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- Title: Satires of Circumstance
- Lyrics and Reveries with Miscellaneous Pieces
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- SATIRES
- OF CIRCUMSTANCE
- LYRICS AND REVERIES
- WITH MISCELLANEOUS PIECES
- * * * * *
- BY
- THOMAS HARDY
- * * * * *
- * * * * *
- * * * * *
- MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED
- ST. MARTIN’S STREET, LONDON
- 1919
- * * * * *
- COPYRIGHT
- _First Edition_ 1914
- _Reprinted_ 1915, 1919
- _Pocket Edition_ 1919
- * * * * *
- CONTENTS
- LYRICS AND REVERIES— PAGE
- In Front of the Landscape 3
- Channel Firing 7
- The Convergence of the Twain 9
- The Ghost of the Past 12
- After the Visit 14
- To Meet, or Otherwise 16
- The Difference 18
- The Sun on the Bookcase 19
- “When I set out for Lyonnesse” 20
- A Thunderstorm in Town 21
- The Torn Letter 22
- Beyond the Last Lamp 25
- The Face at the Casement 27
- Lost Love 30
- “My spirit will not haunt the mound” 31
- Wessex Heights 32
- In Death divided 35
- The Place on the Map 37
- Where the Picnic was 39
- The Schreckhorn 41
- A Singer asleep 42
- A Plaint to Man 45
- God’s Funeral 47
- Spectres that grieve 52
- “Ah, are you digging on my grave?” 54
- SATIRES OF CIRCUMSTANCE—
- I. At Tea 59
- II. In Church 60
- III. By her Aunt’s Grave 61
- IV. In the Room of the Bride-elect 62
- V. At the Watering-place 63
- VI. In the Cemetery 64
- VII. Outside the Window 65
- VIII. In the Study 66
- IX. At the Altar-rail 67
- X. In the Nuptial Chamber 68
- XI. In the Restaurant 69
- XII. At the Draper’s 70
- XIII. On the Death-bed 71
- XIV. Over the Coffin 72
- XV. In the Moonlight 73
- LYRICS AND REVERIES (_continued_)—
- Self-unconscious 77
- The Discovery 80
- Tolerance 81
- Before and after Summer 82
- At Day-close in November 83
- The Year’s Awakening 84
- Under the Waterfall 85
- The Spell of the Rose 88
- St. Launce’s revisited 90
- POEMS OF 1912–13–
- The Going 95
- Your Last Drive 97
- The Walk 99
- Rain on a Grace 100
- “I found her out there” 102
- Without Ceremony 104
- Lament 105
- The Haunter 107
- The Voice 109
- His Visitor 110
- A Circular 112
- A Dream or No 113
- After a Journey 115
- A Death-ray recalled 117
- Beeny Cliff 119
- At Castle Boterel 121
- Places 123
- The Phantom Horsewoman 125
- MISCELLANEOUS PIECES—
- The Wistful Lady 129
- The Woman in the Rye 131
- The Cheval-Glass 132
- The Re-enactment 134
- Her Secret 140
- “She charged me” 141
- The Newcomer’s Wife 142
- A Conversation at Dawn 143
- A King’s Soliloquy 152
- The Coronation 154
- Aquae Sulis 157
- Seventy-four and Twenty 160
- The Elopement 161
- “I rose up as my custom is” 163
- A Week 165
- Had you wept 167
- Bereft, she thinks she dreams 169
- In the British Museum 170
- In the Servants’ Quarters 172
- The Obliterate Tomb 175
- “Regret not me” 183
- The Recalcitrants 185
- Starlings on the Roof 186
- The Moon looks in 187
- The Sweet Hussy 188
- The Telegram 189
- The Moth-signal 191
- Seen by the Waits 193
- The Two Soldiers 194
- The Death of Regret 195
- In the Days of Crinoline 197
- The Roman Gravemounds 199
- The Workbox 201
- The Sacrilege 203
- The Abbey Mason 210
- The Jubilee of a Magazine 222
- The Satin Shoes 224
- Exeunt Omnes 227
- A Poet 228
- POSTSCRIPT—
- “Men who march away” 229
- LYRICS AND REVERIES
- IN FRONT OF THE LANDSCAPE
- PLUNGING and labouring on in a tide of visions,
- Dolorous and dear,
- Forward I pushed my way as amid waste waters
- Stretching around,
- Through whose eddies there glimmered the customed landscape
- Yonder and near,
- Blotted to feeble mist. And the coomb and the upland
- Foliage-crowned,
- Ancient chalk-pit, milestone, rills in the grass-flat
- Stroked by the light,
- Seemed but a ghost-like gauze, and no substantial
- Meadow or mound.
- What were the infinite spectacles bulking foremost
- Under my sight,
- Hindering me to discern my paced advancement
- Lengthening to miles;
- What were the re-creations killing the daytime
- As by the night?
- O they were speechful faces, gazing insistent,
- Some as with smiles,
- Some as with slow-born tears that brinily trundled
- Over the wrecked
- Cheeks that were fair in their flush-time, ash now with anguish,
- Harrowed by wiles.
- Yes, I could see them, feel them, hear them, address them—
- Halo-bedecked—
- And, alas, onwards, shaken by fierce unreason,
- Rigid in hate,
- Smitten by years-long wryness born of misprision,
- Dreaded, suspect.
- Then there would breast me shining sights, sweet seasons
- Further in date;
- Instruments of strings with the tenderest passion
- Vibrant, beside
- Lamps long extinguished, robes, cheeks, eyes with the earth’s crust
- Now corporate.
- Also there rose a headland of hoary aspect
- Gnawed by the tide,
- Frilled by the nimb of the morning as two friends stood there
- Guilelessly glad—
- Wherefore they knew not—touched by the fringe of an ecstasy
- Scantly descried.
- Later images too did the day unfurl me,
- Shadowed and sad,
- Clay cadavers of those who had shared in the dramas,
- Laid now at ease,
- Passions all spent, chiefest the one of the broad brow
- Sepulture-clad.
- So did beset me scenes miscalled of the bygone,
- Over the leaze,
- Past the clump, and down to where lay the beheld ones;
- —Yea, as the rhyme
- Sung by the sea-swell, so in their pleading dumbness
- Captured me these.
- For, their lost revisiting manifestations
- In their own time
- Much had I slighted, caring not for their purport,
- Seeing behind
- Things more coveted, reckoned the better worth calling
- Sweet, sad, sublime.
- Thus do they now show hourly before the intenser
- Stare of the mind
- As they were ghosts avenging their slights by my bypast
- Body-borne eyes,
- Show, too, with fuller translation than rested upon them
- As living kind.
- Hence wag the tongues of the passing people, saying
- In their surmise,
- “Ah—whose is this dull form that perambulates, seeing nought
- Round him that looms
- Whithersoever his footsteps turn in his farings,
- Save a few tombs?”
- CHANNEL FIRING
- THAT night your great guns, unawares,
- Shook all our coffins as we lay,
- And broke the chancel window-squares,
- We thought it was the Judgment-day
- And sat upright. While drearisome
- Arose the howl of wakened hounds:
- The mouse let fall the altar-crumb,
- The worms drew back into the mounds,
- The glebe cow drooled. Till God called, “No;
- It’s gunnery practice out at sea
- Just as before you went below;
- The world is as it used to be:
- “All nations striving strong to make
- Red war yet redder. Mad as hatters
- They do no more for Christés sake
- Than you who are helpless in such matters.
- “That this is not the judgment-hour
- For some of them’s a blessed thing,
- For if it were they’d have to scour
- Hell’s floor for so much threatening . . .
- “Ha, ha. It will be warmer when
- I blow the trumpet (if indeed
- I ever do; for you are men,
- And rest eternal sorely need).”
- So down we lay again. “I wonder,
- Will the world ever saner be,”
- Said one, “than when He sent us under
- In our indifferent century!”
- And many a skeleton shook his head.
- “Instead of preaching forty year,”
- My neighbour Parson Thirdly said,
- “I wish I had stuck to pipes and beer.”
- Again the guns disturbed the hour,
- Roaring their readiness to avenge,
- As far inland as Stourton Tower,
- And Camelot, and starlit Stonehenge.
- _April_ 1914.
- THE CONVERGENCE OF THE TWAIN
- (_Lines on the loss of the_ “_Titanic_”)
- I
- IN a solitude of the sea
- Deep from human vanity,
- And the Pride of Life that planned her, stilly couches she.
- II
- Steel chambers, late the pyres
- Of her salamandrine fires,
- Cold currents thrid, and turn to rhythmic tidal lyres.
- III
- Over the mirrors meant
- To glass the opulent
- The sea-worm crawls—grotesque, slimed, dumb, indifferent.
- IV
- Jewels in joy designed
- To ravish the sensuous mind
- Lie lightless, all their sparkles bleared and black and blind.
- V
- Dim moon-eyed fishes near
- Gaze at the gilded gear
- And query: “What does this vaingloriousness down here?” . . .
- VI
- Well: while was fashioning
- This creature of cleaving wing,
- The Immanent Will that stirs and urges everything
- VII
- Prepared a sinister mate
- For her—so gaily great—
- A Shape of Ice, for the time far and dissociate.
- VIII
- And as the smart ship grew
- In stature, grace, and hue,
- In shadowy silent distance grew the Iceberg too.
- IX
- Alien they seemed to be:
- No mortal eye could see
- The intimate welding of their later history,
- X
- Or sign that they were bent
- By paths coincident
- On being anon twin halves of one august event,
- XI
- Till the Spinner of the Years
- Said “Now!” And each one hears,
- And consummation comes, and jars two hemispheres.
