward and
- looking into the Sea Lady's face; and she was speaking with a smile that
- struck Melville even at the time as being a little special in its
- quality--and she seems to have been capable of many charming smiles.
- Parker was a little distance away, where a sort of bastion projects and
- gives a wide view of the pier and harbour and the coast of France,
- regarding it all with a qualified disfavour, and the bath chairman was
- crumpled up against the bank lost in that wistful melancholy that the
- constant perambulation of broken humanity necessarily engenders.
- [Illustration: A little group about the Sea Lady's bath chair.]
- My cousin slackened his pace a little and came up and joined them.
- The conversation hung at his approach. Chatteris sat back a little, but
- there seemed no resentment and he sought a topic for the three to
- discuss in the books Melville carried.
- "Books?" he said.
- "For Miss Glendower," said Melville.
- "Oh!" said Chatteris.
- "What are they about?" asked the Sea Lady.
- "Land tenure," said Melville.
- "That's hardly my subject," said the Sea Lady, and Chatteris joined in
- her smile as if he saw a jest.
- There was a little pause.
- "You are contesting Hythe?" said Melville.
- "Fate points that way," said Chatteris.
- "They threaten a dissolution for September."
- "It will come in a month," said Chatteris, with the inimitable tone of
- one who knows.
- "In that case we shall soon be busy."
- "And _I_ may canvass," said the Sea Lady. "I never have----"
- "Miss Waters," explained Chatteris, "has been telling me she means to
- help us." He met Melville's eye frankly.
- "It's rough work, Miss Waters," said Melville.
- "I don't mind that. It's fun. And I want to help. I really do want to
- help--Mr. Chatteris."
- "You know, that's encouraging."
- "I could go around with you in my bath chair?"
- "It would be a picnic," said Chatteris.
- "I mean to help anyhow," said the Sea Lady.
- "You know the case for the plaintiff?" asked Melville.
- She looked at him.
- "You've got your arguments?"
- "I shall ask them to vote for Mr. Chatteris, and afterwards when I see
- them I shall remember them and smile and wave my hand. What else is
- there?"
- "Nothing," said Chatteris, and shut the lid on Melville. "I wish I had
- an argument as good."
- "What sort of people are they here?" asked Melville. "Isn't there a
- smuggling interest to conciliate?"
- "I haven't asked that," said Chatteris. "Smuggling is over and past,
- you know. Forty years ago. It always has been forty years ago. They
- trotted out the last of the smugglers,--interesting old man, full of
- reminiscences,--when there was a count of the Saxon Shore. He remembered
- smuggling--forty years ago. Really, I doubt if there ever was any
- smuggling. The existing coast guard is a sacrifice to a vain
- superstition."
- "Why!" cried the Sea Lady. "Only about five weeks ago I saw quite near
- here----"
- She stopped abruptly and caught Melville's eye. He grasped her
- difficulty.
- "In a paper?" he suggested.
- "Yes, in a paper," she said, seizing the rope he threw her.
- "Well?" asked Chatteris.
- "There is smuggling still," said the Sea Lady, with an air of some one
- who decides not to tell an anecdote that is suddenly found to be half
- forgotten.
- "There's no doubt it happens," said Chatteris, missing it all. "But it
- doesn't appear in the electioneering. I certainly sha'n't agitate for a
- faster revenue cutter. However things may be in that respect, I take the
- line that they are very well as they are. That's my line, of course."
- And he looked out to sea. The eyes of Melville and the Sea Lady had an
- intimate moment.
- "There, you know, is just a specimen of the sort of thing we do," said
- Chatteris. "Are you prepared to be as intricate as that?"
- "Quite," said the Sea Lady.
- My cousin was reminded of an anecdote.
- The talk degenerated into anecdotes of canvassing, and ran shallow. My
- cousin was just gathering that Mrs. Bunting and Miss Bunting had been
- with the Sea Lady and had gone into the town to a shop, when they
- returned. Chatteris rose to greet them and explained--what had been by
- no means apparent before--that he was on his way to Adeline, and after a
- few further trivialities he and Melville went on together.
- A brief silence fell between them.
- "Who is that Miss Waters?" asked Chatteris.
- "Friend of Mrs. Bunting," prevaricated Melville.
- "So I gather.... She seems a very charming person."
- "She is."
- "She's interesting. Her illness seems to throw her up. It makes a
- passive thing of her, like a picture or something that's--imaginary.
- Imagined--anyhow. She sits there and smiles and responds. Her eyes--have
- something intimate. And yet----"
- My cousin offered no assistance.
- "Where did Mrs. Bunting find her."
- My cousin had to gather himself together for a second or so.
- "There's something," he said deliberately, "that Mrs. Bunting doesn't
- seem disposed----"
- "What can it be?"
- "It's bound to be all right," said Melville rather weakly.
- "It's strange, too. Mrs. Bunting is usually so disposed----"
- Melville left that to itself.
- "That's what one feels," said Chatteris.
- "What?"
- "Mystery."
- My cousin shares with me a profound detestation of that high mystic
- method of treating women. He likes women to be finite--and nice. In
- fact, he likes everything to be finite--and nice. So he merely grunted.
- But Chatteris was not to be stopped by that. He passed to a critical
- note. "No doubt it's all illusion. All women are impressionists, a
- patch, a light. You get an effect. And that is all you are meant to get,
- I suppose. She gets an effect. But how--that's the mystery. It's not
- merely beauty. There's plenty of beauty in the world. But not of these
- effects. The eyes, I fancy."
- He dwelt on that for a moment.
- "There's really nothing in eyes, you know, Chatteris," said my cousin
- Melville, borrowing an alien argument and a tone of analytical cynicism
- from me. "Have you ever looked at eyes through a hole in a sheet?"
- "Oh, I don't know," said Chatteris. "I don't mean the mere physical
- eye.... Perhaps it's the look of health--and the bath chair. A bold
- discord. You don't know what's the matter, Melville?"
- "How?"
- "I gather from Bunting it's a disablement--not a deformity."
- "He ought to know."
- "I'm not so sure of that. You don't happen to know the nature of her
- disablement?"
- "I can't tell at all," said Melville in a speculative tone. It struck
- him he was getting to prevaricate better.
- The subject seemed exhausted. They spoke of a common friend whom the
- sight of the Métropole suggested. Then they did not talk at all for a
- time, until the stir and interest of the band stand was passed. Then
- Chatteris threw out a thought.
- "Complex business--feminine motives," he remarked.
- "How?"
- "This canvassing. _She_ can't be interested in philanthropic Liberalism."
- "There's a difference in the type. And besides, it's a personal matter."
- "Not necessarily, is it? Surely there's not such an intellectual gap
- between the sexes! If _you_ can get interested----"
- "Oh, I know."
- "Besides, it's not a question of principles. It's the fun of
- electioneering."
- "Fun!"
- "There's no knowing what won't interest the feminine mind," said
- Melville, and added, "or what will."
- Chatteris did not answer.
- "It's the district visiting instinct, I suppose," said Melville. "They
- all have it. It's the canvassing. All women like to go into houses that
- don't belong to them."
- "Very likely," said Chatteris shortly, and failing a reply from
- Melville, he gave way to secret meditations, it would seem still of a
- fairly agreeable sort.
- The twelve o'clock gun thudded from Shornecliffe Camp.
- "By Jove!" said Chatteris, and quickened his steps.
- * * * * *
- They found Adeline busy amidst her papers. As they entered she pointed
- reproachfully, yet with the protrusion of a certain Marcella-like
- undertone of sweetness, at the clock. The apologies of Chatteris were
- effusive and winning, and involved no mention of the Sea Lady on the
- Leas.
- Melville delivered his books and left them already wading deeply into
- the details of the district organisation that the local Liberal
- organiser had submitted.
- II
- A little while after the return of Chatteris, my cousin Melville
- and the Sea Lady were under the ilex at the end of the sea garden
- and--disregarding Parker (as every one was accustomed to do), who was
- in a garden chair doing some afternoon work at a proper distance--there
- was nobody with them at all. Fred and the girls were out cycling--Fred
- had gone with them at the Sea Lady's request--and Miss Glendower and
- Mrs. Bunting were at Hythe calling diplomatically on some rather horrid
- local people who might be serviceable to Harry in his electioneering.
- Mr. Bunting was out fishing. He was not fond of fishing, but he was in
- many respects an exceptionally resolute little man, and he had taken to
- fishing every day in the afternoon after luncheon in order to break
- himself of what Mrs. Bunting called his "ridiculous habit" of getting
- sea-sick whenever he went out in a boat. He said that if fishing from a
- boat with pieces of mussels for bait after luncheon would not break the
- habit nothing would, and certainly it seemed at times as if it were
- going to break everything that was in him. But the habit escaped. This,
- however, is a digression.
- These two, I say, were sitting in the ample shade under the evergreen
- oak, and Melville, I imagine, was in those fine faintly patterned
- flannels that in the year 1899 combined correctness with ease. He was no
- doubt looking at the shaded face of the Sea Lady, framed in a frame of
- sunlit yellow-green lawn and black-green ilex leaves--at least so my
- impulse for verisimilitude conceives it--and she at first was pensive
- and downcast that afternoon and afterwards she was interested and looked
- into his eyes. Either she must have suggested that he might smoke or
- else he asked. Anyhow, his cigarettes were produced. She looked at them
- with an arrested gesture, and he hung for a moment, doubtful, on her
- gesture.
- "I suppose _you_--" he said.
- "I never learned."
- He glanced at Parker and then met the Sea Lady's regard.
- "It's one of the things I came for," she said.
- He took the only course.
- She accepted a cigarette and examined it thoughtfully. "Down there," she
- said, "it's just one of the things-- You will understand we get nothing
- but saturated tobacco. Some of the mermen-- There's something they have
- picked up from the sailors. Quids, I think they call it. But that's too
- horrid for words!"
- She dismissed the unpleasant topic by a movement, and lapsed into
- thought.
- My cousin clicked his match-box.
- She had a momentary doubt and glanced towards the house. "Mrs. Bunting?"
- she asked. Several times, I understand, she asked the same thing.
- "She wouldn't mind--" said Melville, and stopped.
- "She won't think it improper," he amplified, "if nobody else thinks it
- improper."
- "There's nobody else," said the Sea Lady, glancing at Parker, and my
- cousin lit the match.
- My cousin has an indirect habit of mind. With all general and all
- personal things his desperation to get at them obliquely amounts almost
- to a passion; he could no more go straight to a crisis than a cat could
- to a stranger. He came off at a tangent now as he was sitting forward
- and scrutinising her first very creditable efforts to draw. "I just
- wonder," he said, "exactly what it was you _did_ come for."
- She smiled at him over a little jet of smoke. "Why, this," she said.
- "And hairdressing?"
- "And dressing."
- She smiled again after a momentary hesitation. "And all this sort of
- thing," she said, as if she felt she had answered him perhaps a little
- below his deserts. Her gesture indicated the house and the lawn and--my
- cousin Melville wondered just exactly how much else.
- "Am I doing it right?" asked the Sea Lady.
- "Beautifully," said my cousin with a faint sigh in his voice. "What do
- you think of it?"
- "It was worth coming for," said the Sea Lady, smiling into his eyes.
- "But did you really just come----?"
- She filled in his gap. "To see what life was like on land here?... Isn't
- that enough?"
- Melville's cigarette had failed to light. He regarded its blighted
- career pensively.
- "Life," he said, "isn't all--this sort of thing."
- "This sort of thing?"
- "Sunlight. Cigarette smoking. Talk. Looking nice."
- "But it's made up----"
- "Not altogether."
- "For example?"
- "Oh, _you_ know."
- "What?"
- "You know," said Melville, and would not look at her.
- "I decline to know," she said after a little pause.
- "Besides--" he said.
- "Yes?"
- "You told Mrs. Bunting--" It occurred to him that he was telling tales,
- but that scruple came too late.
- "Well?"
- "Something about a soul."
- She made no immediate answer. He looked up and her eyes were smiling.
- "Mr. Melville," she said, innocently, "what _is_ a soul?"
- "Well," said my cousin readily, and then paused for a space. "A soul,"
- said he, and knocked an imaginary ash from his extinct cigarette.
- "A soul," he repeated, and glanced at Parker.
- "A soul, you know," he said again, and looked at the Sea Lady with the
- air of a man who is handling a difficult matter with skilful care.
- "Come to think of it," he said, "it's a rather complicated matter to
- explain----"
- "To a being without one?"
- "To any one," said my cousin Melville, suddenly admitting his
- difficulty.
- He meditated upon her eyes for a moment.
- "Besides," he said, "you know what a soul is perfectly well."
- "No," she answered, "I don't."
- "You know as well as I do."
- "Ah! that may be different."
- "You came to get a soul."
- "Perhaps I don't want one. Why--if one hasn't one----?"
- "Ah, _there_!" And my cousin shrugged his shoulders. "But really you
- know-- It's just the generality of it that makes it hard to define."
- "Everybody has a soul?"
- "Every one."
- "Except me?"
- "I'm not certain of that."
- "Mrs. Bunting?"
- "Certainly."
- "And Mr. Bunting?"
- "Every one."
- "Has Miss Glendower?"
- "Lots."
- The Sea Lady mused. She went off at a tangent abruptly.
- "Mr. Melville," she said, "what is a union of souls?"
- Melville flicked his extinct cigarette suddenly into an elbow shape and
- then threw it away. The phrase may have awakened some reminiscence.
- "It's an extra," he said. "It's a sort of flourish.... And sometimes
- it's like leaving cards by footmen--a substitute for the real presence."
- There came a gap. He remained downcast, trying to find a way towards
- whatever it was that was in his mind to say. Conceivably, he did not
- clearly know what that might be until he came to it. The Sea Lady
- abandoned an attempt to understand him in favour of a more urgent topic.
- "Do you think Miss Glendower and Mr. Chatteris----?"
- Melville looked up at her. He noticed she had hung on the latter name.
- "Decidedly," he said. "It's just what they _would_ do."
- Then he spoke again. "Chatteris?" he said.
- "Yes," said she.
- "I thought so," said Melville.