- THE GHOST OF THE PAST
- WE two kept house, the Past and I,
- The Past and I;
- I tended while it hovered nigh,
- Leaving me never alone.
- It was a spectral housekeeping
- Where fell no jarring tone,
- As strange, as still a housekeeping
- As ever has been known.
- As daily I went up the stair
- And down the stair,
- I did not mind the Bygone there—
- The Present once to me;
- Its moving meek companionship
- I wished might ever be,
- There was in that companionship
- Something of ecstasy.
- It dwelt with me just as it was,
- Just as it was
- When first its prospects gave me pause
- In wayward wanderings,
- Before the years had torn old troths
- As they tear all sweet things,
- Before gaunt griefs had torn old troths
- And dulled old rapturings.
- And then its form began to fade,
- Began to fade,
- Its gentle echoes faintlier played
- At eves upon my ear
- Than when the autumn’s look embrowned
- The lonely chambers here,
- The autumn’s settling shades embrowned
- Nooks that it haunted near.
- And so with time my vision less,
- Yea, less and less
- Makes of that Past my housemistress,
- It dwindles in my eye;
- It looms a far-off skeleton
- And not a comrade nigh,
- A fitful far-off skeleton
- Dimming as days draw by.
- AFTER THE VISIT
- (_To F. E. D._)
- COME again to the place
- Where your presence was as a leaf that skims
- Down a drouthy way whose ascent bedims
- The bloom on the farer’s face.
- Come again, with the feet
- That were light on the green as a thistledown ball,
- And those mute ministrations to one and to all
- Beyond a man’s saying sweet.
- Until then the faint scent
- Of the bordering flowers swam unheeded away,
- And I marked not the charm in the changes of day
- As the cloud-colours came and went.
- Through the dark corridors
- Your walk was so soundless I did not know
- Your form from a phantom’s of long ago
- Said to pass on the ancient floors,
- Till you drew from the shade,
- And I saw the large luminous living eyes
- Regard me in fixed inquiring-wise
- As those of a soul that weighed,
- Scarce consciously,
- The eternal question of what Life was,
- And why we were there, and by whose strange laws
- That which mattered most could not be.
- TO MEET, OR OTHERWISE
- WHETHER to sally and see thee, girl of my dreams,
- Or whether to stay
- And see thee not! How vast the difference seems
- Of Yea from Nay
- Just now. Yet this same sun will slant its beams
- At no far day
- On our two mounds, and then what will the difference weigh!
- Yet I will see thee, maiden dear, and make
- The most I can
- Of what remains to us amid this brake Cimmerian
- Through which we grope, and from whose thorns we ache,
- While still we scan
- Round our frail faltering progress for some path or plan.
- By briefest meeting something sure is won;
- It will have been:
- Nor God nor Daemon can undo the done,
- Unsight the seen,
- Make muted music be as unbegun,
- Though things terrene
- Groan in their bondage till oblivion supervene.
- So, to the one long-sweeping symphony
- From times remote
- Till now, of human tenderness, shall we
- Supply one note,
- Small and untraced, yet that will ever be
- Somewhere afloat
- Amid the spheres, as part of sick Life’s antidote.
- THE DIFFERENCE
- I
- SINKING down by the gate I discern the thin moon,
- And a blackbird tries over old airs in the pine,
- But the moon is a sorry one, sad the bird’s tune,
- For this spot is unknown to that Heartmate of mine.
- II
- Did my Heartmate but haunt here at times such as now,
- The song would be joyous and cheerful the moon;
- But she will see never this gate, path, or bough,
- Nor I find a joy in the scene or the tune.
- THE SUN ON THE BOOKCASE
- (_Student’s Love-song_)
- ONCE more the cauldron of the sun
- Smears the bookcase with winy red,
- And here my page is, and there my bed,
- And the apple-tree shadows travel along.
- Soon their intangible track will be run,
- And dusk grow strong
- And they be fled.
- Yes: now the boiling ball is gone,
- And I have wasted another day . . .
- But wasted—_wasted_, do I say?
- Is it a waste to have imaged one
- Beyond the hills there, who, anon,
- My great deeds done
- Will be mine alway?
- “WHEN I SET OUT FOR LYONNESSE”
- WHEN I set out for Lyonnesse,
- A hundred miles away,
- The rime was on the spray,
- And starlight lit my lonesomeness
- When I set out for Lyonnesse
- A hundred miles away.
- What would bechance at Lyonnesse
- While I should sojourn there
- No prophet durst declare,
- Nor did the wisest wizard guess
- What would bechance at Lyonnesse
- While I should sojourn there.
- When I came back from Lyonnesse
- With magic in my eyes,
- None managed to surmise
- What meant my godlike gloriousness,
- When I came back from Lyonnesse
- With magic in my eyes.
- A THUNDERSTORM IN TOWN
- (_A Reminiscence_)
- SHE wore a new “terra-cotta” dress,
- And we stayed, because of the pelting storm,
- Within the hansom’s dry recess,
- Though the horse had stopped; yea, motionless
- We sat on, snug and warm.
- Then the downpour ceased, to my sharp sad pain,
- And the glass that had screened our forms before
- Flew up, and out she sprang to her door:
- I should have kissed her if the rain
- Had lasted a minute more.
- THE TORN LETTER
- I
- I tore your letter into strips
- No bigger than the airy feathers
- That ducks preen out in changing weathers
- Upon the shifting ripple-tips.
- II
- In darkness on my bed alone
- I seemed to see you in a vision,
- And hear you say: “Why this derision
- Of one drawn to you, though unknown?”
- III
- Yes, eve’s quick mood had run its course,
- The night had cooled my hasty madness;
- I suffered a regretful sadness
- Which deepened into real remorse.
- IV
- I thought what pensive patient days
- A soul must know of grain so tender,
- How much of good must grace the sender
- Of such sweet words in such bright phrase.
- V
- Uprising then, as things unpriced
- I sought each fragment, patched and mended;
- The midnight whitened ere I had ended
- And gathered words I had sacrificed.
- VI
- But some, alas, of those I threw
- Were past my search, destroyed for ever:
- They were your name and place; and never
- Did I regain those clues to you.
- VII
- I learnt I had missed, by rash unheed,
- My track; that, so the Will decided,
- In life, death, we should be divided,
- And at the sense I ached indeed.
- VIII
- That ache for you, born long ago,
- Throbs on; I never could outgrow it.
- What a revenge, did you but know it!
- But that, thank God, you do not know.
- BEYOND THE LAST LAMP
- (Near Tooting Common)
- I
- WHILE rain, with eve in partnership,
- Descended darkly, drip, drip, drip,
- Beyond the last lone lamp I passed
- Walking slowly, whispering sadly,
- Two linked loiterers, wan, downcast:
- Some heavy thought constrained each face,
- And blinded them to time and place.
- II
- The pair seemed lovers, yet absorbed
- In mental scenes no longer orbed
- By love’s young rays. Each countenance
- As it slowly, as it sadly
- Caught the lamplight’s yellow glance
- Held in suspense a misery
- At things which had been or might be.
- III
- When I retrod that watery way
- Some hours beyond the droop of day,
- Still I found pacing there the twain
- Just as slowly, just as sadly,
- Heedless of the night and rain.
- One could but wonder who they were
- And what wild woe detained them there.
- IV
- Though thirty years of blur and blot
- Have slid since I beheld that spot,
- And saw in curious converse there
- Moving slowly, moving sadly
- That mysterious tragic pair,
- Its olden look may linger on—
- All but the couple; they have gone.
- V
- Whither? Who knows, indeed . . . And yet
- To me, when nights are weird and wet,
- Without those comrades there at tryst
- Creeping slowly, creeping sadly,
- That lone lane does not exist.
- There they seem brooding on their pain,
- And will, while such a lane remain.
- THE FACE AT THE CASEMENT
- IF ever joy leave
- An abiding sting of sorrow,
- So befell it on the morrow
- Of that May eve . . .
- The travelled sun dropped
- To the north-west, low and lower,
- The pony’s trot grew slower,
- And then we stopped.
- “This cosy house just by
- I must call at for a minute,
- A sick man lies within it
- Who soon will die.
- “He wished to marry me,
- So I am bound, when I drive near him,
- To inquire, if but to cheer him,
- How he may be.”
- A message was sent in,
- And wordlessly we waited,
- Till some one came and stated
- The bulletin.
- And that the sufferer said,
- For her call no words could thank her;
- As his angel he must rank her
- Till life’s spark fled.
- Slowly we drove away,
- When I turned my head, although not
- Called; why so I turned I know not
- Even to this day.
- And lo, there in my view
- Pressed against an upper lattice
- Was a white face, gazing at us
- As we withdrew.
- And well did I divine
- It to be the man’s there dying,
- Who but lately had been sighing
- For her pledged mine.
- Then I deigned a deed of hell;
- It was done before I knew it;
- What devil made me do it
- I cannot tell!
- Yes, while he gazed above,
- I put my arm about her
- That he might see, nor doubt her
- My plighted Love.
- The pale face vanished quick,
- As if blasted, from the casement,
- And my shame and self-abasement
- Began their prick.
- And they prick on, ceaselessly,
- For that stab in Love’s fierce fashion
- Which, unfired by lover’s passion,
- Was foreign to me.
- She smiled at my caress,
- But why came the soft embowment
- Of her shoulder at that moment
- She did not guess.