- The Sea Lady regarded him gravely. They scrutinised each other with an
- unprecedented intimacy. Melville was suddenly direct. It was a discovery
- that it seemed he ought to have made all along. He felt quite
- unaccountably bitter; he spoke with a twitch of the mouth and his voice
- had a note of accusation. "You want to talk about him."
- She nodded--still grave.
- "Well, _I_ don't." He changed his note. "But I will if you wish it."
- "I thought you would."
- "Oh, _you_ know," said Melville, discovering his extinct cigarette was
- within reach of a vindictive heel.
- She said nothing.
- "Well?" said Melville.
- "I saw him first," she apologised, "some years ago."
- "Where?"
- "In the South Seas--near Tonga."
- "And that is really what you came for?"
- This time her manner was convincing. She admitted, "Yes."
- Melville was carefully impartial. "He's sightly," he admitted, "and
- well-built and a decent chap--a decent chap. But I don't see why
- you----"
- He went off at a tangent. "He didn't see you----?"
- "Oh, no."
- Melville's pose and tone suggested a mind of extreme liberality. "I
- don't see why you came," he said. "Nor what you mean to do. You
- see"--with an air of noting a trifling but valid obstacle--"there's Miss
- Glendower."
- "Is there?" she said.
- "Well, isn't there?"
- "That's just it," she said.
- "And besides after all, you know, why should you----?"
- "I admit it's unreasonable," she said. "But why reason about it? It's a
- matter of the imagination----"
- "For him?"
- "How should I know how it takes him? That is what I _want_ to know."
- Melville looked her in the eyes again. "You know, you're not playing
- fair," he said.
- "To her?"
- "To any one."
- "Why?"
- "Because you are immortal--and unincumbered. Because you can do
- everything you want to do--and we cannot. I don't know why we cannot,
- but we cannot. Here we are, with our short lives and our little souls to
- save, or lose, fussing for our little concerns. And you, out of the
- elements, come and beckon----"
- "The elements have their rights," she said. And then: "The elements are
- the elements, you know. That is what you forget."
- "Imagination?"
- "Certainly. That's _the_ element. Those elements of your chemists----"
- "Yes?"
- "Are all imagination. There isn't any other." She went on: "And all the
- elements of your life, the life you imagine you are living, the little
- things you must do, the little cares, the extraordinary little duties,
- the day by day, the hypnotic limitations--all these things are a fancy
- that has taken hold of you too strongly for you to shake off. You
- daren't, you mustn't, you can't. To us who watch you----"
- "You watch us?"
- "Oh, yes. We watch you, and sometimes we envy you. Not only for the dry
- air and the sunlight, and the shadows of trees, and the feeling of
- morning, and the pleasantness of many such things, but because your
- lives begin and end--because you look towards an end."
- She reverted to her former topic. "But you are so limited, so tied! The
- little time you have, you use so poorly. You begin and you end, and all
- the time between it is as if you were enchanted; you are afraid to do
- this that would be delightful to do, you must do that, though you know
- all the time it is stupid and disagreeable. Just think of the
- things--even the little things--you mustn't do. Up there on the Leas in
- this hot weather all the people are sitting in stuffy ugly clothes--ever
- so much too much clothes, hot tight boots, you know, when they have the
- most lovely pink feet, some of them--we _see_,--and they are all with
- little to talk about and nothing to look at, and bound not to do all
- sorts of natural things and bound to do all sorts of preposterous
- things. Why are they bound? Why are they letting life slip by them?
- Just as if they wouldn't all of them presently be dead! Suppose you were
- to go up there in a bathing dress and a white cotton hat----"
- "It wouldn't be proper!" cried Melville.
- "Why not?"
- "It would be outrageous!"
- "But any one may see you like that on the beach!"
- "That's different."
- "It isn't different. You dream it's different. And in just the same way
- you dream all the other things are proper or improper or good or bad to
- do. Because you are in a dream, a fantastic, unwholesome little dream.
- So small, so infinitely small! I saw you the other day dreadfully
- worried by a spot of ink on your sleeve--almost the whole afternoon."
- [Illustration: "Why not?"]
- My cousin looked distressed. She abandoned the ink-spot.
- "Your life, I tell you, is a dream--a dream, and you can't wake out of
- it----"
- "And if so, why do you tell me?"
- She made no answer for a space.
- "Why do you tell me?" he insisted.
- He heard the rustle of her movement as she bent towards him.
- She came warmly close to him. She spoke in gently confidential
- undertone, as one who imparts a secret that is not to be too lightly
- given. "Because," she said, "there are better dreams."
- III
- For a moment it seemed to Melville that he had been addressed by
- something quite other than the pleasant lady in the bath chair before
- him. "But how--?" he began and stopped. He remained silent with a
- perplexed face. She leaned back and glanced away from him, and when at
- last she turned and spoke again, specific realities closed in on him
- once more.
- "Why shouldn't I," she asked, "if I want to?"
- "Shouldn't what?"
- "If I fancy Chatteris."
- "One might think of obstacles," he reflected.
- "He's not hers," she said.
- "In a way, he's trying to be," said Melville.
- "Trying to be! He has to be what he is. Nothing can make him hers. If
- you weren't dreaming you would see that." My cousin was silent. "She's
- not _real_," she went on. "She's a mass of fancies and vanities. She
- gets everything out of books. She gets herself out of a book. You can
- see her doing it here.... What is she seeking? What is she trying to
- do? All this work, all this political stuff of hers? She talks of the
- condition of the poor! What is the condition of the poor? A dreary
- tossing on the bed of existence, a perpetual fear of consequences that
- perpetually distresses them. Lives of anxiety they lead, because they do
- not know what a dream the whole thing is. Suppose they were not anxious
- and afraid.... And what does she care for the condition of the poor,
- after all? It is only a point of departure in her dream. In her heart
- she does not want their dreams to be happier, in her heart she has no
- passion for them, only her dream is that she should be prominently doing
- good, asserting herself, controlling their affairs amidst thanks and
- praise and blessings. _Her_ dream! Of serious things!--a rout of
- phantoms pursuing a phantom ignis fatuus--the afterglow of a mirage.
- Vanity of vanities----"
- "It's real enough to her."
- "As real as she can make it, you know. But she isn't real herself. She
- begins badly."
- "And he, you know----"
- "He doesn't believe in it."
- "I'm not so sure."
- "I am--now."
- "He's a complicated being."
- "He will ravel out," said the Sea Lady.
- "I think you misjudge him about that work of his, anyhow," said
- Melville. "He's a man rather divided against himself." He added
- abruptly, "We all are." He recovered himself from the generality. "It's
- vague, I admit, a sort of vague wish to do something decent, you know,
- that he has----"
- "A sort of vague wish," she conceded; "but----"
- "He means well," said Melville, clinging to his proposition.
- "He means nothing. Only very dimly he suspects----"
- "Yes?"
- "What you too are beginning to suspect.... That other things may be
- conceivable even if they are not possible. That this life of yours is
- not everything. That it is not to be taken too seriously. Because ...
- there are better dreams!"
- The song of the sirens was in her voice; my cousin would not look at her
- face. "I know nothing of any other dreams," he said. "One has oneself
- and this life, and that is enough to manage. What other dreams can there
- be? Anyhow, we are in the dream--we have to accept it. Besides, you
- know, that's going off the question. We were talking of Chatteris, and
- why you have come for him. Why should you come, why should any one
- outside come--into this world?"
- "Because we are permitted to come--we immortals. And why, if we choose
- to do so, and taste this life that passes and continues, as rain that
- falls to the ground, why should we not do it? Why should we abstain?"
- "And Chatteris?"
- "If he pleases me."
- He roused himself to a Titanic effort against an oppression that was
- coming over him. He tried to get the thing down to a definite small
- case, an incident, an affair of considerations. "But look here, you
- know," he said. "What precisely do you mean to do if you get him? You
- don't seriously intend to keep up the game to that extent. You don't
- mean--positively, in our terrestrial fashion, you know--to marry him?"
- The Sea Lady laughed at his recovery of the practical tone. "Well, why
- not?" she asked.
- "And go about in a bath chair, and-- No, that's not it. What _is_ it?"
- He looked up into her eyes, and it was like looking into deep water.
- Down in that deep there stirred impalpable things. She smiled at him.
- "No!" she said, "I sha'n't marry him and go about in a bath chair. And
- grow old as all earthly women must. (It's the dust, I think, and the
- dryness of the air, and the way you begin and end.) You burn too fast,
- you flare and sink and die. This life of yours!--the illnesses and the
- growing old! When the skin wears shabby, and the light is out of the
- hair, and the teeth-- Not even for love would I face it. No.... But
- then you know--" Her voice sank to a low whisper. "_There are better
- dreams._"
- "What dreams?" rebelled Melville. "What do you mean? What are you? What
- do you mean by coming into this life--you who pretend to be a woman--and
- whispering, whispering ... to us who are in it, to us who have no
- escape."
- "But there is an escape," said the Sea Lady.
- "How?"
- "For some there is an escape. When the whole life rushes to a moment--"
- And then she stopped. Now there is clearly no sense in this sentence to
- my mind, even from a lady of an essentially imaginary sort, who comes
- out of the sea. How can a whole life rush to a moment? But whatever it
- was she really did say, there is no doubt she left it half unsaid.
- He glanced up at her abrupt pause, and she was looking at the house.
- * * * * *
- "Do ... ris! Do ... ris! Are you there?" It was Mrs. Bunting's voice
- floating athwart the lawn, the voice of the ascendant present, of
- invincibly sensible things. The world grew real again to Melville. He
- seemed to wake up, to start back from some delusive trance that crept
- upon him.
- He looked at the Sea Lady as if he were already incredulous of the
- things they had said, as if he had been asleep and dreamed the talk.
- Some light seemed to go out, some fancy faded. His eye rested upon the
- inscription, "Flamps, Bath Chair Proprietor," just visible under her
- arm.
- "We've got perhaps a little more serious than--" he said doubtfully, and
- then, "What you have been saying--did you exactly mean----?"
- The rustle of Mrs. Bunting's advance became audible, and Parker moved
- and coughed.
- He was quite sure they had been "more serious than----"
- "Another time perhaps----"
- Had all these things really been said, or was he under some fantastic
- hallucination?
- He had a sudden thought. "Where's your cigarette?" he asked.
- But her cigarette had ended long ago.
- "And what have you been talking about so long?" sang Mrs. Bunting, with
- an almost motherly hand on the back of Melville's chair.
- "Oh!" said Melville, at a loss for once, and suddenly rising from his
- chair to face her, and then to the Sea Lady with an artificially easy
- smile, "What _have_ we been talking about?"
- "All sorts of things, I dare say," said Mrs. Bunting, in what might
- almost be called an arch manner. And she honoured Melville with a
- special smile--one of those smiles that are morally almost winks.
- [Illustration: The waiter retires amazed.]
- My cousin caught all the archness full in the face, and for four seconds
- he stared at Mrs. Bunting in amazement. He wanted breath. Then they
- all laughed together, and Mrs. Bunting sat down pleasantly and remarked,
- quite audibly to herself, "As if I couldn't guess."
- IV
- I gather that after this talk Melville fell into an extraordinary net of
- doubting. In the first place, and what was most distressing, he doubted
- whether this conversation could possibly have happened at all, and if it
- had whether his memory had not played him some trick in modifying and
- intensifying the import of it all. My cousin occasionally dreams
- conversations of so sober and probable a sort as to mingle quite
- perplexingly with his real experiences. Was this one of these occasions?
- He found himself taking up and scrutinising, as it were, first this
- remembered sentence and then that. Had she really said this thing and
- quite in this way? His memory of their conversation was never quite the
- same for two days together. Had she really and deliberately foreshadowed
- for Chatteris some obscure and mystical submergence?
- What intensified and complicated his doubts most, was the Sea Lady's
- subsequent serene freedom from allusion to anything that might or might
- not have passed. She behaved just as she had always behaved; neither an
- added intimacy nor that distance that follows indiscreet confidences
- appeared in her manner.
- And amidst this crop of questions arose presently quite a new set of
- doubts, as if he were not already sufficiently equipped. The Sea Lady
- alleged she had come to the world that lives on land, for Chatteris.
- And then----?
- He had not hitherto looked ahead to see precisely what would happen to
- Chatteris, to Miss Glendower, to the Buntings or any one when, as seemed
- highly probable, Chatteris was "got." There were other dreams, there was
- another existence, an elsewhere--and Chatteris was to go there! So she
- said! But it came into Melville's mind with a quite disproportionate
- force and vividness that once, long ago, he had seen a picture of a man
- and a mermaid, rushing downward through deep water.... Could it possibly
- be that sort of thing in the year eighteen hundred and ninety-nine?
- Conceivably, if she had said these things, did she mean them, and if she
- meant them, and this definite campaign of capture was in hand, what was
- an orderly, sane-living, well-dressed bachelor of the world to do?
- Look on--until things ended in a catastrophe?
- One figures his face almost aged. He appears to have hovered about the
- house on the Sandgate Riviera to a scandalous extent, failing always to
- get a sufficiently long and intimate tête-à-tête with the Sea Lady to
- settle once for all his doubts as to what really had been said and what
- he had dreamed or fancied in their talk. Never had he been so
- exceedingly disturbed as he was by the twist this talk had taken. Never
- had his habitual pose of humorous acquiescence in life been quite so
- difficult to keep up. He became positively absent-minded. "You know if
- it's like that, it's serious," was the burden of his private mutterings.
- His condition was palpable even to Mrs. Bunting. But she misunderstood
- his nature. She said something. Finally, and quite abruptly, he set off
- to London in a state of frantic determination to get out of it all. The
- Sea Lady wished him good-bye in Mrs. Bunting's presence as if there had
- never been anything unusual between them.
- I suppose one may contrive to understand something of his disturbance.
- He had made quite considerable sacrifices to the world. He had, at great
- pains, found his place and his way in it, he had imagined he had really
- "got the hang of it," as people say, and was having an interesting time.
- And then, you know, to encounter a voice, that subsequently insists upon
- haunting you with "_There are better dreams_"; to hear a tale that
- threatens complications, disasters, broken hearts, and not to have the
- faintest idea of the proper thing to do.
- But I do not think he would have bolted from Sandgate until he had
- really got some more definite answer to the question, "_What_ better
- dreams?" until he had surprised or forced some clearer illumination from
- the passive invalid, if Mrs. Bunting one morning had not very tactfully
- dropped a hint.
- You know Mrs. Bunting, and you can imagine what she tactfully hinted.
- Just at that time, what with her own girls and the Glendower girls, her
- imagination was positively inflamed for matrimony; she was a matrimonial
- fanatic; she would have married anybody to anything just for the fun of
- doing it, and the idea of pairing off poor Melville to this mysterious
- immortal with a scaly tail seems to have appeared to her the most
- natural thing in the world.
- _Apropos_ of nothing whatever I fancy she remarked, "Your opportunity is
- now, Mr. Melville."
- "My opportunity!" cried Melville, trying madly not to understand in the
- face of her pink resolution.
- "You've a monopoly now," she cried. "But when we go back to London with
- her there will be ever so many people running after her."
- I fancy Melville said something about carrying the thing too far. He
- doesn't remember what he did say. I don't think he even knew at the
- time.
- However, he fled back to London in August, and was there so miserably at
- loose ends that he had not the will to get out of the place. On this
- passage in the story he does not dwell, and such verisimilitude as may
- be, must be supplied by my imagination. I imagine him in his charmingly
- appointed flat,--a flat that is light without being trivial, and
- artistic with no want of dignity or sincerity,--finding a loss of
- interest in his books, a loss of beauty in the silver he (not too
- vehemently) collects. I imagine him wandering into that dainty little
- bed-room of his and around into the dressing-room, and there, rapt in a
- blank contemplation of the seven-and-twenty pairs of trousers (all
- creasing neatly in their proper stretchers) that are necessary to his
- conception of a wise and happy man. For every occasion he has learnt, in
- a natural easy progress to knowledge, the exquisitely appropriate pair
- of trousers, the permissible upper garment, the becoming gesture and
- word. He was a man who had mastered his world. And then, you know, the
- whisper:--
- "_There are better dreams._"
- "What dreams?" I imagine him asking, with a defensive note. Whatever
- transparence the world might have had, whatever suggestion of something
- beyond there, in the sea garden at Sandgate, I fancy that in Melville's
- apartments in London it was indisputably opaque.
- And "Damn it!" he cried, "if these dreams are for Chatteris, why should
- she tell me? Suppose I had the chance of them-- Whatever they are----"
- He reflected, with a terrible sincerity in the nature of his will.
- "No!" And then again, "No!
- "And if one mustn't have 'em, why should one know about 'em and be
- worried by them? If she comes to do mischief, why shouldn't she do
- mischief without making me an accomplice?"
- He walks up and down and stops at last and stares out of his window on
- the jaded summer traffic going Haymarket way.
- He sees nothing of that traffic. He sees the little sea garden at
- Sandgate and that little group of people very small and bright and
- something--something hanging over them. "It isn't fair on them--or
- me--or anybody!"
- Then you know, quite suddenly, I imagine him swearing.
- I imagine him at his luncheon, a meal he usually treats with a becoming
- gravity. I imagine the waiter marking the kindly self-indulgence of his
- clean-shaven face, and advancing with that air of intimate participation
- the good waiter shows to such as he esteems. I figure the respectful
- pause, the respectful enquiry.
- "Oh, anything!" cries Melville, and the waiter retires amazed.
- V
- To add to Melville's distress, as petty discomforts do add to all
- genuine trouble, his club-house was undergoing an operation, and was
- full of builders and decorators; they had gouged out its windows and
- gagged its hall with scaffolding, and he and his like were guests of a
- stranger club that had several members who blew. They seemed never to do
- anything but blow and sigh and rustle papers and go to sleep about the
- place; they were like blight-spots on the handsome plant of this
- host-club, and it counted for little with Melville, in the state he was
- in, that all the fidgety breathers were persons of eminent position. But
- it was this temporary dislocation of his world that brought him
- unexpectedly into a _quasi_ confidential talk with Chatteris one
- afternoon, for Chatteris was one of the less eminent and amorphous
- members of this club that was sheltering Melville's club.
- [Illustration: They seemed never to do anything but blow and sigh and
- rustle papers.]
- Melville had taken up _Punch_--he was in that mood when a man takes up
- anything--and was reading, he did not know exactly what. Presently he
- sighed, looked up, and discovered Chatteris entering the room.
- He was surprised to see Chatteris, startled and just faintly alarmed,
- and Chatteris it was evident was surprised and disconcerted to see him.
- Chatteris stood in as awkward an attitude as he was capable of, staring
- unfavourably, and for a moment or so he gave no sign of recognition.
- Then he nodded and came forward reluctantly. His every movement
- suggested the will without the wit to escape. "You here?" he said.
- "What are you doing away from Hythe at this time?" asked Melville.
- "I came here to write a letter," said Chatteris.
- He looked about him rather helplessly. Then he sat down beside Melville
- and demanded a cigarette. Suddenly he plunged into intimacy.
- "It is doubtful whether I shall contest Hythe," he remarked.
- "Yes?"
- "Yes."
- He lit his cigarette.
- "Would you?" he asked.
- "Not a bit of it," said Melville. "But then it's not my line."
- "Is it mine?"
- "Isn't it a little late in the day to drop it?" said Melville. "You've
- been put up for it now. Every one's at work. Miss Glendower----"
- "I know," said Chatteris.
- "Well?"
- "I don't seem to want to go on."
- "My dear man!"
- "It's a bit of overwork perhaps. I'm off colour. Things have gone flat.
- That's why I'm up here."
- He did a very absurd thing. He threw away a quarter-smoked cigarette and
- almost immediately demanded another.
- "You've been a little immoderate with your statistics," said Melville.
- Chatteris said something that struck Melville as having somehow been
- said before. "Election, progress, good of humanity, public spirit. None
- of these things interest me really," he said. "At least, not just now."
- Melville waited.
- "One gets brought up in an atmosphere in which it's always being
- whispered that one should go for a career. You learn it at your mother's
- knee. They never give you time to find out what you really want, they
- keep on shoving you at that. They form your character. They rule your
- mind. They rush you into it."
- "They didn't rush me," said Melville.
- "They rushed me, anyhow. And here I am!"
- "You don't want a career?"
- "Well-- Look what it is."
- "Oh! if you look at what things are!"
- "First of all, the messing about to get into the House. These confounded
- parties mean nothing--absolutely nothing. They aren't even decent
- factions. You blither to damned committees of damned tradesmen whose
- sole idea for this world is to get overpaid for their self-respect; you
- whisper and hobnob with local solicitors and get yourself seen about
- with them; you ask about the charities and institutions, and lunch and
- chatter and chum with every conceivable form of human conceit and
- pushfulness and trickery----"
- He broke off. "It isn't as if _they_ were up to anything! They're
- working in their way, just as you are working in your way. It's the same
- game with all of them. They chase a phantom gratification, they toil and
- quarrel and envy, night and day, in the perpetual attempt to persuade
- themselves in spite of everything that they are real and a success----"
- He stopped and smoked.
- Melville was spiteful. "Yes," he admitted, "but I thought _your_
- little movement was to be something more than party politics and
- self-advancement----?"
- He left his sentence interrogatively incomplete.
- "The condition of the poor," he said.
- "Well?" said Chatteris, regarding him with a sort of stony admission in
- his blue eyes.
- Melville dodged the look. "At Sandgate," he said, "there was, you know,
- a certain atmosphere of belief----"
- "I know," said Chatteris for the second time.
- "That's the devil of it!" said Chatteris after a pause.
- "If I don't believe in the game I'm playing, if I'm left high and dry on
- this shoal, with the tide of belief gone past me, it isn't _my_
- planning, anyhow. I know the decent thing I ought to do. I mean to do
- it; in the end I mean to do it; I'm talking in this way to relieve my
- mind. I've started the game and I must see it out; I've put my hand to
- the plough and I mustn't go back. That's why I came to London--to get it
- over with myself. It was running up against you, set me off. You caught
- me at the crisis."
- "Ah!" said Melville.
- "But for all that, the thing is as I said--none of these things interest
- me really. It won't alter the fact that I am committed to fight a
- phantom election about nothing in particular, for a party that's been
- dead ten years. And if the ghosts win, go into the Parliament as a
- constituent spectre.... There it is--as a mental phenomenon!"
- He reiterated his cardinal article. "The interest is dead," he said,
- "the will has no soul."
- He became more critical. He bent a little closer to Melville's ear. "It
- isn't really that I don't believe. When I say I don't believe in these
- things I go too far. I do. I know, the electioneering, the intriguing is
- a means to an end. There is work to be done, sound work, and important
- work. Only----"
- Melville turned an eye on him over his cigarette end.
- Chatteris met it, seemed for a moment to cling to it. He became absurdly
- confidential. He was evidently in the direst need of a confidential ear.
- "I don't want to do it. When I sit down to it, square myself down in the
- chair, you know, and say, now for the rest of my life this is IT--this
- is your life, Chatteris; there comes a sort of terror, Melville."
- "H'm," said Melville, and turned away. Then he turned on Chatteris with
- the air of a family physician, and tapped his shoulder three times as he
- spoke. "You've had too much statistics, Chatteris," he said.
- He let that soak in. Then he turned about towards his interlocutor, and
- toyed with a club ash tray. "It's every day has overtaken you," he said.
- "You can't see the wood for the trees. You forget the spacious design
- you are engaged upon, in the heavy details of the moment. You are like a
- painter who has been working hard upon something very small and exacting
- in a corner. You want to step back and look at the whole thing."
- "No," said Chatteris, "that isn't quite it."
- Melville indicated that he knew better.
- "I keep on, stepping back and looking at it," said Chatteris. "Just
- lately I've scarcely done anything else. I'll admit it's a spacious and
- noble thing--political work done well--only-- I admire it, but it
- doesn't grip my imagination. That's where the trouble comes in."
- "What _does_ grip your imagination?" asked Melville. He was absolutely
- certain the Sea Lady had been talking this paralysis into Chatteris, and
- he wanted to see just how far she had gone. "For example," he tested,
- "are there--by any chance--other dreams?"
- Chatteris gave no sign at the phrase. Melville dismissed his suspicion.
- "What do you mean--other dreams?" asked Chatteris.
- "Is there conceivably another way--another sort of life--some other
- aspect----?"
- "It's out of the question," said Chatteris. He added, rather remarkably,
- "Adeline's awfully good."
- My cousin Melville acquiesced silently in Adeline's goodness.
- "All this, you know, is a mood. My life is made for me--and it's a very
- good life. It's better than I deserve."
- "Heaps," said Melville.
- "Much," said Chatteris defiantly.
- "Ever so much," endorsed Melville.
- "Let's talk of other things," said Chatteris. "It's what even the street
- boys call _mawbid_ nowadays to doubt for a moment the absolute final
- all-this-and-nothing-else-in-the-worldishness of whatever you happen to
- be doing."
- My cousin Melville, however, could think of no other sufficiently
- interesting topic. "You left them all right at Sandgate?" he asked,
- after a pause.
- "Except little Bunting."
- "Seedy?"
- "Been fishing."
- "Of course. Breezes and the spring tides.... And Miss Waters?"
- Chatteris shot a suspicious glance at him. He affected the offhand
- style. "_She's_ quite well," he said. "Looks just as charming as ever."
- "She really means that canvassing?"
- "She's spoken of it again."
- "She'll do a lot for you," said Melville, and left a fine wide pause.
- Chatteris assumed the tone of a man who gossips.
- "Who is this Miss Waters?" he asked.
- "A very charming person," said Melville and said no more.
- Chatteris waited and his pretence of airy gossip vanished. He became
- very much in earnest.
- "Look here," he said. "Who is this Miss Waters?"
- "How should _I_ know?" prevaricated Melville.
- "Well, you do know. And the others know. Who is she?"
- Melville met his eyes. "Won't they tell you?" he asked.
- "That's just it," said Chatteris.
- "Why do you want to know?"
- "Why shouldn't I know?"
- "There's a sort of promise to keep it dark."
- "Keep _what_ dark?"
- My cousin gestured.
- "It can't be anything wrong?" My cousin made no sign.
- "She may have had experiences?"
- My cousin reflected a moment on the possibilities of the deep-sea life.
- "She has had them," he said.
- "I don't care, if she has."
- There came a pause.
- "Look here, Melville," said Chatteris, "I want to know this. Unless it's
- a thing to be specially kept from me.... I don't like being among a lot
- of people who treat me as an outsider. What is this something about Miss
- Waters?"
- "What does Miss Glendower say?"
- "Vague things. She doesn't like her and she won't say why. And Mrs.
- Bunting goes about with discretion written all over her. And she
- herself looks at you-- And that maid of hers looks-- The thing's
- worrying me."
- "Why don't you ask the lady herself?"
- "How can I, till I know what it is? Confound it! I'm asking _you_
- plainly enough."
- "Well," said Melville, and at the moment he had really decided to tell
- Chatteris. But he hung upon the manner of presentation. He thought in
- the moment to say, "The truth is, she is a mermaid." Then as instantly
- he perceived how incredible this would be. He always suspected Chatteris
- of a capacity for being continental and romantic. The man might fly out
- at him for saying such a thing of a lady.
- A dreadful doubt fell upon Melville. As you know, he had never seen that
- tail with his own eyes. In these surroundings there came to him such an
- incredulity of the Sea Lady as he had not felt even when first Mrs.
- Bunting told him of her. All about him was an atmosphere of solid
- reality, such as one can breathe only in a first-class London club.
- Everywhere ponderous arm-chairs met the eye. There were massive tables
- in abundance and match-boxes of solid rock. The matches were of some
- specially large, heavy sort. On a ponderous elephant-legged green baize
- table near at hand were several copies of the _Times_, the current
- _Punch_, an inkpot of solid brass, and a paper weight of lead. _There
- are other dreams!_ It seemed impossible. The breathing of an eminent
- person in a chair in the far corner became very distinct in that
- interval. It was heavy and resolute like the sound of a stone-mason's
- saw. It insisted upon itself as the touchstone of reality. It seemed to
- say that at the first whisper of a thing so utterly improbable as a
- mermaid it would snort and choke.