- Long long years has he lain
- In thy garth, O sad Saint Cleather:
- What tears there, bared to weather,
- Will cleanse that stain!
- Love is long-suffering, brave,
- Sweet, prompt, precious as a jewel;
- But O, too, Love is cruel,
- Cruel as the grave.
- LOST LOVE
- I PLAY my sweet old airs—
- The airs he knew
- When our love was true—
- But he does not balk
- His determined walk,
- And passes up the stairs.
- I sing my songs once more,
- And presently hear
- His footstep near
- As if it would stay;
- But he goes his way,
- And shuts a distant door.
- So I wait for another morn
- And another night
- In this soul-sick blight;
- And I wonder much
- As I sit, why such
- A woman as I was born!
- “MY SPIRIT WILL NOT HAUNT THE MOUND”
- MY spirit will not haunt the mound
- Above my breast,
- But travel, memory-possessed,
- To where my tremulous being found
- Life largest, best.
- My phantom-footed shape will go
- When nightfall grays
- Hither and thither along the ways
- I and another used to know
- In backward days.
- And there you’ll find me, if a jot
- You still should care
- For me, and for my curious air;
- If otherwise, then I shall not,
- For you, be there.
- WESSEX HEIGHTS (1896)
- THERE are some heights in Wessex, shaped as if by a kindly hand
- For thinking, dreaming, dying on, and at crises when I stand,
- Say, on Ingpen Beacon eastward, or on Wylls-Neck westwardly,
- I seem where I was before my birth, and after death may be.
- In the lowlands I have no comrade, not even the lone man’s friend—
- Her who suffereth long and is kind; accepts what he is too weak to
- mend:
- Down there they are dubious and askance; there nobody thinks as I,
- But mind-chains do not clank where one’s next neighbour is the sky.
- In the towns I am tracked by phantoms having weird detective ways—
- Shadows of beings who fellowed with myself of earlier days:
- They hang about at places, and they say harsh heavy things—
- Men with a frigid sneer, and women with tart disparagings.
- Down there I seem to be false to myself, my simple self that was,
- And is not now, and I see him watching, wondering what crass cause
- Can have merged him into such a strange continuator as this,
- Who yet has something in common with himself, my chrysalis.
- I cannot go to the great grey Plain; there’s a figure against the
- moon,
- Nobody sees it but I, and it makes my breast beat out of tune;
- I cannot go to the tall-spired town, being barred by the forms now
- passed
- For everybody but me, in whose long vision they stand there fast.
- There’s a ghost at Yell’ham Bottom chiding loud at the fall of the
- night,
- There’s a ghost in Froom-side Vale, thin lipped and vague, in a shroud
- of white,
- There is one in the railway-train whenever I do not want it near,
- I see its profile against the pane, saying what I would not hear.
- As for one rare fair woman, I am now but a thought of hers,
- I enter her mind and another thought succeeds me that she prefers;
- Yet my love for her in its fulness she herself even did not know;
- Well, time cures hearts of tenderness, and now I can let her go.
- So I am found on Ingpen Beacon, or on Wylls-Neck to the west,
- Or else on homely Bulbarrow, or little Pilsdon Crest,
- Where men have never cared to haunt, nor women have walked with me,
- And ghosts then keep their distance; and I know some liberty.
- IN DEATH DIVIDED
- I
- I SHALL rot here, with those whom in their day
- You never knew,
- And alien ones who, ere they chilled to clay,
- Met not my view,
- Will in your distant grave-place ever neighbour you.
- II
- No shade of pinnacle or tree or tower,
- While earth endures,
- Will fall on my mound and within the hour
- Steal on to yours;
- One robin never haunt our two green covertures.
- III
- Some organ may resound on Sunday noons
- By where you lie,
- Some other thrill the panes with other tunes
- Where moulder I;
- No selfsame chords compose our common lullaby.
- IV
- The simply-cut memorial at my head
- Perhaps may take
- A Gothic form, and that above your bed
- Be Greek in make;
- No linking symbol show thereon for our tale’s sake.
- V
- And in the monotonous moils of strained, hard-run
- Humanity,
- The eternal tie which binds us twain in one
- No eye will see
- Stretching across the miles that sever you from me.
- THE PLACE ON THE MAP
- I
- I LOOK upon the map that hangs by me—
- Its shires and towns and rivers lined in varnished artistry—
- And I mark a jutting height
- Coloured purple, with a margin of blue sea.
- II
- —’Twas a day of latter summer, hot and dry;
- Ay, even the waves seemed drying as we walked on, she and I,
- By this spot where, calmly quite,
- She informed me what would happen by and by.
- III
- This hanging map depicts the coast and place,
- And resuscitates therewith our unexpected troublous case
- All distinctly to my sight,
- And her tension, and the aspect of her face.
- IV
- Weeks and weeks we had loved beneath that blazing blue,
- Which had lost the art of raining, as her eyes to-day had too,
- While she told what, as by sleight,
- Shot our firmament with rays of ruddy hue.
- V
- For the wonder and the wormwood of the whole
- Was that what in realms of reason would have joyed our double soul
- Wore a torrid tragic light
- Under order-keeping’s rigorous control.
- VI
- So, the map revives her words, the spot, the time,
- And the thing we found we had to face before the next year’s prime;
- The charted coast stares bright,
- And its episode comes back in pantomime.
- WHERE THE PICNIC WAS
- WHERE we made the fire,
- In the summer time,
- Of branch and briar
- On the hill to the sea
- I slowly climb
- Through winter mire,
- And scan and trace
- The forsaken place
- Quite readily.
- Now a cold wind blows,
- And the grass is gray,
- But the spot still shows
- As a burnt circle—aye,
- And stick-ends, charred,
- Still strew the sward
- Whereon I stand,
- Last relic of the band
- Who came that day!
- Yes, I am here
- Just as last year,
- And the sea breathes brine
- From its strange straight line
- Up hither, the same
- As when we four came.
- —But two have wandered far
- From this grassy rise
- Into urban roar
- Where no picnics are,
- And one—has shut her eyes
- For evermore.
- THE SCHRECKHORN
- (_With thoughts of Leslie Stephen_)
- (June 1897)
- ALOOF, as if a thing of mood and whim;
- Now that its spare and desolate figure gleams
- Upon my nearing vision, less it seems
- A looming Alp-height than a guise of him
- Who scaled its horn with ventured life and limb,
- Drawn on by vague imaginings, maybe,
- Of semblance to his personality
- In its quaint glooms, keen lights, and rugged trim.
- At his last change, when Life’s dull coils unwind,
- Will he, in old love, hitherward escape,
- And the eternal essence of his mind
- Enter this silent adamantine shape,
- And his low voicing haunt its slipping snows
- When dawn that calls the climber dyes them rose?
- A SINGER ASLEEP
- (_Algernon Charles Swinburne_, 1837–1909)
- I
- In this fair niche above the unslumbering sea,
- That sentrys up and down all night, all day,
- From cove to promontory, from ness to bay,
- The Fates have fitly bidden that he should be Pillowed eternally.
- II
- —It was as though a garland of red roses
- Had fallen about the hood of some smug nun
- When irresponsibly dropped as from the sun,
- In fulth of numbers freaked with musical closes,
- Upon Victoria’s formal middle time
- His leaves of rhythm and rhyme.
- III
- O that far morning of a summer day
- When, down a terraced street whose pavements lay
- Glassing the sunshine into my bent eyes,
- I walked and read with a quick glad surprise
- New words, in classic guise,—
- IV
- The passionate pages of his earlier years,
- Fraught with hot sighs, sad laughters, kisses, tears;
- Fresh-fluted notes, yet from a minstrel who
- Blew them not naïvely, but as one who knew
- Full well why thus he blew.
- V
- I still can hear the brabble and the roar
- At those thy tunes, O still one, now passed through
- That fitful fire of tongues then entered new!
- Their power is spent like spindrift on this shore;
- Thine swells yet more and more.
- VI
- —His singing-mistress verily was no other
- Than she the Lesbian, she the music-mother
- Of all the tribe that feel in melodies;
- Who leapt, love-anguished, from the Leucadian steep
- Into the rambling world-encircling deep
- Which hides her where none sees.
- VII
- And one can hold in thought that nightly here
- His phantom may draw down to the water’s brim,
- And hers come up to meet it, as a dim
- Lone shine upon the heaving hydrosphere,
- And mariners wonder as they traverse near,
- Unknowing of her and him.
- VIII
- One dreams him sighing to her spectral form:
- “O teacher, where lies hid thy burning line;
- Where are those songs, O poetess divine
- Whose very arts are love incarnadine?”
- And her smile back: “Disciple true and warm,
- Sufficient now are thine.” . . .
- IX
- So here, beneath the waking constellations,
- Where the waves peal their everlasting strains,
- And their dull subterrene reverberations
- Shake him when storms make mountains of their plains—
- Him once their peer in sad improvisations,
- And deft as wind to cleave their frothy manes—
- I leave him, while the daylight gleam declines
- Upon the capes and chines.
- BONCHURCH, 1910.
- A PLAINT TO MAN
- WHEN you slowly emerged from the den of Time,
- And gained percipience as you grew,
- And fleshed you fair out of shapeless slime,
- Wherefore, O Man, did there come to you
- The unhappy need of creating me—
- A form like your own—for praying to?
- My virtue, power, utility,
- Within my maker must all abide,
- Since none in myself can ever be,
- One thin as a shape on a lantern-slide
- Shown forth in the dark upon some dim sheet,
- And by none but its showman vivified.