- "You wouldn't believe me if I told you," said Melville.
- "Well, tell me--anyhow."
- My cousin looked at an empty chair beside him. It was evidently stuffed
- with the very best horse-hair that money could procure, stuffed with
- infinite skill and an almost religious care. It preached in the open
- invitation of its expanded arms that man does not live by bread
- alone--inasmuch as afterwards he needs a nap. An utterly dreamless
- chair!
- Mermaids?
- He felt that he was after all quite possibly the victim of a foolish
- delusion, hypnotised by Mrs. Bunting's beliefs. Was there not some more
- plausible interpretation, some phrase that would lie out bridgeways from
- the plausible to the truth?
- "It's no good," he groaned at last.
- Chatteris had been watching him furtively.
- "Oh, I don't care a hang," he said, and shied his second cigarette into
- the massively decorated fireplace. "It's no affair of mine."
- Then quite abruptly he sprang to his feet and gesticulated with an
- ineffectual hand.
- "You needn't," he said, and seemed to intend to say many regrettable
- things. Meanwhile until his intention ripened he sawed the air with his
- ineffectual hand. I fancy he ended by failing to find a thing
- sufficiently regrettable to express the pungency of the moment. He flung
- about and went towards the door.
- "Don't!" he said to the back of the newspaper of the breathing member.
- "If you don't want to," he said to the respectful waiter at the door.
- The hall-porter heard that he didn't care--he was damned if he did!
- "He might be one of these here guests," said the hall-porter, greatly
- shocked. "That's what comes of lettin' 'em in so young."
- VI
- Melville overcame an impulse to follow him.
- "Confound the fellow!" said he.
- And then as the whole outburst came into focus, he said with still more
- emphasis, "Confound the fellow!"
- He stood up and became aware that the member who had been asleep was now
- regarding him with malevolent eyes. He perceived it was a hard and
- invincible malevolence, and that no petty apologetics of demeanour could
- avail against it. He turned about and went towards the door.
- The interview had done my cousin good. His misery and distress had
- lifted. He was presently bathed in a profound moral indignation, and
- that is the very antithesis of doubt and unhappiness. The more he
- thought it over, the more his indignation with Chatteris grew. That
- sudden unreasonable outbreak altered all the perspectives of the case.
- He wished very much that he could meet Chatteris again and discuss the
- whole matter from a new footing.
- "Think of it!" He thought so vividly and so verbally that he was nearly
- talking to himself as he went along. It shaped itself into an outspoken
- discourse in his mind.
- "Was there ever a more ungracious, ungrateful, unreasonable creature
- than this same Chatteris? He was the spoiled child of Fortune; things
- came to him, things were given to him, his very blunders brought more
- to him than other men's successes. Out of every thousand men, nine
- hundred and ninety-nine might well find food for envy in this way luck
- had served him. Many a one has toiled all his life and taken at last
- gratefully the merest fraction of all that had thrust itself upon this
- insatiable thankless young man. Even I," thought my cousin, "might envy
- him--in several ways. And then, at the mere first onset of duty,
- nay!--at the mere first whisper of restraint, this insubordination, this
- protest and flight!
- "Think!" urged my cousin, "of the common lot of men. Think of the many
- who suffer from hunger----"
- (It was a painful Socialistic sort of line to take, but in his mood of
- moral indignation my cousin pursued it relentlessly.)
- "Think of many who suffer from hunger, who lead lives of unremitting
- toil, who go fearful, who go squalid, and withal strive, in a sort of
- dumb, resolute way, their utmost to do their duty, or at any rate what
- they think to be their duty. Think of the chaste poor women in the
- world! Think again of the many honest souls who aspire to the service
- of their kind, and are so hemmed about and preoccupied that they may
- not give it! And then this pitiful creature comes, with his mental
- gifts, his gifts of position and opportunity, the stimulus of great
- ideas, and a _fiancée_, who is not only rich and beautiful--she _is_
- beautiful!--but also the best of all possible helpers for him. And
- he turns away. It isn't good enough. It takes no hold upon his
- imagination, if you please. It isn't beautiful enough for him, and
- that's the plain truth of the matter. What does the man _want_? What
- does he expect?..."
- My cousin's moral indignation took him the whole length of Piccadilly,
- and along by Rotten Row, and along the flowery garden walks almost into
- Kensington High Street, and so around by the Serpentine to his home, and
- it gave him such an appetite for dinner as he had not had for many days.
- Life was bright for him all that evening, and he sat down at last, at
- two o'clock in the morning, before a needlessly lit, delightfully
- fusillading fire in his flat to smoke one sound cigar before he went to
- bed.
- "No," he said suddenly, "I am not _mawbid_ either. I take the gifts the
- gods will give me. I try to make myself happy, and a few other people
- happy, too, to do a few little duties decently, and that is enough for
- me. I don't look too deeply into things, and I don't look too widely
- about things. A few old simple ideals----
- "H'm.
- "Chatteris is a dreamer, with an impossible, extravagant discontent.
- What does he dream of?... Three parts he is a dreamer and the fourth
- part--spoiled child."
- "Dreamer...."
- "Other dreams...."
- "What other dreams could she mean?"
- My cousin fell into profound musings. Then he started, looked about him,
- saw the time by his Rathbone clock, got up suddenly and went to bed.
- CHAPTER THE SEVENTH
- THE CRISIS
- I
- The crisis came about a week from that time--I say about because of
- Melville's conscientious inexactness in these matters. And so far as the
- crisis goes, I seem to get Melville at his best. He was keenly
- interested, keenly observant, and his more than average memory took some
- excellent impressions. To my mind, at any rate, two at least of these
- people come out, fuller and more convincingly than anywhere else in this
- painfully disinterred story. He has given me here an Adeline I seem to
- believe in, and something much more like Chatteris than any of the
- broken fragments I have had to go upon, and amplify and fudge together
- so far. And for all such transient lucidities in this mysterious story,
- the reader no doubt will echo my Heaven be thanked!
- Melville was called down to participate in the crisis at Sandgate by a
- telegram from Mrs. Bunting, and his first exponent of the situation was
- Fred Bunting.
- "_Come down. Urgent. Please_," was the irresistible message from Mrs.
- Bunting. My cousin took the early train and arrived at Sandgate in the
- forenoon.
- He was told that Mrs. Bunting was upstairs with Miss Glendower and that
- she implored him to wait until she could leave her charge. "Miss
- Glendower not well, then?" said Melville. "No, sir, not at all well,"
- said the housemaid, evidently awaiting a further question. "Where are
- the others?" he asked casually. The three younger young ladies had gone
- to Hythe, said the housemaid, with a marked omission of the Sea Lady.
- Melville has an intense dislike of questioning servants on points at
- issue, so he asked nothing at all concerning Miss Waters. This general
- absence of people from the room of familiar occupation conveyed the same
- suggested warning of crisis as the telegram. The housemaid waited an
- instant longer and withdrew.
- He stood for a moment in the drawing-room and then walked out upon the
- veranda. He perceived a richly caparisoned figure advancing towards him.
- It was Fred Bunting. He had been taking advantage of the general
- desertion of home to bathe from the house. He was wearing an umbrageous
- white cotton hat and a striped blanket, and a more aggressively manly
- pipe than any fully adult male would ever dream of smoking, hung from
- the corner of his mouth.
- "Hello!" he said. "The mater sent for you?"
- Melville admitted the truth of this theory.
- "There's ructions," said Fred, and removed the pipe. The act offered
- conversation.
- "Where's Miss Waters?"
- "Gone."
- "Back?"
- "Lord, no! Catch her! She's gone to Lummidge's Hotel. With her maid.
- Took a suite."
- "Why----"
- "The mater made a row with her."
- "Whatever for?"
- "Harry."
- My cousin stared at the situation.
- "It broke out," said Fred.
- "What broke out?"
- "The row. Harry's gone daft on her, Addy says."
- "On Miss Waters?"
- "Rather. Mooney. Didn't care for his electioneering--didn't care for his
- ordinary nourishment. Loose ends. Didn't mention it to Adeline, but she
- began to see it. Asked questions. Next day, went off. London. She asked
- what was up. Three days' silence. Then--wrote to her."
- Fred intensified all this by raising his eyebrows, pulling down the
- corners of his mouth and nodding portentously. "Eh?" he said, and then
- to make things clearer: "Wrote a letter."
- "He didn't write to her about Miss Waters?"
- "Don't know what he wrote about. Don't suppose he mentioned her name,
- but I dare say he made it clear enough. All I know is that everything in
- the house felt like elastic pulled tighter than it ought to be for two
- whole days--everybody in a sort of complicated twist--and then there
- was a snap. All that time Addy was writing letters to him and tearing
- 'em up, and no one could quite make it out. Everyone looked blue except
- the Sea Lady. She kept her own lovely pink. And at the end of that time
- the mater began asking things, Adeline chucked writing, gave the mater
- half a hint, mater took it all in in an instant and the thing burst."
- "Miss Glendower didn't----?"
- "No, the mater did. Put it pretty straight too--as the mater can....
- _She_ didn't deny it. Said she couldn't help herself, and that he was as
- much hers as Adeline's. I _heard_ that," said Fred shamelessly. "Pretty
- thick, eh?--considering he's engaged. And the mater gave it her pretty
- straight. Said, 'I've been very much deceived in you, Miss Waters--very
- much indeed.' I heard her...."
- "And then?"
- "Asked her to go. Said she'd requited us ill for taking her up when
- nobody but a fisherman would have looked at her."
- "She said that?"
- "Well, words to that effect."
- "And Miss Waters went?"
- "In a first-class cab, maid and boxes in another, all complete. Perfect
- lady.... Couldn't have believed if I hadn't seen it--the tail, I mean."
- "And Miss Glendower?"
- "Addy? Oh, she's been going it. Comes downstairs and does the pale-faced
- heroine and goes upstairs and does the broken-hearted part. _I_ know.
- It's all very well. You never had sisters. You know----"
- Fred held his pipe elaborately out of the way and protruded his face to
- a confidential nearness.
- "I believe they half like it," said Fred, in a confidential half
- whisper. "Such a go, you know. Mabel pretty near as bad. And the girls.
- All making the very most they can of it. Me! I think Chatteris was the
- only man alive to hear 'em. _I_ couldn't get up emotion as they do, if
- my feet were being flayed. Cheerful home, eh? For holidays."
- "Where's--the principal gentleman?" asked Melville a little grimly. "In
- London?"
- "Unprincipled gentleman, I call him," said Fred. "He's stopping down
- here at the Métropole. Stuck."
- "Down here? Stuck?"
- "Rather. Stuck and set about."
- My cousin tried for sidelights. "What's his attitude?" he asked.
- "Slump," said Fred with intensity.
- "This little blow-off has rather astonished him," he explained. "When he
- wrote to say that the election didn't interest him for a bit, but he
- hoped to pull around----"
- "You said you didn't know what he wrote."
- "I do that much," said Fred. "He no more thought they'd have spotted
- that it meant Miss Waters than a baby. But women are so thundering
- sharp, you know. They're born spotters. How it'll all end----"
- "But why has he come to the Métropole?"
- "Middle of the stage, I suppose," said Fred.
- "What's his attitude?"
- "Says he's going to see Adeline and explain everything--and doesn't do
- it.... Puts it off. And Adeline, as far as I can gather, says that if he
- doesn't come down soon, she's hanged if she'll see him, much as her
- heart may be broken, and all that, if she doesn't. You know."
- "Naturally," said Melville, rather inconsecutively. "And he doesn't?"
- "Doesn't stir."
- "Does he see--the other lady?"
- "We don't know. We can't watch him. But if he does he's clever----"
- "Why?"
- "There's about a hundred blessed relatives of his in the place--came
- like crows for a corpse. I never saw such a lot. Talk about a man of
- good old family--it's decaying! I never saw such a high old family in my
- life. Aunts they are chiefly."
- "Aunts?"
- "Aunts. Say, they've rallied round him. How they got hold of it I don't
- know. Like vultures. Unless the mater-- But they're here. They're all at
- him--using their influence with him, threatening to cut off legacies and
- all that. There's one old girl at Bate's, Lady Poynting Mallow--least
- bit horsey, but about as all right as any of 'em--who's been down here
- twice. Seems a trifle disappointed in Adeline. And there's two aunts at
- Wampach's--you know the sort that stop at Wampach's--regular hothouse
- flowers--a watering-potful of real icy cold water would kill both of
- 'em. And there's one come over from the Continent, short hair, short
- skirts--regular terror--she's at the Pavilion. They're all chasing round
- saying, 'Where is this woman-fish sort of thing? Let me peek!'"
- "Does that constitute the hundred relatives?"
- "Practically. The Wampachers are sending for a Bishop who used to be his
- schoolmaster----"
- "No stone unturned, eh?"
- "None."
- "And has he found out yet----"
- "That she's a mermaid? I don't believe he has. The pater went up to
- tell him. Of course, he was a bit out of breath and embarrassed. And
- Chatteris cut him down. 'At least let me hear nothing against her,' he
- said. And the pater took that and came away. Good old pater. Eh?"
- "And the aunts?"
- "They're taking it in. Mainly they grasp the fact that he's going to
- jilt Adeline, just as he jilted the American girl. The mermaid side they
- seem to boggle at. Old people like that don't take to a new idea all at
- once. The Wampach ones are shocked--but curious. They don't believe for
- a moment she really is a mermaid, but they want to know all about it.
- And the one down at the Pavilion simply said, 'Bosh! How can she breathe
- under water? Tell me that, Mrs. Bunting. She's some sort of person you
- have picked up, I don't know how, but mermaid she _cannot_ be.' They'd
- be all tremendously down on the mater, I think, for picking her up, if
- it wasn't that they can't do without her help to bring Addy round again.
- Pretty mess all round, eh?"
- "I suppose the aunts will tell him?"
- "What?"
- "About the tail."
- "I suppose they will."