- “Such a forced device,” you may say, “is meet
- For easing a loaded heart at whiles:
- Man needs to conceive of a mercy-seat
- Somewhere above the gloomy aisles
- Of this wailful world, or he could not bear
- The irk no local hope beguiles.”
- —But since I was framed in your first despair
- The doing without me has had no play
- In the minds of men when shadows scare;
- And now that I dwindle day by day
- Beneath the deicide eyes of seers
- In a light that will not let me stay,
- And to-morrow the whole of me disappears,
- The truth should be told, and the fact be faced
- That had best been faced in earlier years:
- The fact of life with dependence placed
- On the human heart’s resource alone,
- In brotherhood bonded close and graced
- With loving-kindness fully blown,
- And visioned help unsought, unknown.
- 1909–10.
- GOD’S FUNERAL
- I
- I saw a slowly-stepping train—
- Lined on the brows, scoop-eyed and bent and hoar—
- Following in files across a twilit plain
- A strange and mystic form the foremost bore.
- II
- And by contagious throbs of thought
- Or latent knowledge that within me lay
- And had already stirred me, I was wrought
- To consciousness of sorrow even as they.
- III
- The fore-borne shape, to my blurred eyes,
- At first seemed man-like, and anon to change
- To an amorphous cloud of marvellous size,
- At times endowed with wings of glorious range.
- IV
- And this phantasmal variousness
- Ever possessed it as they drew along:
- Yet throughout all it symboled none the less
- Potency vast and loving-kindness strong.
- V
- Almost before I knew I bent
- Towards the moving columns without a word;
- They, growing in bulk and numbers as they went,
- Struck out sick thoughts that could be overheard:—
- VI
- “O man-projected Figure, of late
- Imaged as we, thy knell who shall survive?
- Whence came it we were tempted to create
- One whom we can no longer keep alive?
- VII
- “Framing him jealous, fierce, at first,
- We gave him justice as the ages rolled,
- Will to bless those by circumstance accurst,
- And longsuffering, and mercies manifold.
- VIII
- “And, tricked by our own early dream
- And need of solace, we grew self-deceived,
- Our making soon our maker did we deem,
- And what we had imagined we believed.
- IX
- “Till, in Time’s stayless stealthy swing,
- Uncompromising rude reality
- Mangled the Monarch of our fashioning,
- Who quavered, sank; and now has ceased to be.
- X
- “So, toward our myth’s oblivion,
- Darkling, and languid-lipped, we creep and grope
- Sadlier than those who wept in Babylon,
- Whose Zion was a still abiding hope.
- XI
- “How sweet it was in years far hied
- To start the wheels of day with trustful prayer,
- To lie down liegely at the eventide
- And feel a blest assurance he was there!
- XII
- “And who or what shall fill his place?
- Whither will wanderers turn distracted eyes
- For some fixed star to stimulate their pace
- Towards the goal of their enterprise?” . . .
- XIII
- Some in the background then I saw,
- Sweet women, youths, men, all incredulous,
- Who chimed as one: “This figure is of straw,
- This requiem mockery! Still he lives to us!”
- XIV
- I could not prop their faith: and yet
- Many I had known: with all I sympathized;
- And though struck speechless, I did not forget
- That what was mourned for, I, too, once had prized.
- XV
- Still, how to bear such loss I deemed
- The insistent question for each animate mind,
- And gazing, to my growing sight there seemed
- A pale yet positive gleam low down behind,
- XVI
- Whereof to lift the general night,
- A certain few who stood aloof had said,
- “See you upon the horizon that small light—
- Swelling somewhat?” Each mourner shook his head.
- XVII
- And they composed a crowd of whom
- Some were right good, and many nigh the best . . .
- Thus dazed and puzzled ’twixt the gleam and gloom
- Mechanically I followed with the rest.
- 1908–10.
- SPECTRES THAT GRIEVE
- “IT is not death that harrows us,” they lipped,
- “The soundless cell is in itself relief,
- For life is an unfenced flower, benumbed and nipped
- At unawares, and at its best but brief.”
- The speakers, sundry phantoms of the gone,
- Had risen like filmy flames of phosphor dye,
- As if the palest of sheet lightnings shone
- From the sward near me, as from a nether sky.
- And much surprised was I that, spent and dead,
- They should not, like the many, be at rest,
- But stray as apparitions; hence I said,
- “Why, having slipped life, hark you back distressed?
- “We are among the few death sets not free,
- The hurt, misrepresented names, who come
- At each year’s brink, and cry to History
- To do them justice, or go past them dumb.
- “We are stript of rights; our shames lie unredressed,
- Our deeds in full anatomy are not shown,
- Our words in morsels merely are expressed
- On the scriptured page, our motives blurred, unknown.”
- Then all these shaken slighted visitants sped
- Into the vague, and left me musing there
- On fames that well might instance what they had said,
- Until the New-Year’s dawn strode up the air.
- “AH, ARE YOU DIGGING ON MY GRAVE?”
- “AH, are you digging on my grave
- My loved one?—planting rue?”
- —“No: yesterday he went to wed
- One of the brightest wealth has bred.
- ‘It cannot hurt her now,’ he said,
- ‘That I should not be true.’”
- “Then who is digging on my grave?
- My nearest dearest kin?”
- —“Ah, no; they sit and think, ‘What use!
- What good will planting flowers produce?
- No tendance of her mound can loose
- Her spirit from Death’s gin.’”
- “But some one digs upon my grave?
- My enemy?—prodding sly?”
- —“Nay: when she heard you had passed the Gate
- That shuts on all flesh soon or late,
- She thought you no more worth her hate,
- And cares not where you lie.”
- “Then, who is digging on my grave?
- Say—since I have not guessed!”
- —“O it is I, my mistress dear,
- Your little dog, who still lives near,
- And much I hope my movements here
- Have not disturbed your rest?”
- “Ah, yes! _You_ dig upon my grave . . .
- Why flashed it not on me
- That one true heart was left behind!
- What feeling do we ever find
- To equal among human kind
- A dog’s fidelity!”
- “Mistress, I dug upon your grave
- To bury a bone, in case
- I should be hungry near this spot
- When passing on my daily trot.
- I am sorry, but I quite forgot
- It was your resting-place.”
- SATIRES OF CIRCUMSTANCES
- IN FIFTEEN GLIMPSES
- I
- AT TEA
- THE kettle descants in a cozy drone,
- And the young wife looks in her husband’s face,
- And then at her guest’s, and shows in her own
- Her sense that she fills an envied place;
- And the visiting lady is all abloom,
- And says there was never so sweet a room.
- And the happy young housewife does not know
- That the woman beside her was first his choice,
- Till the fates ordained it could not be so . . .
- Betraying nothing in look or voice
- The guest sits smiling and sips her tea,
- And he throws her a stray glance yearningly.
- II
- IN CHURCH
- “AND now to God the Father,” he ends,
- And his voice thrills up to the topmost tiles:
- Each listener chokes as he bows and bends,
- And emotion pervades the crowded aisles.
- Then the preacher glides to the vestry-door,
- And shuts it, and thinks he is seen no more.
- The door swings softly ajar meanwhile,
- And a pupil of his in the Bible class,
- Who adores him as one without gloss or guile,
- Sees her idol stand with a satisfied smile
- And re-enact at the vestry-glass
- Each pulpit gesture in deft dumb-show
- That had moved the congregation so.
- III
- BY HER AUNT’S GRAVE
- “SIXPENCE a week,” says the girl to her lover,
- “Aunt used to bring me, for she could confide
- In me alone, she vowed. ’Twas to cover
- The cost of her headstone when she died.
- And that was a year ago last June;
- I’ve not yet fixed it. But I must soon.”
- “And where is the money now, my dear?”
- “O, snug in my purse . . . Aunt was _so_ slow
- In saving it—eighty weeks, or near.” . . .
- “Let’s spend it,” he hints. “For she won’t know.
- There’s a dance to-night at the Load of Hay.”
- She passively nods. And they go that way.
- IV
- IN THE ROOM OF THE BRIDE-ELECT
- “WOULD it had been the man of our wish!”
- Sighs her mother. To whom with vehemence she
- In the wedding-dress—the wife to be—
- “Then why were you so mollyish
- As not to insist on him for me!”
- The mother, amazed: “Why, dearest one,
- Because you pleaded for this or none!”
- “But Father and you should have stood out strong!
- Since then, to my cost, I have lived to find
- That you were right and that I was wrong;
- This man is a dolt to the one declined . . .
- Ah!—here he comes with his button-hole rose.
- Good God—I must marry him I suppose!”
- V
- AT A WATERING-PLACE
- THEY sit and smoke on the esplanade,
- The man and his friend, and regard the bay
- Where the far chalk cliffs, to the left displayed,
- Smile sallowly in the decline of day.
- And saunterers pass with laugh and jest—
- A handsome couple among the rest.
- “That smart proud pair,” says the man to his friend,
- “Are to marry next week . . . How little he thinks
- That dozens of days and nights on end
- I have stroked her neck, unhooked the links
- Of her sleeve to get at her upper arm . . .
- Well, bliss is in ignorance: what’s the harm!”
- VI
- IN THE CEMETERY
- “YOU see those mothers squabbling there?”
- Remarks the man of the cemetery.
- One says in tears, ‘’_Tis mine lies here_!’
- Another, ‘_Nay_, _mine_, _you Pharisee_!’
- Another, ‘_How dare you move my flowers_
- _And put your own on this grave of ours_!’