- "And what then?"
- "Heaven knows! Just as likely they won't."
- My cousin meditated on the veranda tiles for a space.
- "It amuses me," said Fred Bunting.
- "Look here," said my cousin Melville, "what am I supposed to do? Why
- have I been asked to come?"
- "I don't know. Stir it up a bit, I expect. Everybody do a bit--like the
- Christmas pudding."
- "But--" said Melville.
- [Illustration: Adjusting the folds of his blanket to a greater dignity.]
- "I've been bathing," said Fred. "Nobody asked me to take a hand and I
- didn't. It won't be a good pudding without me, but there you are!
- There's only one thing I can see to do----"
- "It might be the right thing. What is it?"
- "Punch Chatteris's head."
- "I don't see how that would help matters."
- "Oh, it wouldn't help matters," said Fred, adding with an air of
- conclusiveness, "There it is!" Then adjusting the folds of his blanket
- to a greater dignity, and replacing his long extinct large pipe between
- his teeth, he went on his way. The tail of his blanket followed him
- reluctantly through the door. His bare feet padded across the hall and
- became inaudible on the carpet of the stairs.
- "Fred!" said Melville, going doorward with a sudden afterthought for
- fuller particulars.
- But Fred had gone.
- Instead, Mrs. Bunting appeared.
- II
- She appeared with traces of recent emotion. "I telegraphed," she said.
- "We are in dreadful trouble."
- "Miss Waters, I gather----"
- "She's gone."
- She went towards the bell and stopped. "They'll get luncheon as usual,"
- she said. "You will be wanting your luncheon."
- She came towards him with rising hands. "You can _not_ imagine," she
- said. "That poor child!"
- "You must tell me," said Melville.
- "I simply do not know what to do. I don't know where to turn." She came
- nearer to him. She protested. "All that I did, Mr. Melville, I did for
- the best. I saw there was trouble. I could see that I had been
- deceived, and I stood it as long as I could. I _had_ to speak at last."
- My cousin by leading questions and interrogative silences developed her
- story a little.
- "And every one," she said, "blames me. Every one."
- "Everybody blames everybody who does anything, in affairs of this sort,"
- said Melville. "You mustn't mind that."
- "I'll try not to," she said bravely. "_You_ know, Mr. Melville----"
- He laid his hand on her shoulder for a moment. "Yes," he said very
- impressively, and I think Mrs. Bunting felt better.
- "We all look to you," she said. "I don't know what I should do without
- you."
- "That's it," said Melville. "How do things stand? What am I to do?"
- "Go to him," said Mrs. Bunting, "and put it all right."
- "But suppose--" began Melville doubtfully.
- "Go to her. Make her see what it would mean for him and all of us."
- He tried to get more definite instructions. "Don't make difficulties,"
- implored Mrs. Bunting. "Think of that poor girl upstairs. Think of us
- all."
- "Exactly," said Melville, thinking of Chatteris and staring despondently
- out of the window.
- "Bunting, I gather----"
- "It is you or no one," said Mrs. Bunting, sailing over his unspoken
- words. "Fred is too young, and Randolph--! He's not diplomatic. He--he
- hectors."
- "Does he?" exclaimed Melville.
- "You should see him abroad. Often--many times I have had to
- interfere.... No, it is you. You know Harry so well. He trusts you.
- You can say things to him--no one else could say."
- "That reminds me. Does _he_ know----"
- "We don't know. How can we know? We know he is infatuated, that is all.
- He is up there in Folkestone, and she is in Folkestone, and they may be
- meeting----"
- My cousin sought counsel with himself.
- "Say you will go?" said Mrs. Bunting, with a hand upon his arm.
- "I'll go," said Melville, "but I don't see what I can do!"
- And Mrs. Bunting clasped his hand in both of her own plump shapely hands
- and said she knew all along that he would, and that for coming down so
- promptly to her telegram she would be grateful to him so long as she had
- a breath to draw, and then she added, as if it were part of the same
- remark, that he must want his luncheon.
- He accepted the luncheon proposition in an incidental manner and
- reverted to the question in hand.
- "Do you know what his attitude----"
- "He has written only to Addy."
- "It isn't as if he had brought about this crisis?"
- "It was Addy. He went away and something in his manner made her write
- and ask him the reason why. So soon as she had his letter saying he
- wanted to rest from politics for a little, that somehow he didn't seem
- to find the interest in life he thought it deserved, she divined
- everything----"
- "Everything? Yes, but just what _is_ everything?"
- "That _she_ had led him on."
- "Miss Waters?"
- "Yes."
- My cousin reflected. So that was what they considered to be everything!
- "I wish I knew just where he stood," he said at last, and followed
- Mrs. Bunting luncheonward. In the course of that meal, which was
- _tête-à-tête_, it became almost unsatisfactorily evident what a great
- relief Melville's consent to interview Chatteris was to Mrs. Bunting.
- Indeed, she seemed to consider herself relieved from the greater portion
- of her responsibility in the matter, since Melville was bearing her
- burden. She sketched out her defence against the accusations that had no
- doubt been levelled at her, explicitly and implicitly.
- "How was _I_ to know?" she asked, and she told over again the story of
- that memorable landing, but with new, extenuating details. It was
- Adeline herself who had cried first, "She must be saved!" Mrs. Bunting
- made a special point of that. "And what else was there for me to do?"
- she asked.
- And as she talked, the problem before my cousin assumed graver and yet
- graver proportions. He perceived more and more clearly the complexity
- of the situation with which he was entrusted. In the first place it was
- not at all clear that Miss Glendower was willing to receive back her
- lover except upon terms, and the Sea Lady, he was quite sure, did not
- mean to release him from any grip she had upon him. They were preparing
- to treat an elemental struggle as if it were an individual case. It grew
- more and more evident to him how entirely Mrs. Bunting overlooked the
- essentially abnormal nature of the Sea Lady, how absolutely she regarded
- the business as a mere every-day vacillation, a commonplace outbreak of
- that jilting spirit which dwells, covered deep, perhaps, but never
- entirely eradicated, in the heart of man; and how confidently she
- expected him, with a little tactful remonstrance and pressure, to
- restore the _status quo ante_.
- As for Chatteris!--Melville shook his head at the cheese, and answered
- Mrs. Bunting abstractedly.
- III
- "She wants to speak to you," said Mrs. Bunting, and Melville with a
- certain trepidation went upstairs. He went up to the big landing with
- the seats, to save Adeline the trouble of coming down. She appeared
- dressed in a black and violet tea gown with much lace, and her dark hair
- was done with a simple carefulness that suited it. She was pale, and her
- eyes showed traces of tears, but she had a certain dignity that differed
- from her usual bearing in being quite unconscious.
- She gave him a limp hand and spoke in an exhausted voice.
- "You know--all?" she asked.
- "All the outline, anyhow."
- "Why has he done this to me?"
- Melville looked profoundly sympathetic through a pause.
- "I feel," she said, "that it isn't coarseness."
- "Certainly not," said Melville.
- "It is some mystery of the imagination that I cannot understand. I
- should have thought--his career at any rate--would have appealed...."
- She shook her head and regarded a pot of ferns fixedly for a space.
- "He has written to you?" asked Melville.
- "Three times," she said, looking up.
- Melville hesitated to ask the extent of that correspondence, but she
- left no need for that.
- "I had to ask him," she said. "He kept it all from me, and I had to
- force it from him before he would tell."
- "Tell!" said Melville, "what?"
- "What he felt for her and what he felt for me."
- "But did he----?"
- "He has made it clearer. But still even now. No, I don't understand."
- She turned slowly and watched Melville's face as she spoke: "You know,
- Mr. Melville, that this has been an enormous shock to me. I suppose I
- never really knew him. I suppose I--idealised him. I thought he cared
- for--our work at any rate.... He _did_ care for our work. He believed in
- it. Surely he believed in it."
- "He does," said Melville.
- "And then-- But how can he?"
- "He is--he is a man with rather a strong imagination."
- "Or a weak will?"
- "Relatively--yes."
- "It is so strange," she sighed. "It is so inconsistent. It is like
- a child catching at a new toy. Do you know, Mr. Melville"--she
- hesitated--"all this has made me feel old. I feel very much older,
- very much wiser than he is. I cannot help it. I am afraid it is for
- all women ... to feel that sometimes."
- She reflected profoundly. "For _all_ women-- The child, man! I see now
- just what Sarah Grand meant by that."
- She smiled a wan smile. "I feel just as if he had been a naughty child.
- And I--I worshipped him, Mr. Melville," she said, and her voice
- quivered.
- My cousin coughed and turned about to stare hard out of the window. He
- was, he perceived, much more shockingly inadequate even than he had
- expected to be.
- "If I thought she could make him happy!" she said presently, leaving a
- hiatus of generous self-sacrifice.
- "The case is--complicated," said Melville.
- Her voice went on, clear and a little high, resigned, impenetrably
- assured.
- "But she would not. All his better side, all his serious side-- She
- would miss it and ruin it all."
- "Does he--" began Melville and repented of the temerity of his question.
- "Yes?" she said.
- "Does he--ask to be released?"
- "No.... He wants to come back to me."
- "And you----"
- "He doesn't come."
- "But do you--do you want him back?"
- "How can I say, Mr. Melville? He does not say certainly even that he
- wants to come back."
- My cousin Melville looked perplexed. He lived on the superficies of
- emotion, and these complexities in matters he had always assumed were
- simple, put him out.
- "There are times," she said, "when it seems to me that my love for him
- is altogether dead.... Think of the disillusionment--the shock--the
- discovery of such weakness."
- My cousin lifted his eyebrows and shook his head in agreement.
- "His feet--to find his feet were of clay!"
- There came a pause.
- "It seems as if I have never loved him. And then--and then I think of
- all the things that still might be."
- Her voice made him look up, and he saw that her mouth was set hard and
- tears were running down her cheeks.
- It occurred to my cousin, he says, that he would touch her hand in a
- sympathetic manner, and then it occurred to him that he wouldn't. Her
- words rang in his thoughts for a space, and then he said somewhat
- tardily, "He may still be all those things."
- "I suppose he may," she said slowly and without colour. The weeping
- moment had passed.
- "What is she?" she changed abruptly. "What is this being, who has come
- between him and all the realities of life? What is there about her--?
- And why should I have to compete with her, because he--because he
- doesn't know his own mind?"
- "For a man," said Melville, "to know his own mind is--to have exhausted
- one of the chief interests in life. After that--! A cultivated extinct
- volcano--if ever it was a volcano."
- He reflected egotistically for a space. Then with a secret start he came
- back to consider her.
- "What is there," she said, with that deliberate attempt at clearness
- which was one of her antipathetic qualities for Melville--"what is there
- that she has, that she offers, that _I_----?"
- Melville winced at this deliberate proposal of appalling comparisons.
- All the catlike quality in his soul came to his aid. He began to edge
- away, and walk obliquely and generally to shirk the issue. "My dear Miss
- Glendower," he said, and tried to make that seem an adequate reply.
- "What _is_ the difference?" she insisted.
- "There are impalpable things," waived Melville. "They are above reason
- and beyond describing."
- "But you," she urged, "you take an attitude, you must have an
- impression. Why don't you-- Don't you see, Mr. Melville, this is
- very"--her voice caught for a moment--"very vital for me. It isn't kind
- of you, if you have impressions-- I'm sorry, Mr. Melville, if I seem to
- be trying to get too much from you. I--I want to know."
- It came into Melville's head for a moment that this girl had something
- in her, perhaps, that was just a little beyond his former judgments.
- "I must admit, I have a sort of impression," he said.
- "You are a man; you know him; you know all sorts of things--all sorts of
- ways of looking at things, I don't know. If you could go so far--as to
- be frank."
- "Well," said Melville and stopped.
- She hung over him as it were, as a tense silence.
- "There _is_ a difference," he admitted, and still went unhelped.
- "How can I put it? I think in certain ways you contrast with her, in a
- way that makes things easier for her. He has--I know the thing sounds
- like cant, only you know, _he_ doesn't plead it in defence--he has a
- temperament, to which she sometimes appeals more than you do."
- "Yes, I know, but how?"
- "Well----"
- "Tell me."
- "You are austere. You are restrained. Life--for a man like Chatteris--is
- schooling. He has something--something perhaps more worth having than
- most of us have--but I think at times--it makes life harder for him than
- it is for a lot of us. Life comes at him, with limitations and
- regulations. He knows his duty well enough. And you-- You mustn't mind
- what I say too much, Miss Glendower--I may be wrong."
- "Go on," she said, "go on."
- "You are too much--the agent general of his duty."
- "But surely!--what else----?"
- "I talked to him in London and then I thought he was quite in the
- wrong. Since that I've thought all sorts of things--even that you might
- be in the wrong. In certain minor things."
- "Don't mind my vanity now," she cried. "Tell me."
- "You see you have defined things--very clearly. You have made it clear
- to him what you expect him to be, and what you expect him to do. It is
- like having built a house in which he is to live. For him, to go to her
- is like going out of a house, a very fine and dignified house, I admit,
- into something larger, something adventurous and incalculable. She
- is--she has an air of being--_natural_. She is as lax and lawless as the
- sunset, she is as free and familiar as the wind. She doesn't--if I may
- put it in this way--she doesn't love and respect him when he is this,
- and disapprove of him highly when he is that; she takes him altogether.
- She has the quality of the open sky, of the flight of birds, of deep
- tangled places, she has the quality of the high sea. That I think is
- what she is for him, she is the Great Outside. You--you have the
- quality----"
- He hesitated.
- "Go on," she insisted. "Let us get the meaning."
- "Of an edifice.... I don't sympathise with him," said Melville. "I am a
- tame cat and I should scratch and mew at the door directly I got outside
- of things. I don't want to go out. The thought scares me. But he is
- different."
- "Yes," she said, "he is different."
- For a time it seemed that Melville's interpretation had hold of her. She
- stood thoughtful. Slowly other aspects of the thing came into his mind.
- "Of course," she said, thinking as she looked at him. "Yes. Yes. That is
- the impression. That is the quality. But in reality-- There are other
- things in the world beside effects and impressions. After all, that
- is--an analogy. It is pleasant to go out of houses and dwellings into
- the open air, but most of us, nearly all of us must live in houses."
- "Decidedly," said Melville.
- "He cannot-- What can he do with her? How can he live with her? What
- life could they have in common?"
- "It's a case of attraction," said Melville, "and not of plans."
- "After all," she said, "he must come back--if I let him come back. He
- may spoil everything now; he may lose his election and be forced to
- start again, lower and less hopefully; he may tear his heart to
- pieces----"
- She stopped at a sob.
- "Miss Glendower," said Melville abruptly.
- "I don't think you quite understand."
- "Understand what?"
- "You think he cannot marry this--this being who has come among us?"
- "How could he?"
- "No--he couldn't. You think his imagination has wandered away from
- you--to something impossible. That generally, in an aimless way, he has
- cut himself up for nothing, and made an inordinate fool of himself, and
- that it's simply a business of putting everything back into place
- again."
- He paused and she said nothing. But her face was attentive. "What you do
- not understand," he went on, "what no one seems to understand, is that
- she comes----"
- "Out of the sea."
- "Out of some other world. She comes, whispering that this life is a
- phantom life, unreal, flimsy, limited, casting upon everything a spell
- of disillusionment----"
- "So that _he_----"
- "Yes, and then she whispers, 'There are better dreams!'"
- The girl regarded him in frank perplexity.
- "She hints of these vague better dreams, she whispers of a way----"
- "_What_ way?"
- "I do not know what way. But it is something--something that tears at
- the very fabric of this daily life."
- "You mean----?"
- "She is a mermaid, she is a thing of dreams and desires, a siren, a
- whisper and a seduction. She will lure him with her----"
- He stopped.
- "Where?" she whispered.
- "Into the deeps."
- "The deeps?"
- They hung upon a long pause. Melville sought vagueness with infinite
- solicitude, and could not find it. He blurted out at last: "There can
- be but one way out of this dream we are all dreaming, you know."
- "And that way?"
- "That way--" began Melville and dared not say it.
- "You mean," she said, with a pale face, half awakened to a new thought,
- "the way is----?"
- Melville shirked the word. He met her eyes and nodded weakly.
- "But how--?" she asked.
- "At any rate"--he said hastily, seeking some palliative phrase--"at any
- rate, if she gets him, this little world of yours-- There will be no
- coming back for him, you know."
- "No coming back?" she said.
- "No coming back," said Melville.
- "But are you sure?" she doubted.
- "Sure?"
- "That it is so?"
- "That desire is desire, and the deep the deep--yes."
- "I never thought--" she began and stopped.
- "Mr. Melville," she said, "you know I don't understand. I thought--I
- scarcely know what I thought. I thought he was trivial and foolish to
- let his thoughts go wandering. I agreed--I see your point--as to the
- difference in our effect upon him. But this--this suggestion that for
- him she may be something determining and final-- After all, she----"
- "She is nothing," he said. "She is the hand that takes hold of him, the
- shape that stands for things unseen."
- "What things unseen?"
- My cousin shrugged his shoulders. "Something we never find in life," he
- said. "Something we are always seeking."
- "But what?" she asked.
- Melville made no reply. She scrutinised his face for a time, and then
- looked out at the sunlight again.
- "Do you want him back?" he said.
- "I don't know."
- "Do you want him back?"
- "I feel as if I had never wanted him before."
- "And now?"
- "Yes.... But--if he will not come back?"
- "He will not come back," said Melville, "for the work."
- "I know."
- "He will not come back for his self-respect--or any of those things."
- "No."
- "Those things, you know, are only fainter dreams. All the palace you
- have made for him is a dream. But----"
- "Yes?"
- "He might come back--" he said, and looked at her and stopped. He tells
- me he had some vague intention of startling her, rousing her, wounding
- her to some display of romantic force, some insurgence of passion, that
- might yet win Chatteris back, and then in that moment, and like a blow,
- it came to him how foolish such a fancy had been. There she stood
- impenetrably herself, limitedly intelligent, well-meaning, imitative,
- and powerless. Her pose, her face, suggested nothing but a clear and
- reasonable objection to all that had come to her, a critical antagonism,
- a steady opposition. And then, amazingly, she changed. She looked up,
- and suddenly held out both her hands, and there was something in her
- eyes that he had never seen before.
- Melville took her hands mechanically, and for a second or so they stood
- looking with a sort of discovery into each other's eyes.
- "Tell him," she said, with an astounding perfection of simplicity, "to
- come back to me. There can be no other thing than what I am. Tell him to
- come back to me!"
- "And----?"
- "Tell him _that_."
- "Forgiveness?"
- "No! Tell him I want him. If he will not come for that he will not come
- at all. If he will not come back for that"--she halted for a moment--"I
- do not want him. No! I do not want him. He is not mine and he may go."
- His passive hold of her hands became a pressure. Then they dropped apart
- again.
- "You are very good to help us," she said as he turned to go.
- He looked at her. "You are very good to help me," she said, and then:
- "Tell him whatever you like if only he will come back to me!... No!
- Tell him what I have said." He saw she had something more to say, and
- stopped. "You know, Mr. Melville, all this is like a book newly opened
- to me. Are you sure----?"
- "Sure?"
- "Sure of what you say--sure of what she is to him--sure that if he goes
- on he will--" She stopped.
- He nodded.
- "It means--" she said and stopped again.
- "No adventure, no incident, but a going out from all that this life has
- to offer."
- "You mean," she insisted, "you mean----?"
- "Death," said Melville starkly, and for a space both stood without a
- word.
- She winced, and remained looking into his eyes. Then she spoke again.
- "Mr. Melville, tell him to come back to me."
- "And----?"
- "Tell him to come back to me, or"--a sudden note of passion rang in her
- voice--"if I have no hold upon him, let him go his way."
- "But--" said Melville.
- "I know," she cried, with her face set, "I know. But if he is mine he
- will come to me, and if he is not-- Let him dream his dream."
- Her clenched hand tightened as she spoke. He saw in her face she would
- say no more, that she wanted urgently to leave it there. He turned again
- towards the staircase. He glanced at her and went down.
- As he looked up from the bend of the stairs she was still standing in
- the light.
- He was moved to proclaim himself in some manner her adherent, but he
- could think of nothing better than: "Whatever I can do I will." And so,
- after a curious pause, he departed, rather stumblingly, from her sight.
- IV
- After this interview it was right and proper that Melville should have
- gone at once to Chatteris, but the course of events in the world does
- occasionally display a lamentable disregard for what is right and
- proper. Points of view were destined to crowd upon him that day--for the
- most part entirely unsympathetic points of view. He found Mrs. Bunting
- in the company of a boldly trimmed bonnet in the hall, waiting, it
- became clear, to intercept him.
- As he descended, in a state of extreme preoccupation, the boldly trimmed
- bonnet revealed beneath it a white-faced, resolute person in a duster
- and sensible boots. This stranger, Mrs. Bunting made apparent, was Lady
- Poynting Mallow, one of the more representative of the Chatteris aunts.
- Her ladyship made a few enquiries about Adeline with an eye that took
- Melville's measure, and then, after agreeing to a number of the
- suggestions Mrs. Bunting had to advance, proposed that he should escort
- her back to her hotel. He was much too exercised with Adeline to discuss
- the proposal. "I walk," she said. "And we go along the lower road."
- He found himself walking.
- She remarked, as the Bunting door closed behind them, that it was always
- a comfort to have to do with a man; and there was a silence for a space.
- I don't think at that time Melville completely grasped the fact that he
- had a companion. But presently his meditations were disturbed by her
- voice. He started.
- "I beg your pardon," he said.
- "That Bunting woman is a fool," repeated Lady Poynting Mallow.
- There was a slight interval for consideration.
- "She's an old friend of mine," said Melville.
- "Quite possibly," said Lady Poynting Mallow.
- The position seemed a little awkward to Melville for a moment. He
- flicked a fragment of orange peel into the road. "I want to get to the
- bottom of all this," said Lady Poynting Mallow. "Who _is_ this other
- woman?"
- "What other woman?"
- "_Tertium quid_," said Lady Poynting Mallow, with a luminous
- incorrectness.
- "Mermaid, I gather," said Melville.
- "What's the objection to her?"
- "Tail."
- "Fin and all?"
- "Complete."
- "You're sure of it?"
- "Certain."
- "How do you know?"
- "I'm certain," repeated Melville with a quite unusual testiness.
- The lady reflected.
- "Well, there are worse things in the world than a fishy tail," she said
- at last.
- Melville saw no necessity for a reply. "H'm," said Lady Poynting Mallow,
- apparently by way of comment on his silence, and for a space they went
- on.
- "That Glendower girl is a fool too," she added after a pause.
- My cousin opened his mouth and shut it again. How can one answer when
- ladies talk in this way? But if he did not answer, at any rate his
- preoccupation was gone. He was now acutely aware of the determined
- person at his side.
- "She has means?" she asked abruptly.
- "Miss Glendower?"
- "No. I know all about her. The other?"
- "The mermaid?"
- "Yes, the mermaid. Why not?"
- "Oh, _she_--Very considerable means. Galleons. Phoenician treasure
- ships, wrecked frigates, submarine reefs----"
- "Well, that's all right. And now will you tell me, Mr. Melville, why
- shouldn't Harry have her? What if she is a mermaid? It's no worse than
- an American silver mine, and not nearly so raw and ill-bred."
- "In the first place there's his engagement----"
- "Oh, _that_!"
- "And in the next there's the Sea Lady."
- "But I thought she----"
- "She's a mermaid."
- "It's no objection. So far as I can see, she'd make an excellent wife
- for him. And, as a matter of fact, down here she'd be able to help him
- in just the right way. The member here--he'll be fighting--this Sassoon
- man--makes a lot of capital out of deep-sea cables. Couldn't be better.
- Harry could dish him easily. That's all right. Why shouldn't he have
- her?"
- She stuck her hands deeply into the pockets of her dust-coat, and a
- china-blue eye regarded Melville from under the brim of the boldly
- trimmed bonnet.
- "You understand clearly she is a properly constituted mermaid with a
- real physical tail?"
- "Well?" said Lady Poynting Mallow.
- "Apart from any question of Miss Glendower----"
- "That's understood."
- "I think that such a marriage would be impossible."
- "Why?"
- My cousin played round the question. "She's an immortal, for example,
- with a past."
- "Simply makes her more interesting."
- Melville tried to enter into her point of view. "You think," he said,
- "she would go to London for him, and marry at St. George's, Hanover
- Square, and pay for a mansion in Park Lane and visit just anywhere he
- liked?"
- "That's precisely what she would do. Just now, with a Court that is
- waking up----"
- "It's precisely what she won't do," said Melville.
- "But any woman would do it who had the chance."
- "She's a mermaid."
- "She's a fool," said Lady Poynting Mallow.
- "She doesn't even mean to marry him; it doesn't enter into her code."
- "The hussy! What does she mean?"
- My cousin made a gesture seaward. "That!" he said. "She's a mermaid."
- "What?"
- "Out there."
- "Where?"
- "There!"
- Lady Poynting Mallow scanned the sea as if it were some curious new
- object. "It's an amphibious outlook for the family," she said after
- reflection. "But even then--if she doesn't care for society and it makes
- Harry happy--and perhaps after they are tired of--rusticating----"
- "I don't think you fully realise that she is a mermaid," said Melville;
- "and Chatteris, you know, breathes air."
- "That _is_ a difficulty," admitted Lady Poynting Mallow, and studied the
- sunlit offing for a space.
- "I don't see why it shouldn't be managed for all that," she considered
- after a pause.
- "It can't be," said Melville with arid emphasis.
- "She cares for him?"
- "She's come to fetch him."
- "If she wants him badly he might make terms. In these affairs
- it's always one or other has to do the buying. She'd have to
- _marry_--anyhow."
- My cousin regarded her impenetrably satisfied face.
- "He could have a yacht and a diving bell," she suggested; "if she wanted
- him to visit her people."
- "They are pagan demigods, I believe, and live in some mythological way
- in the Mediterranean."
- "Dear Harry's a pagan himself--so that doesn't matter, and as for being
- mythological--all good families are. He could even wear a diving dress
- if one could be found to suit him."
- "I don't think that anything of the sort is possible for a moment."
- "Simply because you've never been a woman in love," said Lady Poynting
- Mallow with an air of vast experience.
- She continued the conversation. "If it's sea water she wants it would
- be quite easy to fit up a tank wherever they lived, and she could
- easily have a bath chair like a sitz bath on wheels.... Really, Mr.
- Milvain----"
- "Melville."
- "Mr. Melville, I don't see where your 'impossible' comes in."
- "Have you seen the lady?"
- "Do you think I've been in Folkestone two days doing nothing?"
- "You don't mean you've called on her?"
- "Dear, no! It's Harry's place to settle that. But I've seen her in her
- bath chair on the Leas, and I'm certain I've never seen any one who
- looked so worthy of dear Harry. _Never!_"
- "Well, well," said Melville. "Apart from any other considerations, you
- know, there's Miss Glendower."
- "I've never regarded her as a suitable wife for Harry."
- "Possibly not. Still--she exists."
- "So many people do," said Lady Poynting Mallow.
- She evidently regarded that branch of the subject as dismissed.
- They pursued their way in silence.
- "What I wanted to ask you, Mr. Milvain----"
- "Melville."
- "Mr. Melville, is just precisely where you come into this business?"
- "I'm a friend of Miss Glendower."
- "Who wants him back."
- "Frankly--yes."
- "Isn't she devoted to him?"
- "I presume as she's engaged----"
- "She ought to be devoted to him--yes. Well, why can't she see that she
- ought to release him for his own good?"
- "She doesn't see it's for his good. Nor do I."
- "Simply an old-fashioned prejudice because the woman's got a tail. Those
- old frumps at Wampach's are quite of your opinion."
- Melville shrugged his shoulders.
- "And so I suppose you're going to bully and threaten on account of Miss
- Glendower.... You'll do no good."
- "May I ask what you are going to do?"
- "What a good aunt always does."