- But all their children were laid therein
- At different times, like sprats in a tin.
- “And then the main drain had to cross,
- And we moved the lot some nights ago,
- And packed them away in the general foss
- With hundreds more. But their folks don’t know,
- And as well cry over a new-laid drain
- As anything else, to ease your pain!”
- VII
- OUTSIDE THE WINDOW
- “MY stick!” he says, and turns in the lane
- To the house just left, whence a vixen voice
- Comes out with the firelight through the pane,
- And he sees within that the girl of his choice
- Stands rating her mother with eyes aglare
- For something said while he was there.
- “At last I behold her soul undraped!”
- Thinks the man who had loved her more than himself;
- “My God—’tis but narrowly I have escaped.—
- My precious porcelain proves it delf.”
- His face has reddened like one ashamed,
- And he steals off, leaving his stick unclaimed.
- VIII
- IN THE STUDY
- HE enters, and mute on the edge of a chair
- Sits a thin-faced lady, a stranger there,
- A type of decayed gentility;
- And by some small signs he well can guess
- That she comes to him almost breakfastless.
- “I have called—I hope I do not err—
- I am looking for a purchaser
- Of some score volumes of the works
- Of eminent divines I own,—
- Left by my father—though it irks
- My patience to offer them.” And she smiles
- As if necessity were unknown;
- “But the truth of it is that oftenwhiles
- I have wished, as I am fond of art,
- To make my rooms a little smart.”
- And lightly still she laughs to him,
- As if to sell were a mere gay whim,
- And that, to be frank, Life were indeed
- To her not vinegar and gall,
- But fresh and honey-like; and Need
- No household skeleton at all.
- IX
- AT THE ALTAR-RAIL
- “MY bride is not coming, alas!” says the groom,
- And the telegram shakes in his hand. “I own
- It was hurried! We met at a dancing-room
- When I went to the Cattle-Show alone,
- And then, next night, where the Fountain leaps,
- And the Street of the Quarter-Circle sweeps.
- “Ay, she won me to ask her to be my wife—
- ’Twas foolish perhaps!—to forsake the ways
- Of the flaring town for a farmer’s life.
- She agreed. And we fixed it. Now she says:
- ‘_It’s sweet of you_, _dear_, _to prepare me a nest_,
- _But a swift_, _short_, _gay life suits me best_.
- _What I really am you have never gleaned_;
- _I had eaten the apple ere you were weaned_.’”
- X
- IN THE NUPTIAL CHAMBER
- “O THAT mastering tune?” And up in the bed
- Like a lace-robed phantom springs the bride;
- “And why?” asks the man she had that day wed,
- With a start, as the band plays on outside.
- “It’s the townsfolks’ cheery compliment
- Because of our marriage, my Innocent.”
- “O but you don’t know! ’Tis the passionate air
- To which my old Love waltzed with me,
- And I swore as we spun that none should share
- My home, my kisses, till death, save he!
- And he dominates me and thrills me through,
- And it’s he I embrace while embracing you!”
- XI
- IN THE RESTAURANT
- “BUT hear. If you stay, and the child be born,
- It will pass as your husband’s with the rest,
- While, if we fly, the teeth of scorn
- Will be gleaming at us from east to west;
- And the child will come as a life despised;
- I feel an elopement is ill-advised!”
- “O you realize not what it is, my dear,
- To a woman! Daily and hourly alarms
- Lest the truth should out. How can I stay here,
- And nightly take him into my arms!
- Come to the child no name or fame,
- Let us go, and face it, and bear the shame.”
- XII
- AT THE DRAPER’S
- “I STOOD at the back of the shop, my dear,
- But you did not perceive me.
- Well, when they deliver what you were shown
- _I_ shall know nothing of it, believe me!”
- And he coughed and coughed as she paled and said,
- “O, I didn’t see you come in there—
- Why couldn’t you speak?”—“Well, I didn’t. I left
- That you should not notice I’d been there.
- “You were viewing some lovely things. ‘_Soon required_
- _For a widow_, _of latest fashion_’;
- And I knew ’twould upset you to meet the man
- Who had to be cold and ashen
- “And screwed in a box before they could dress you
- ‘_In the last new note in mourning_,’
- As they defined it. So, not to distress you,
- I left you to your adorning.”
- XIII
- ON THE DEATH-BED
- “I’LL tell—being past all praying for—
- Then promptly die . . . He was out at the war,
- And got some scent of the intimacy
- That was under way between her and me;
- And he stole back home, and appeared like a ghost
- One night, at the very time almost
- That I reached her house. Well, I shot him dead,
- And secretly buried him. Nothing was said.
- “The news of the battle came next day;
- He was scheduled missing. I hurried away,
- Got out there, visited the field,
- And sent home word that a search revealed
- He was one of the slain; though, lying alone
- And stript, his body had not been known.
- “But she suspected. I lost her love,
- Yea, my hope of earth, and of Heaven above;
- And my time’s now come, and I’ll pay the score,
- Though it be burning for evermore.”
- XIV
- OVER THE COFFIN
- THEY stand confronting, the coffin between,
- His wife of old, and his wife of late,
- And the dead man whose they both had been
- Seems listening aloof, as to things past date.
- —“I have called,” says the first. “Do you marvel or not?”
- “In truth,” says the second, “I do—somewhat.”
- “Well, there was a word to be said by me! . . .
- I divorced that man because of you—
- It seemed I must do it, boundenly;
- But now I am older, and tell you true,
- For life is little, and dead lies he;
- I would I had let alone you two!
- And both of us, scorning parochial ways,
- Had lived like the wives in the patriarchs’ days.”
- XV
- IN THE MOONLIGHT
- “O LONELY workman, standing there
- In a dream, why do you stare and stare
- At her grave, as no other grave there were?
- “If your great gaunt eyes so importune
- Her soul by the shine of this corpse-cold moon,
- Maybe you’ll raise her phantom soon!”
- “Why, fool, it is what I would rather see
- Than all the living folk there be;
- But alas, there is no such joy for me!”
- “Ah—she was one you loved, no doubt,
- Through good and evil, through rain and drought,
- And when she passed, all your sun went out?”
- “Nay: she was the woman I did not love,
- Whom all the others were ranked above,
- Whom during her life I thought nothing of.”
- LYRICS AND REVERIES
- (_continued_)
- SELF-UNCONSCIOUS
- ALONG the way
- He walked that day,
- Watching shapes that reveries limn,
- And seldom he
- Had eyes to see
- The moment that encompassed him.
- Bright yellowhammers
- Made mirthful clamours,
- And billed long straws with a bustling air,
- And bearing their load
- Flew up the road
- That he followed, alone, without interest there.
- From bank to ground
- And over and round
- They sidled along the adjoining hedge;
- Sometimes to the gutter
- Their yellow flutter
- Would dip from the nearest slatestone ledge.
- The smooth sea-line
- With a metal shine,
- And flashes of white, and a sail thereon,
- He would also descry
- With a half-wrapt eye
- Between the projects he mused upon.
- Yes, round him were these
- Earth’s artistries,
- But specious plans that came to his call
- Did most engage
- His pilgrimage,
- While himself he did not see at all.
- Dead now as sherds
- Are the yellow birds,
- And all that mattered has passed away;
- Yet God, the Elf,
- Now shows him that self
- As he was, and should have been shown, that day.
- O it would have been good
- Could he then have stood
- At a focussed distance, and conned the whole,
- But now such vision
- Is mere derision,
- Nor soothes his body nor saves his soul.
- Not much, some may
- Incline to say,
- To see therein, had it all been seen.
- Nay! he is aware
- A thing was there
- That loomed with an immortal mien.
- THE DISCOVERY
- I WANDERED to a crude coast
- Like a ghost;
- Upon the hills I saw fires—
- Funeral pyres
- Seemingly—and heard breaking
- Waves like distant cannonades that set the land shaking.
- And so I never once guessed
- A Love-nest,
- Bowered and candle-lit, lay
- In my way,
- Till I found a hid hollow,
- Where I burst on her my heart could not but follow.
- TOLERANCE
- “IT is a foolish thing,” said I,
- “To bear with such, and pass it by;
- Yet so I do, I know not why!”
- And at each clash I would surmise
- That if I had acted otherwise
- I might have saved me many sighs.
- But now the only happiness
- In looking back that I possess—
- Whose lack would leave me comfortless—
- Is to remember I refrained
- From masteries I might have gained,
- And for my tolerance was disdained;
- For see, a tomb. And if it were
- I had bent and broke, I should not dare
- To linger in the shadows there.
- BEFORE AND AFTER SUMMER
- I
- LOOKING forward to the spring
- One puts up with anything.
- On this February day,
- Though the winds leap down the street,
- Wintry scourgings seem but play,
- And these later shafts of sleet
- —Sharper pointed than the first—
- And these later snows—the worst—
- Are as a half-transparent blind
- Riddled by rays from sun behind.
- II
- Shadows of the October pine
- Reach into this room of mine:
- On the pine there stands a bird;
- He is shadowed with the tree.
- Mutely perched he bills no word;
- Blank as I am even is he.
- For those happy suns are past,
- Fore-discerned in winter last.
- When went by their pleasure, then?
- I, alas, perceived not when.
- AT DAY-CLOSE IN NOVEMBER
- THE ten hours’ light is abating,
- And a late bird flies across,
- Where the pines, like waltzers waiting,
- Give their black heads a toss.
- Beech leaves, that yellow the noon-time,
- Float past like specks in the eye;
- I set every tree in my June time,
- And now they obscure the sky.
- And the children who ramble through here
- Conceive that there never has been
- A time when no tall trees grew here,
- A time when none will be seen.
- THE YEAR’S AWAKENING
- HOW do you know that the pilgrim track
- Along the belting zodiac
- Swept by the sun in his seeming rounds
- Is traced by now to the Fishes’ bounds
- And into the Ram, when weeks of cloud
- Have wrapt the sky in a clammy shroud,
- And never as yet a tinct of spring
- Has shown in the Earth’s apparelling;
- O vespering bird, how do you know,
- How do you know?
- How do you know, deep underground,
- Hid in your bed from sight and sound,
- Without a turn in temperature,
- With weather life can scarce endure,
- That light has won a fraction’s strength,
- And day put on some moments’ length,
- Whereof in merest rote will come,
- Weeks hence, mild airs that do not numb;
- O crocus root, how do you know,
- How do you know?
- _February_ 1910.
- UNDER THE WATERFALL
- “WHENEVER I plunge my arm, like this,
- In a basin of water, I never miss
- The sweet sharp sense of a fugitive day
- Fetched back from its thickening shroud of gray.
- Hence the only prime
- And real love-rhyme
- That I know by heart,
- And that leaves no smart,
- Is the purl of a little valley fall
- About three spans wide and two spans tall
- Over a table of solid rock,
- And into a scoop of the self-same block;
- The purl of a runlet that never ceases
- In stir of kingdoms, in wars, in peaces;
- With a hollow boiling voice it speaks
- And has spoken since hills were turfless peaks.”
- “And why gives this the only prime
- Idea to you of a real love-rhyme?
- And why does plunging your arm in a bowl
- Full of spring water, bring throbs to your soul?”
- “Well, under the fall, in a crease of the stone,
- Though where precisely none ever has known,
- Jammed darkly, nothing to show how prized,
- And by now with its smoothness opalized,
- Is a drinking-glass:
- For, down that pass
- My lover and I
- Walked under a sky
- Of blue with a leaf-woven awning of green,
- In the burn of August, to paint the scene,
- And we placed our basket of fruit and wine
- By the runlet’s rim, where we sat to dine;
- And when we had drunk from the glass together,
- Arched by the oak-copse from the weather,
- I held the vessel to rinse in the fall,
- Where it slipped, and sank, and was past recall,
- Though we stooped and plumbed the little abyss
- With long bared arms. There the glass still is.
- And, as said, if I thrust my arm below
- Cold water in basin or bowl, a throe
- From the past awakens a sense of that time,
- And the glass both used, and the cascade’s rhyme.
- The basin seems the pool, and its edge
- The hard smooth face of the brook-side ledge,
- And the leafy pattern of china-ware
- The hanging plants that were bathing there.
- By night, by day, when it shines or lours,
- There lies intact that chalice of ours,
- And its presence adds to the rhyme of love
- Persistently sung by the fall above.
- No lip has touched it since his and mine
- In turns therefrom sipped lovers’ wine.”
- THE SPELL OF THE ROSE
- “I MEAN to build a hall anon,
- And shape two turrets there,
- And a broad newelled stair,
- And a cool well for crystal water;
- Yes; I will build a hall anon,
- Plant roses love shall feed upon,
- And apple trees and pear.”
- He set to build the manor-hall,
- And shaped the turrets there,
- And the broad newelled stair,
- And the cool well for crystal water;
- He built for me that manor-hall,
- And planted many trees withal,
- But no rose anywhere.
- And as he planted never a rose
- That bears the flower of love,
- Though other flowers throve
- A frost-wind moved our souls to sever
- Since he had planted never a rose;
- And misconceits raised horrid shows,
- And agonies came thereof.
- “I’ll mend these miseries,” then said I,
- And so, at dead of night,
- I went and, screened from sight,
- That nought should keep our souls in severance,
- I set a rose-bush. “This,” said I,
- “May end divisions dire and wry,
- And long-drawn days of blight.”
- But I was called from earth—yea, called
- Before my rose-bush grew;
- And would that now I knew
- What feels he of the tree I planted,
- And whether, after I was called
- To be a ghost, he, as of old,
- Gave me his heart anew!
- Perhaps now blooms that queen of trees
- I set but saw not grow,
- And he, beside its glow—
- Eyes couched of the mis-vision that blurred me—
- Ay, there beside that queen of trees
- He sees me as I was, though sees
- Too late to tell me so!
- ST. LAUNCE’S REVISITED
- SLIP back, Time!
- Yet again I am nearing
- Castle and keep, uprearing
- Gray, as in my prime.
- At the inn
- Smiling close, why is it
- Not as on my visit
- When hope and I were twin?
- Groom and jade
- Whom I found here, moulder;
- Strange the tavern-holder,
- Strange the tap-maid.
- Here I hired
- Horse and man for bearing
- Me on my wayfaring
- To the door desired.
- Evening gloomed
- As I journeyed forward
- To the faces shoreward,
- Till their dwelling loomed.
- If again
- Towards the Atlantic sea there
- I should speed, they’d be there
- Surely now as then? . . .
- Why waste thought,
- When I know them vanished
- Under earth; yea, banished
- Ever into nought.
- POEMS OF 1912–13
- _Veteris vestigia flammae_
- THE GOING
- WHY did you give no hint that night
- That quickly after the morrow’s dawn,
- And calmly, as if indifferent quite,
- You would close your term here, up and be gone
- Where I could not follow
- With wing of swallow
- To gain one glimpse of you ever anon!
- Never to bid good-bye,
- Or give me the softest call,
- Or utter a wish for a word, while I
- Saw morning harden upon the wall,
- Unmoved, unknowing
- That your great going
- Had place that moment, and altered all.
- Why do you make me leave the house
- And think for a breath it is you I see
- At the end of the alley of bending boughs
- Where so often at dusk you used to be;
- Till in darkening dankness
- The yawning blankness
- Of the perspective sickens me!
- You were she who abode
- By those red-veined rocks far West,
- You were the swan-necked one who rode
- Along the beetling Beeny Crest,
- And, reining nigh me,
- Would muse and eye me,
- While Life unrolled us its very best.
- Why, then, latterly did we not speak,
- Did we not think of those days long dead,
- And ere your vanishing strive to seek
- That time’s renewal? We might have said,
- “In this bright spring weather
- We’ll visit together
- Those places that once we visited.”
- Well, well! All’s past amend,
- Unchangeable. It must go.
- I seem but a dead man held on end
- To sink down soon . . . O you could not know
- That such swift fleeing
- No soul foreseeing—
- Not even I—would undo me so!
- _December_ 1912.
- YOUR LAST DRIVE
- HERE by the moorway you returned,
- And saw the borough lights ahead
- That lit your face—all undiscerned
- To be in a week the face of the dead,
- And you told of the charm of that haloed view
- That never again would beam on you.
- And on your left you passed the spot
- Where eight days later you were to lie,
- And be spoken of as one who was not;
- Beholding it with a cursory eye
- As alien from you, though under its tree
- You soon would halt everlastingly.
- I drove not with you . . . Yet had I sat
- At your side that eve I should not have seen
- That the countenance I was glancing at
- Had a last-time look in the flickering sheen,
- Nor have read the writing upon your face,
- “I go hence soon to my resting-place;
- “You may miss me then. But I shall not know
- How many times you visit me there,
- Or what your thoughts are, or if you go
- There never at all. And I shall not care.
- Should you censure me I shall take no heed
- And even your praises I shall not need.”
- True: never you’ll know. And you will not mind.
- But shall I then slight you because of such?
- Dear ghost, in the past did you ever find
- The thought “What profit?” move me much
- Yet the fact indeed remains the same,
- You are past love, praise, indifference, blame.
- _December_ 1912.
- THE WALK
- YOU did not walk with me
- Of late to the hill-top tree
- By the gated ways,
- As in earlier days;
- You were weak and lame,
- So you never came,
- And I went alone, and I did not mind,
- Not thinking of you as left behind.
- I walked up there to-day
- Just in the former way:
- Surveyed around
- The familiar ground
- By myself again:
- What difference, then?
- Only that underlying sense
- Of the look of a room on returning thence.
- RAIN ON A GRAVE
- CLOUDS spout upon her
- Their waters amain
- In ruthless disdain,—
- Her who but lately
- Had shivered with pain
- As at touch of dishonour
- If there had lit on her
- So coldly, so straightly
- Such arrows of rain.
- She who to shelter
- Her delicate head
- Would quicken and quicken
- Each tentative tread
- If drops chanced to pelt her
- That summertime spills
- In dust-paven rills
- When thunder-clouds thicken
- And birds close their bills.
- Would that I lay there
- And she were housed here!
- Or better, together
- Were folded away there
- Exposed to one weather
- We both,—who would stray there
- When sunny the day there,
- Or evening was clear
- At the prime of the year.
- Soon will be growing
- Green blades from her mound,
- And daises be showing
- Like stars on the ground,
- Till she form part of them—
- Ay—the sweet heart of them,
- Loved beyond measure
- With a child’s pleasure
- All her life’s round.
- _Jan._ 31, 1913.
- “I FOUND HER OUT THERE”
- I FOUND her out there
- On a slope few see,
- That falls westwardly
- To the salt-edged air,
- Where the ocean breaks
- On the purple strand,
- And the hurricane shakes
- The solid land.
- I brought her here,
- And have laid her to rest
- In a noiseless nest
- No sea beats near.