- "And that?"
- "Let him do what he likes."
- "Suppose he wants to drown himself?"
- "My dear Mr. Milvain, Harry isn't a fool."
- "I've told you she's a mermaid."
- "Ten times."
- A constrained silence fell between them.
- It became apparent they were near the Folkestone Lift.
- "You'll do no good," said Lady Poynting Mallow.
- Melville's escort concluded at the lift station. There the lady turned
- upon him.
- "I'm greatly obliged to you for coming, Mr. Milvain," she said; "and
- very glad to hear your views of this matter. It's a peculiar business,
- but I hope we're sensible people. You think over what I have said. As a
- friend of Harry's. You _are_ a friend of Harry's?"
- "We've known each other some years."
- "I feel sure you will come round to my point of view sooner or later. It
- is so obviously the best thing for him."
- "There's Miss Glendower."
- "If Miss Glendower is a womanly woman, she will be ready to make any
- sacrifice for his good."
- And with that they parted.
- In the course of another minute Melville found himself on the side of
- the road opposite the lift station, regarding the ascending car. The
- boldly trimmed bonnet, vivid, erect, assertive, went gliding upward, a
- perfect embodiment of sound common sense. His mind was lapsing once
- again into disorder; he was stunned, as it were, by the vigour of her
- ladyship's view. Could any one not absolutely right be quite so clear
- and emphatic? And if so, what became of all that oppression of
- foreboding, that sinister promise of an escape, that whisper of "other
- dreams," that had dominated his mind only a short half-hour before?
- He turned his face back to Sandgate, his mind a theatre of warring
- doubts. Quite vividly he could see the Sea Lady as Lady Poynting Mallow
- saw her, as something pink and solid and smart and wealthy, and, indeed,
- quite abominably vulgar, and yet quite as vividly he recalled her as she
- had talked to him in the garden, her face full of shadows, her eyes of
- deep mystery, and the whisper that made all the world about him no more
- than a flimsy, thin curtain before vague and wonderful, and hitherto,
- quite unsuspected things.
- V
- Chatteris was leaning against the railings. He started violently at
- Melville's hand upon his shoulder. They made awkward greetings.
- "The fact is," said Melville, "I--I have been asked to talk to you."
- "Don't apologise," said Chatteris. "I'm glad to have it out with some
- one."
- There was a brief silence.
- They stood side by side--looking down upon the harbour. Behind, the
- evening band played remotely and the black little promenaders went to
- and fro under the tall electric lights. I think Chatteris decided to be
- very self-possessed at first--a man of the world.
- "It's a gorgeous night," he said.
- "Glorious," said Melville, playing up to the key set.
- He clicked his cutter on a cigar. "There was something you wanted me to
- tell you----"
- "I know all that," said Chatteris with the shoulder towards Melville
- becoming obtrusive. "I know everything."
- "You have seen and talked to her?"
- "Several times."
- There was perhaps a minute's pause.
- "What are you going to do?" asked Melville.
- Chatteris made no answer and Melville did not repeat his question.
- Presently Chatteris turned about. "Let's walk," he said, and they paced
- westward, side by side.
- He made a little speech. "I'm sorry to give everybody all this trouble,"
- he said with an air of having prepared his sentences; "I suppose there
- is no question that I have behaved like an ass. I am profoundly sorry.
- Largely it is my own fault. But you know--so far as the overt kick-up
- goes--there is a certain amount of blame attaches to our outspoken
- friend Mrs. Bunting."
- "I'm afraid there is," Melville admitted.
- "You know there are times when one is under the necessity of having
- moods. It doesn't help them to drag them into general discussion."
- "The mischief's done."
- "You know Adeline seems to have objected to the presence of--this sea
- lady at a very early stage. Mrs. Bunting overruled her. Afterwards when
- there was trouble she seems to have tried to make up for it."
- "I didn't know Miss Glendower had objected."
- "She did. She seems to have seen--ahead."
- Chatteris reflected. "Of course all that doesn't excuse me in the least.
- But it's a sort of excuse for _your_ being dragged into this bother."
- He said something less distinctly about a "stupid bother" and "private
- affairs."
- They found themselves drawing near the band and already on the
- outskirts of its territory of votaries. Its cheerful rhythms became
- insistent. The canopy of the stand was a focus of bright light,
- music-stands and instruments sent out beams of reflected brilliance,
- and a luminous red conductor in the midst of the lantern guided the
- ratatoo-tat, ratatoo-tat of a popular air. Voices, detached fragments
- of conversation, came to our talkers and mingled impertinently with
- their thoughts.
- "I wouldn't 'ave no truck with 'im, not after that," said a young person
- to her friend.
- "Let's get out of this," said Chatteris abruptly.
- They turned aside from the high path of the Leas to the head of some
- steps that led down the declivity. In a few moments it was as if those
- imposing fronts of stucco, those many-windowed hotels, the electric
- lights on the tall masts, the band-stand and miscellaneous holiday
- British public, had never existed. It is one of Folkestone's best
- effects, that black quietness under the very feet of a crowd. They no
- longer heard the band even, only a remote suggestion of music filtered
- to them over the brow. The black-treed slopes fell from them to the surf
- below, and out at sea were the lights of many ships. Away to the
- westward like a swarm of fire-flies hung the lights of Hythe. The two
- men sat down on a vacant seat in the dimness. For a time neither spoke.
- Chatteris impressed Melville with an air of being on the defensive. He
- murmured in a meditative undertone, "I wouldn't 'ave no truck with 'im
- not after that."
- "I will admit by every standard," he said aloud, "that I have been
- flappy and feeble and wrong. Very. In these things there is a prescribed
- and definite course. To hesitate, to have two points of view, is
- condemned by all right-thinking people.... Still--one has the two points
- of view.... You have come up from Sandgate?"
- "Yes."
- "Did you see Miss Glendower?"
- "Yes."
- "Talked to her?... I suppose-- What do you think of her?"
- His cigar glowed into an expectant brightness while Melville hesitated
- at his answer, and showed his eyes thoughtful upon Melville's face.
- "I've never thought her--" Melville sought more diplomatic phrasing.
- "I've never found her exceptionally attractive before. Handsome, you
- know, but not--winning. But this time, she seemed ... rather splendid."
- "She is," said Chatteris, "she is."
- He sat forward and began flicking imaginary ash from the end of his
- cigar.
- "She _is_ splendid," he admitted. "You--only begin to imagine. You
- don't, my dear man, know that girl. She is not--quite--in your line.
- She is, I assure you, the straightest and cleanest and clearest human
- being I have ever met. She believes so firmly, she does right so
- simply, there is a sort of queenly benevolence, a sort of integrity of
- benevolence----"
- He left the sentence unfinished, as if unfinished it completely
- expressed his thought.
- "She wants you to go back to her," said Melville bluntly.
- "I know," said Chatteris and flicked again at that ghostly ash. "She
- has written that.... That's just where her complete magnificence comes
- in. She doesn't fence and fool about, as the she-women do. She doesn't
- squawk and say, 'You've insulted me and everything's at an end;' and
- she doesn't squawk and say, 'For God's sake come back to me!' _She_
- doesn't say, she 'won't 'ave no truck with me not after this.' She
- writes--straight. I don't believe, Melville, I half knew her until
- all this business came up. She comes out.... Before that it was, as
- you said, and I quite perceive--I perceived all along--a little
- too--statistical."
- He became meditative, and his cigar glow waned and presently vanished
- altogether.
- "You are going back?"
- "By Jove! _Yes._"
- Melville stirred slightly and then they both sat rigidly quiet for a
- space. Then abruptly Chatteris flung away his extinct cigar. He seemed
- to fling many other things away with that dim gesture. "Of course," he
- said, "I shall go back.
- "It is not my fault," he insisted, "that this trouble, this separation,
- has ever arisen. I was moody, I was preoccupied, I know--things had got
- into my head. But if I'd been left alone....
- "I have been forced into this position," he summarised.
- "You understand," said Melville, "that--though I think matters are
- indefined and distressing just now--I don't attach blame--anywhere."
- "You're open-minded," said Chatteris. "That's just your way. And I can
- imagine how all this upset and discomfort distresses you. You're awfully
- good to keep so open-minded and not to consider me an utter outcast, an
- ill-regulated disturber of the order of the world."
- "It's a distressing state of affairs," said Melville. "But perhaps I
- understand the forces pulling at you--better than you imagine."
- "They're very simple, I suppose."
- "Very."
- "And yet----?"
- "Well?"
- He seemed to hesitate at a dangerous topic. "The other," he said.
- Melville's silence bade him go on.
- He plunged from his prepared attitude. "What is it? Why should--this
- being--come into my life, as she has done, if it _is_ so simple? What is
- there about her, or me, that has pulled me so astray? She has, you know.
- Here we are at sixes and sevens! It's not the situation, it's the mental
- conflict. Why am I pulled about? She has got into my imagination. How? I
- haven't the remotest idea."
- "She's beautiful," meditated Melville.
- "She's beautiful certainly. But so is Miss Glendower."
- "She's very beautiful. I'm not blind, Chatteris. She's beautiful in a
- different way."
- "Yes, but that's only the name for the effect. _Why_ is she very
- beautiful?"
- Melville shrugged his shoulders.
- "She's not beautiful to every one."
- "You mean?"
- "Bunting keeps calm."
- "Oh--_he_----!"
- "And other people don't seem to see it--as I do."
- "Some people seem to see no beauty at all, as we do. With emotion, that
- is."
- "Why do we?"
- "We see--finer."
- "Do we? Is it finer? Why should it be finer to see beauty where it is
- fatal to us to see it? Why? Unless we are to believe there is no reason
- in things, why should this--impossibility, be beautiful to any one
- anyhow? Put it as a matter of reason, Melville. Why should _her_ smile
- be so sweet to me, why should _her_ voice move me! Why her's and not
- Adeline's? Adeline has straight eyes and clear eyes and fine eyes, and
- all the difference there can be, what is it? An infinitesimal curving of
- the lid, an infinitesimal difference in the lashes--and it shatters
- everything--in this way. Who could measure the difference, who could
- tell the quality that makes me _swim_ in the sound of her voice.... The
- difference? After all, it's a visible thing, it's a material thing! It's
- in my eyes. By Jove!" he laughed abruptly. "Imagine old Helmholtz trying
- to gauge it with a battery of resonators, or Spencer in the light of
- Evolution and the Environment explaining it away!"
- "These things are beyond measurement," said Melville.
- "Not if you measure them by their effect," said Chatteris. "And anyhow,
- why do they take us? That is the question I can't get away from just
- now."
- My cousin meditated, no doubt with his hands deep in his trousers'
- pockets. "It is illusion," he said. "It is a sort of glamour. After all,
- look at it squarely. What is she? What can she give you? She promises
- you vague somethings.... She is a snare, she is deception. She is the
- beautiful mask of death."
- "Yes," said Chatteris. "I know."
- And then again, "I know.
- "There is nothing for me to learn about that," he said. "But why--why
- should the mask of death be beautiful? After all-- We get our duty by
- good hard reasoning. Why should reason and justice carry everything?
- Perhaps after all there are things beyond our reason, perhaps after all
- desire has a claim on us?"
- He stopped interrogatively and Melville was profound. "I think," said
- my cousin at last, "Desire _has_ a claim on us. Beauty, at any rate----
- "I mean," he explained, "we are human beings. We are matter with minds
- growing out of ourselves. We reach downward into the beautiful
- wonderland of matter, and upward to something--" He stopped, from sheer
- dissatisfaction with the image. "In another direction, anyhow," he tried
- feebly. He jumped at something that was not quite his meaning. "Man is a
- sort of half-way house--he must compromise."
- "As you do?"
- "Well. Yes. I try to strike a balance."
- "A few old engravings--good, I suppose--a little luxury in furniture and
- flowers, a few things that come within your means. Art--in moderation,
- and a few kindly acts of the pleasanter sort, a certain respect for
- truth; duty--also in moderation. Eh? It's just that even balance that I
- cannot contrive. I cannot sit down to the oatmeal of this daily life and
- wash it down with a temperate draught of beauty and water. Art!... I
- suppose I'm voracious, I'm one of the unfit--for the civilised stage.
- I've sat down once, I've sat down twice, to perfectly sane, secure, and
- reasonable things.... It's not my way."
- He repeated, "It's not my way."
- Melville, I think, said nothing to that. He was distracted from the
- immediate topic by the discussion of his own way of living. He was lost
- in egotistical comparisons. No doubt he was on the verge of saying, as
- most of us would have been under the circumstances: "I don't think you
- quite understand my position."
- "But, after all, what is the good of talking in this way?" exclaimed
- Chatteris abruptly. "I am simply trying to elevate the whole business by
- dragging in these wider questions. It's justification, when I didn't
- mean to justify. I have to choose between life with Adeline and this
- woman out of the sea."
- "Who is Death."
- "How do I know she is Death?"
- "But you said you had made your choice!"
- "I have."
- He seemed to recollect.
- "I have," he corroborated. "I told you. I am going back to see Miss
- Glendower to-morrow.
- "Yes." He recalled further portions of what I believe was some prepared
- and ready-phrased decision--some decision from which the conversation had
- drifted. "The need of my life is discipline, the habit of persistence,
- of ignoring side issues and wandering thoughts. Discipline!"
- "And work."
- "Work, if you like to put it so; it's the same thing. The trouble so far
- has been I haven't worked hard enough. I've stopped to speak to the
- woman by the wayside. I've paltered with compromise, and the other thing
- has caught me.... I've got to renounce it, that is all."
- "It isn't that your work is contemptible."
- "By Jove! No. It's--arduous. It has its dusty moments. There are places
- to climb that are not only steep but muddy----"
- "The world wants leaders. It gives a man of your class a great deal.
- Leisure. Honour. Training and high traditions----"
- "And it expects something back. I know. I am wrong--have been wrong
- anyhow. This dream has taken me wonderfully. And I must renounce it.
- After all it is not so much--to renounce a dream. It's no more than
- deciding to live. There are big things in the world for men to do."
- Melville produced an elaborate conceit. "If there is no Venus
- Anadyomene," he said, "there is Michael and his Sword."
- "The stern angel in armour! But then he had a good palpable dragon to
- slash and not his own desires. And our way nowadays is to do a deal with
- the dragons somehow, raise the minimum wage and get a better housing for
- the working classes by hook or by crook."
- Melville does not think that was a fair treatment of his suggestion.
- "No," said Chatteris, "I've no doubt about the choice. I'm going to fall
- in--with the species; I'm going to take my place in the ranks in that
- great battle for the future which is the meaning of life. I want a moral
- cold bath and I mean to take one. This lax dalliance with dreams and
- desires must end. I will make a time table for my hours and a rule for
- my life, I will entangle my honour in controversies, I will give myself
- to service, as a man should do. Clean-handed work, struggle, and
- performance."
- "And there is Miss Glendower, you know."
- "Rather!" said Chatteris, with a faint touch of insincerity. "Tall and
- straight-eyed and capable. By Jove! if there's to be no Venus
- Anadyomene, at any rate there will be a Pallas Athene. It is she who
- plays the reconciler."
- And then he said these words: "It won't be so bad, you know."
- Melville restrained a movement of impatience, he tells me, at that.
- Then Chatteris, he says, broke into a sort of speech. "The case is
- tried," he said, "the judgment has been given. I am that I am. I've been
- through it all and worked it out. I am a man and I must go a man's way.
- There is Desire, the light and guide of the world, a beacon on a
- headland blazing out. Let it burn! Let it burn! The road runs near it
- and by it--and past.... I've made my choice. I've got to be a man, I've
- got to live a man and die a man and carry the burden of my class and
- time. There it is! I've had the dream, but you see I keep hold of
- reason. Here, with the flame burning, I renounce it. I make my
- choice.... Renunciation! Always--renunciation! That is life for all of
- us. We have desires, only to deny them, senses that we all must starve.
- We can live only as a part of ourselves. Why should _I_ be exempt. For
- me, she is evil. For me she is death.... Only why have I seen her face?
- Why have I heard her voice?..."
- VI
- They walked out of the shadows and up a long sloping path until
- Sandgate, as a little line of lights, came into view below. Presently
- they came out upon the brow and walked together (the band playing with a
- remote and sweetening indistinctness far away behind them) towards the
- cliff at the end. They stood for a little while in silence looking down.
- Melville made a guess at his companion's thoughts.
- "Why not come down to-night?" he asked.
- "On a night like this!" Chatteris turned about suddenly and regarded the
- moonlight and the sea. He stood quite still for a space, and that cold
- white radiance gave an illusory strength and decision to his face.
- "No," he said at last, and the word was almost a sigh.
- "Go down to the girl below there. End the thing. She will be there,
- thinking of you----"
- "No," said Chatteris, "no."
- "It's not ten yet," Melville tried again.
- Chatteris thought. "No," he answered, "not to-night. To-morrow, in the
- light of everyday.
- "I want a good, gray, honest day," he said, "with a south-west wind....
- These still, soft nights! How can you expect me to do anything of that
- sort to-night?"
- And then he murmured as if he found the word a satisfying word to
- repeat, "Renunciation."
- "By Jove!" he said with the most astonishing transition, "but this is a
- night out of fairyland! Look at the lights of those windows below there
- and then up--up into this enormous blue of sky. And there, as if it were
- fainting with moonlight--shines one star."
- CHAPTER THE EIGHTH
- MOONSHINE TRIUMPHANT
- I
- Just precisely what happened after that has been the most impossible
- thing to disinter. I have given all the things that Melville remembered
- were said, I have linked them into a conversation and checked them by my
- cousin's afterthoughts, and finally I have read the whole thing over to
- him. It is of course no verbatim rendering, but it is, he says, closely
- after the manner of their talk, the gist was that, and things of that
- sort were said. And when he left Chatteris, he fully believed that the
- final and conclusive thing was said. And then he says it came into his
- head that, apart from and outside this settlement, there still remained
- a tangible reality, capable of action, the Sea Lady. What was she going
- to do? The thought toppled him back into a web of perplexities again. It
- carried him back into a state of inconclusive interrogation past
- Lummidge's Hotel.
- The two men had gone back to the Métropole and had parted with a firm
- handclasp outside the glare of the big doorway. Chatteris went straight
- in, Melville fancies, but he is not sure. I understand Melville had
- some private thinking to do on his own account, and I conceive him
- walking away in a state of profound preoccupation. Afterwards the fact
- that the Sea Lady was not to be abolished by renunciations, cropped up
- in his mind, and he passed back along the Leas, as I have said. His
- inconclusive interrogations elicited at the utmost that Lummidge's
- Private and Family Hotel is singularly like any other hotel of its
- class. Its windows tell no secrets. And there Melville's narrative ends.
- With that my circumstantial record necessarily comes to an end also.
- There are sources, of course, and glimpses. Parker refuses,
- unhappily--as I explained. The chief of these sources are, first,
- Gooch, the valet employed by Chatteris; and, secondly, the hall-porter
- of Lummidge's Private and Family Hotel.
- The valet's evidence is precise, but has an air of being irrelevant. He
- witnesses that at a quarter past eleven he went up to ask Chatteris if
- there was anything more to do that night, and found him seated in an
- arm-chair before the open window, with his chin upon his hands, staring
- at nothing--which, indeed, as Schopenhauer observes in his crowning
- passage, is the whole of human life.
- "More to do?" said Chatteris.
- "Yessir," said the valet.
- "Nothing," said Chatteris, "absolutely nothing." And the valet, finding
- this answer quite satisfactory, wished him goodnight and departed.
- Probably Chatteris remained in this attitude for a considerable
- time--half an hour, perhaps, or more. Slowly, it would seem, his mood
- underwent a change. At some definite moment it must have been that his
- lethargic meditation gave way to a strange activity, to a sort of
- hysterical reaction against all his resolves and renunciations. His
- first action seems to me grotesque--and grotesquely pathetic. He went
- into his dressing-room, and in the morning "his clo'es," said the valet,
- "was shied about as though 'e'd lost a ticket." This poor worshipper of
- beauty and the dream shaved! He shaved and washed and he brushed his
- hair, and, his valet testifies, one of the brushes got "shied" behind
- the bed. Even this throwing about of brushes seems to me to have done
- little or nothing to palliate his poor human preoccupation with the
- toilette. He changed his gray flannels--which suited him very well--for
- his white ones, which suited him extremely. He must deliberately and
- conscientiously have made himself quite "lovely," as a schoolgirl would
- have put it.
- And having capped his great "renunciation" by these proceedings, he
- seems to have gone straight to Lummidge's Private and Family Hotel and
- demanded to see the Sea Lady.
- She had retired.
- This came from Parker, and was delivered in a chilling manner by the
- hall-porter.
- Chatteris swore at the hall-porter. "Tell her I'm here," he said.
- "She's retired," said the hall-porter with official severity.
- "Will you tell her I'm here?" said Chatteris, suddenly white.
- "What name, sir?" said the hall-porter, in order, as he explains, "to
- avoid a frackass."
- "Chatteris. Tell her I must see her now. Do you hear, _now_?"
- The hall-porter went to Parker, and came half-way back. He wished to
- goodness he was not a hall-porter. The manager had gone out--it was a
- stagnant hour. He decided to try Parker again; he raised his voice.
- The Sea Lady called to Parker from the inner room. There was an interval
- of tension.
- I gather that the Sea Lady put on a loose wrap, and the faithful Parker
- either carried her or sufficiently helped her from her bedroom to the
- couch in the little sitting-room. In the meanwhile the hall-porter
- hovered on the stairs, praying for the manager--prayers that went
- unanswered--and Chatteris fumed below. Then we have a glimpse of the Sea
- Lady.
- "I see her just in the crack of the door," said the porter, "as that
- maid of hers opened it. She was raised up on her hands, and turned so
- towards the door. Looking exactly like this----"
- And the hall-porter, who has an Irish type of face, a short nose, long
- upper lip, and all the rest of it, and who has also neglected his
- dentist, projected his face suddenly, opened his eyes very wide, and
- slowly curved his mouth into a fixed smile, and so remained until he
- judged the effect on me was complete.
- Parker, a little flushed, but resolutely flattening everything to the
- quality of the commonplace, emerged upon him suddenly. Miss Waters could
- see Mr. Chatteris for a few minutes. She was emphatic with the "Miss
- Waters," the more emphatic for all the insurgent stress of the goddess,
- protestingly emphatic. And Chatteris went up, white and resolved, to
- that smiling expectant presence. No one witnessed their meeting but
- Parker--assuredly Parker could not resist seeing that, but Parker is
- silent--Parker preserves a silence that rubies could not break.
- All I know, is this much from the porter:
- "When I said she was up there and would see him," he says, "the way he
- rooshed up was outrageous. This is a Private Family Hotel. Of course one
- sees things at times even here, but----
- "I couldn't find the manager to tell 'im," said the hall-porter. "And
- what was _I_ authorised to do?
- "For a bit they talked with the door open, and then it was shut. That
- maid of hers did it--I lay."
- I asked an ignoble question.
- "Couldn't ketch a word," said the hall-porter. "Dropped to
- whispers--instanter."
- II
- And afterwards--
- It was within ten minutes of one that Parker, conferring an amount of
- decorum on the request beyond the power of any other living being,
- descended to demand--of all conceivable things--the bath chair!
- "I got it," said the hall-porter with inimitable profundity.
- And then, having let me realise the fulness of that, he said: "They
- never used it!"
- "No?"
- "No! He carried her down in his arms."
- "And out?"
- "And out!"
- He was difficult to follow in his description of the Sea Lady. She wore
- her wrap, it seems, and she was "like a statue"--whatever he may have
- meant by that. Certainly not that she was impassive. "Only," said the
- porter, "she was alive. One arm was bare, I know, and her hair was down,
- a tossing mass of gold.
- "He looked, you know, like a man who's screwed himself up.
- "She had one hand holding his hair--yes, holding his hair, with her
- fingers in among it....
- "And when she see my face she threw her head back laughing at me.
- "As much as to say, '_got_ 'im!'
- "Laughed at me, she did. Bubblin' over."
- I stood for a moment conceiving this extraordinary picture. Then a
- question occurred to me.
- "Did _he_ laugh?" I asked.
- "Gord bless you, sir, laugh? _No!_"
- III
- The definite story ends in the warm light outside Lummidge's Private and
- Family Hotel. One sees that bright solitude of the Leas stretching white
- and blank--deserted as only a seaside front in the small hours can be
- deserted--and all its electric light ablaze. And then the dark line of
- the edge where the cliff drops down to the undercliff and sea. And
- beyond, moonlit, the Channel and its incessant ships. Outside the front
- of the hotel, which is one of a great array of pallid white facades,
- stands this little black figure of a hall-porter, staring stupidly into
- the warm and luminous mystery of the night that has swallowed Sea Lady
- and Chatteris together. And he is the sole living thing in the picture.
- There is a little shelter set in the brow of the Leas, wherein, during
- the winter season, a string band plays. Close by there are steps that go
- down precipitously to the lower road below. Down these it must have been
- they went together, hastening downward out of this life of ours to
- unknown and inconceivable things. So it is I seem to see them, and
- surely though he was not in a laughing mood, there was now no doubt nor
- resignation in his face. Assuredly now he had found himself, for a time
- at least he was sure of himself, and that at least cannot be misery,
- though it lead straight through a few swift strides to death.
- They went down through the soft moonlight, tall and white and splendid,
- interlocked, with his arms about her, his brow to her white shoulder and
- her hair about his face. And she, I suppose, smiled above him and
- caressed him and whispered to him. For a moment they must have glowed
- under the warm light of the lamp that is half-way down the steps there,
- and then the shadows closed about them. He must have crossed the road
- with her, through the laced moonlight of the tree shadows, and through
- the shrubs and bushes of the undercliff, into the shadeless moon glare
- of the beach. There was no one to see that last descent, to tell whether
- for a moment he looked back before he waded into the phosphorescence,
- and for a little swam with her, and presently swam no longer, and so was
- no more to be seen by any one in this gray world of men.
- Did he look back, I wonder? They swam together for a little while, the
- man and the sea goddess who had come for him, with the sky above them
- and the water about them all, warmly filled with the moonlight and set
- with shining stars. It was no time for him to think of truth, nor of the
- honest duties he had left behind him, as they swam together into the
- unknown. And of the end I can only guess and dream. Did there come a
- sudden horror upon him at the last, a sudden perception of infinite
- error, and was he drawn down, swiftly and terribly, a bubbling
- repentance, into those unknown deeps? Or was she tender and wonderful to
- the last, and did she wrap her arms about him and draw him down, down
- until the soft waters closed above him into a gentle ecstasy of death?
- Into these things we cannot pry or follow, and on the margin of the
- softly breathing water the story of Chatteris must end. For the
- tailpiece to that, let us put that policeman who in the small hours
- before dawn came upon the wrap the Sea Lady had been wearing just as
- the tide overtook it. It was not the sort of garment low people
- sometimes throw away--it was a soft and costly wrap. I seem to see him
- perplexed and dubious, wrap in charge over his arm and lantern in hand,
- scanning first the white beach and black bushes behind him and then
- staring out to sea. It was the inexplicable abandonment of a thoroughly
- comfortable and desirable thing.
- "What were people up to?" one figures him asking, this simple citizen of
- a plain and observed world. "What do such things mean?
- "To throw away such an excellent wrap...!"
- In all the southward heaven there were only a planet and the sinking
- moon, and from his feet a path of quivering light must have started and
- run up to the extreme dark edge before him of the sky. Ever and again
- the darkness east and west of that glory would be lit by a momentary
- gleam of phosphorescence; and far out the lights of ships were shining
- bright and yellow. Across its shimmer a black fishing smack was gliding
- out of mystery into mystery. Dungeness shone from the west a pin-point
- of red light, and in the east the tireless glare of that great beacon on
- Gris-nez wheeled athwart the sky and vanished and came again.
- I picture the interrogation of his lantern going out for a little way, a
- stain of faint pink curiosity upon the mysterious vast serenity of
- night.
- THE END
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