- She will never be stirred
- In her loamy cell
- By the waves long heard
- And loved so well.
- So she does not sleep
- By those haunted heights
- The Atlantic smites
- And the blind gales sweep,
- Whence she often would gaze
- At Dundagel’s far head,
- While the dipping blaze
- Dyed her face fire-red;
- And would sigh at the tale
- Of sunk Lyonnesse,
- As a wind-tugged tress
- Flapped her cheek like a flail;
- Or listen at whiles
- With a thought-bound brow
- To the murmuring miles
- She is far from now.
- Yet her shade, maybe,
- Will creep underground
- Till it catch the sound
- Of that western sea
- As it swells and sobs
- Where she once domiciled,
- And joy in its throbs
- With the heart of a child.
- WITHOUT CEREMONY
- IT was your way, my dear,
- To be gone without a word
- When callers, friends, or kin
- Had left, and I hastened in
- To rejoin you, as I inferred.
- And when you’d a mind to career
- Off anywhere—say to town—
- You were all on a sudden gone
- Before I had thought thereon,
- Or noticed your trunks were down.
- So, now that you disappear
- For ever in that swift style,
- Your meaning seems to me
- Just as it used to be:
- “Good-bye is not worth while!”
- LAMENT
- HOW she would have loved
- A party to-day!—
- Bright-hatted and gloved,
- With table and tray
- And chairs on the lawn
- Her smiles would have shone
- With welcomings . . . But
- She is shut, she is shut
- From friendship’s spell
- In the jailing shell
- Of her tiny cell.
- Or she would have reigned
- At a dinner to-night
- With ardours unfeigned,
- And a generous delight;
- All in her abode
- She’d have freely bestowed
- On her guests . . . But alas,
- She is shut under grass
- Where no cups flow,
- Powerless to know
- That it might be so.
- And she would have sought
- With a child’s eager glance
- The shy snowdrops brought
- By the new year’s advance,
- And peered in the rime
- Of Candlemas-time
- For crocuses . . . chanced
- It that she were not tranced
- From sights she loved best;
- Wholly possessed
- By an infinite rest!
- And we are here staying
- Amid these stale things
- Who care not for gaying,
- And those junketings
- That used so to joy her,
- And never to cloy her
- As us they cloy! . . . But
- She is shut, she is shut
- From the cheer of them, dead
- To all done and said
- In a yew-arched bed.
- THE HAUNTER
- HE does not think that I haunt here nightly:
- How shall I let him know
- That whither his fancy sets him wandering
- I, too, alertly go?—
- Hover and hover a few feet from him
- Just as I used to do,
- But cannot answer his words addressed me—
- Only listen thereto!
- When I could answer he did not say them:
- When I could let him know
- How I would like to join in his journeys
- Seldom he wished to go.
- Now that he goes and wants me with him
- More than he used to do,
- Never he sees my faithful phantom
- Though he speaks thereto.
- Yes, I accompany him to places
- Only dreamers know,
- Where the shy hares limp long paces,
- Where the night rooks go;
- Into old aisles where the past is all to him,
- Close as his shade can do,
- Always lacking the power to call to him,
- Near as I reach thereto!
- What a good haunter I am, O tell him,
- Quickly make him know
- If he but sigh since my loss befell him
- Straight to his side I go.
- Tell him a faithful one is doing
- All that love can do
- Still that his path may be worth pursuing,
- And to bring peace thereto.
- THE VOICE
- WOMAN much missed, how you call to me, call to me,
- Saying that now you are not as you were
- When you had changed from the one who was all to me,
- But as at first, when our day was fair.
- Can it be you that I hear? Let me view you, then,
- Standing as when I drew near to the town
- Where you would wait for me: yes, as I knew you then,
- Even to the original air-blue gown!
- Or is it only the breeze, in its listlessness
- Travelling across the wet mead to me here,
- You being ever consigned to existlessness,
- Heard no more again far or near?
- Thus I; faltering forward,
- Leaves around me falling,
- Wind oozing thin through the thorn from norward
- And the woman calling.
- _December_ 1912.
- HIS VISITOR
- I COME across from Mellstock while the moon wastes weaker
- To behold where I lived with you for twenty years and more:
- I shall go in the gray, at the passing of the mail-train,
- And need no setting open of the long familiar door
- As before.
- The change I notice in my once own quarters!
- A brilliant budded border where the daisies used to be,
- The rooms new painted, and the pictures altered,
- And other cups and saucers, and no cozy nook for tea
- As with me.
- I discern the dim faces of the sleep-wrapt servants;
- They are not those who tended me through feeble hours and strong,
- But strangers quite, who never knew my rule here,
- Who never saw me painting, never heard my softling song
- Float along.
- So I don’t want to linger in this re-decked dwelling,
- I feel too uneasy at the contrasts I behold,
- And I make again for Mellstock to return here never,
- And rejoin the roomy silence, and the mute and manifold
- Souls of old.
- 1913.
- A CIRCULAR
- AS “legal representative”
- I read a missive not my own,
- On new designs the senders give
- For clothes, in tints as shown.
- Here figure blouses, gowns for tea,
- And presentation-trains of state,
- Charming ball-dresses, millinery,
- Warranted up to date.
- And this gay-pictured, spring-time shout
- Of Fashion, hails what lady proud?
- Her who before last year was out
- Was costumed in a shroud.
- A DREAM OR NO
- WHY go to Saint-Juliot? What’s Juliot to me?
- I was but made fancy
- By some necromancy
- That much of my life claims the spot as its key.
- Yes. I have had dreams of that place in the West,
- And a maiden abiding
- Thereat as in hiding;
- Fair-eyed and white-shouldered, broad-browed and brown-tressed.
- And of how, coastward bound on a night long ago,
- There lonely I found her,
- The sea-birds around her,
- And other than nigh things uncaring to know.
- So sweet her life there (in my thought has it seemed)
- That quickly she drew me
- To take her unto me,
- And lodge her long years with me. Such have I dreamed.
- But nought of that maid from Saint-Juliot I see;
- Can she ever have been here,
- And shed her life’s sheen here,
- The woman I thought a long housemate with me?
- Does there even a place like Saint-Juliot exist?
- Or a Vallency Valley
- With stream and leafed alley,
- Or Beeny, or Bos with its flounce flinging mist?
- _February_ 1913.
- AFTER A JOURNEY
- HERETO I come to interview a ghost;
- Whither, O whither will its whim now draw me?
- Up the cliff, down, till I’m lonely, lost,
- And the unseen waters’ ejaculations awe me.
- Where you will next be there’s no knowing,
- Facing round about me everywhere,
- With your nut-coloured hair,
- And gray eyes, and rose-flush coming and going.
- Yes: I have re-entered your olden haunts at last;
- Through the years, through the dead scenes I have tracked you;
- What have you now found to say of our past—
- Viewed across the dark space wherein I have lacked you?
- Summer gave us sweets, but autumn wrought division?
- Things were not lastly as firstly well
- With us twain, you tell?
- But all’s closed now, despite Time’s derision.
- I see what you are doing: you are leading me on
- To the spots we knew when we haunted here together,
- The waterfall, above which the mist-bow shone
- At the then fair hour in the then fair weather,
- And the cave just under, with a voice still so hollow
- That it seems to call out to me from forty years ago,
- When you were all aglow,
- And not the thin ghost that I now frailly follow!
- Ignorant of what there is flitting here to see,
- The waked birds preen and the seals flop lazily,
- Soon you will have, Dear, to vanish from me,
- For the stars close their shutters and the dawn whitens hazily.
- Trust me, I mind not, though Life lours,
- The bringing me here; nay, bring me here again!
- I am just the same as when
- Our days were a joy, and our paths through flowers.
- PENTARGAN BAY.
- A DEATH-DAY RECALLED
- BEENY did not quiver,
- Juliot grew not gray,
- Thin Valency’s river
- Held its wonted way.
- Bos seemed not to utter
- Dimmest note of dirge,
- Targan mouth a mutter
- To its creamy surge.
- Yet though these, unheeding,
- Listless, passed the hour
- Of her spirit’s speeding,
- She had, in her flower,
- Sought and loved the places—
- Much and often pined
- For their lonely faces
- When in towns confined.
- Why did not Valency
- In his purl deplore
- One whose haunts were whence he
- Drew his limpid store?
- Why did Bos not thunder,
- Targan apprehend
- Body and breath were sunder
- Of their former friend?
- BEENY CLIFF
- _March_ 1870—_March_ 1913
- I
- O THE opal and the sapphire of that wandering western sea,
- And the woman riding high above with bright hair flapping free—
- The woman whom I loved so, and who loyally loved me.
- II
- The pale mews plained below us, and the waves seemed far away
- In a nether sky, engrossed in saying their ceaseless babbling say,
- As we laughed light-heartedly aloft on that clear-sunned March day.
- III
- A little cloud then cloaked us, and there flew an irised rain,
- And the Atlantic dyed its levels with a dull misfeatured stain,
- And then the sun burst out again, and purples prinked the main.
- IV
- —Still in all its chasmal beauty bulks old Beeny to the sky,
- And shall she and I not go there once again now March is nigh,
- And the sweet things said in that March say anew there by and by?
- V
- What if still in chasmal beauty looms that wild weird western shore,
- The woman now is—elsewhere—whom the ambling pony bore,
- And nor knows nor cares for Beeny, and will see it nevermore.
- AT CASTLE BOTEREL
- As I drive to the junction of lane and highway,
- And the drizzle bedrenches the waggonette,
- I look behind at the fading byway,
- And see on its slope, now glistening wet,
- Distinctly yet
- Myself and a girlish form benighted
- In dry March weather. We climb the road
- Beside a chaise. We had just alighted
- To ease the sturdy pony’s load
- When he sighed and slowed.
- What we did as we climbed, and what we talked of
- Matters not much, nor to what it led,—
- Something that life will not be balked of
- Without rude reason till hope is dead,
- And feeling fled.
- It filled but a minute. But was there ever
- A time of such quality, since or before,
- In that hill’s story? To one mind never,
- Though it has been climbed, foot-swift, foot-sore,
- By thousands more.
- Primaeval rocks form the road’s steep border,
- And much have they faced there, first and last,
- Of the transitory in Earth’s long order;
- But what they record in colour and cast
- Is—that we two passed.
- And to me, though Time’s unflinching rigour,
- In mindless rote, has ruled from sight
- The substance now, one phantom figure
- Remains on the slope, as when that night
- Saw us alight.
- I look and see it there, shrinking, shrinking,
- I look back at it amid the rain
- For the very last time; for my sand is sinking,
- And I shall traverse old love’s domain
- Never again.
- _March_ 1913.
- PLACES
- NOBODY says: Ah, that is the place
- Where chanced, in the hollow of years ago,
- What none of the Three Towns cared to know—
- The birth of a little girl of grace—
- The sweetest the house saw, first or last;
- Yet it was so
- On that day long past.
- Nobody thinks: There, there she lay
- In a room by the Hoe, like the bud of a flower,
- And listened, just after the bedtime hour,
- To the stammering chimes that used to play
- The quaint Old Hundred-and-Thirteenth tune
- In Saint Andrew’s tower
- Night, morn, and noon.
- Nobody calls to mind that here
- Upon Boterel Hill, where the carters skid,
- With cheeks whose airy flush outbid
- Fresh fruit in bloom, and free of fear,
- She cantered down, as if she must fall
- (Though she never did),
- To the charm of all.
- Nay: one there is to whom these things,
- That nobody else’s mind calls back,
- Have a savour that scenes in being lack,
- And a presence more than the actual brings;
- To whom to-day is beneaped and stale,
- And its urgent clack
- But a vapid tale.
- PLYMOUTH, _March_ 1913.
- THE PHANTOM HORSEWOMAN
- I
- QUEER are the ways of a man I know:
- He comes and stands
- In a careworn craze,
- And looks at the sands
- And the seaward haze,
- With moveless hands
- And face and gaze,
- Then turns to go . . .
- And what does he see when he gazes so?
- II
- They say he sees as an instant thing
- More clear than to-day,
- A sweet soft scene
- That once was in play
- By that briny green;
- Yes, notes alway
- Warm, real, and keen,
- What his back years bring—
- A phantom of his own figuring.
- III
- Of this vision of his they might say more:
- Not only there
- Does he see this sight,
- But everywhere
- In his brain—day, night,
- As if on the air
- It were drawn rose bright—
- Yea, far from that shore
- Does he carry this vision of heretofore:
- IV
- A ghost-girl-rider. And though, toil-tried,
- He withers daily,
- Time touches her not,
- But she still rides gaily
- In his rapt thought
- On that shagged and shaly
- Atlantic spot,
- And as when first eyed
- Draws rein and sings to the swing of the tide.
- MISCELLANEOUS PIECES
- THE WISTFUL LADY
- “LOVE, while you were away there came to me—
- From whence I cannot tell—
- A plaintive lady pale and passionless,
- Who bent her eyes upon me critically,
- And weighed me with a wearing wistfulness,
- As if she knew me well.”
- “I saw no lady of that wistful sort
- As I came riding home.
- Perhaps she was some dame the Fates constrain
- By memories sadder than she can support,
- Or by unhappy vacancy of brain,
- To leave her roof and roam?”
- “Ah, but she knew me. And before this time
- I have seen her, lending ear
- To my light outdoor words, and pondering each,
- Her frail white finger swayed in pantomime,
- As if she fain would close with me in speech,
- And yet would not come near.
- “And once I saw her beckoning with her hand
- As I came into sight
- At an upper window. And I at last went out;
- But when I reached where she had seemed to stand,
- And wandered up and down and searched about,
- I found she had vanished quite.”
- Then thought I how my dead Love used to say,
- With a small smile, when she
- Was waning wan, that she would hover round
- And show herself after her passing day
- To any newer Love I might have found,
- But show her not to me.
- THE WOMAN IN THE RYE
- “WHY do you stand in the dripping rye,
- Cold-lipped, unconscious, wet to the knee,
- When there are firesides near?” said I.
- “I told him I wished him dead,” said she.
- “Yea, cried it in my haste to one
- Whom I had loved, whom I well loved still;
- And die he did. And I hate the sun,
- And stand here lonely, aching, chill;
- “Stand waiting, waiting under skies
- That blow reproach, the while I see
- The rooks sheer off to where he lies
- Wrapt in a peace withheld from me.”
- THE CHEVAL-GLASS
- WHY do you harbour that great cheval-glass
- Filling up your narrow room?
- You never preen or plume,
- Or look in a week at your full-length figure—
- Picture of bachelor gloom!
- “Well, when I dwelt in ancient England,
- Renting the valley farm,
- Thoughtless of all heart-harm,
- I used to gaze at the parson’s daughter,
- A creature of nameless charm.
- “Thither there came a lover and won her,
- Carried her off from my view.
- O it was then I knew
- Misery of a cast undreamt of—
- More than, indeed, my due!
- “Then far rumours of her ill-usage
- Came, like a chilling breath
- When a man languisheth;
- Followed by news that her mind lost balance,
- And, in a space, of her death.
- “Soon sank her father; and next was the auction—
- Everything to be sold:
- Mid things new and old
- Stood this glass in her former chamber,
- Long in her use, I was told.
- “Well, I awaited the sale and bought it . . .
- There by my bed it stands,
- And as the dawn expands
- Often I see her pale-faced form there
- Brushing her hair’s bright bands.
- “There, too, at pallid midnight moments
- Quick she will come to my call,
- Smile from the frame withal
- Ponderingly, as she used to regard me
- Passing her father’s wall.
- “So that it was for its revelations
- I brought it oversea,
- And drag it about with me . . .
- Anon I shall break it and bury its fragments
- Where my grave is to be.”
- THE RE-ENACTMENT
- BETWEEN the folding sea-downs,
- In the gloom
- Of a wailful wintry nightfall,
- When the boom
- Of the ocean, like a hammering in a hollow tomb,
- Throbbed up the copse-clothed valley
- From the shore
- To the chamber where I darkled,
- Sunk and sore
- With gray ponderings why my Loved one had not come before
- To salute me in the dwelling
- That of late
- I had hired to waste a while in—
- Vague of date,
- Quaint, and remote—wherein I now expectant sate;
- On the solitude, unsignalled,
- Broke a man
- Who, in air as if at home there,
- Seemed to scan
- Every fire-flecked nook of the apartment span by span.
- A stranger’s and no lover’s
- Eyes were these,
- Eyes of a man who measures
- What he sees
- But vaguely, as if wrapt in filmy phantasies.
- Yea, his bearing was so absent
- As he stood,
- It bespoke a chord so plaintive
- In his mood,
- That soon I judged he would not wrong my quietude.
- “Ah—the supper is just ready,”
- Then he said,
- “And the years’-long binned Madeira
- Flashes red!”
- (There was no wine, no food, no supper-table spread.)
- “You will forgive my coming,
- Lady fair?
- I see you as at that time
- Rising there,
- The self-same curious querying in your eyes and air.
- “Yet no. How so? You wear not
- The same gown,
- Your locks show woful difference,
- Are not brown:
- What, is it not as when I hither came from town?
- “And the place . . . But you seem other—
- Can it be?
- What’s this that Time is doing
- Unto me?
- _You_ dwell here, unknown woman? . . . Whereabouts, then, is she?
- “And the house—things are much shifted.—
- Put them where
- They stood on this night’s fellow;
- Shift her chair:
- Here was the couch: and the piano should be there.”
- I indulged him, verily nerve-strained
- Being alone,
- And I moved the things as bidden,
- One by one,
- And feigned to push the old piano where he had shown.
- “Aha—now I can see her!
- Stand aside:
- Don’t thrust her from the table
- Where, meek-eyed,
- She makes attempt with matron-manners to preside.
- “She serves me: now she rises,
- Goes to play . . .
- But you obstruct her, fill her
- With dismay,
- And embarrassed, scared, she vanishes away!”
- And, as ’twere useless longer
- To persist,
- He sighed, and sought the entry
- Ere I wist,
- And retreated, disappearing soundless in the mist.
- That here some mighty passion
- Once had burned,
- Which still the walls enghosted,
- I discerned,
- And that by its strong spell mine might be overturned.
- I sat depressed; till, later,
- My Love came;
- But something in the chamber
- Dimmed our flame,—
- An emanation, making our due words fall tame,
- As if the intenser drama
- Shown me there
- Of what the walls had witnessed
- Filled the air,
- And left no room for later passion anywhere.
- So came it that our fervours
- Did quite fail
- Of future consummation—
- Being made quail
- By the weird witchery of the parlour’s hidden tale,
- Which I, as years passed, faintly
- Learnt to trace,—
- One of sad love, born full-winged
- In that place
- Where the predestined sorrowers first stood face to face.
- And as that month of winter
- Circles round,
- And the evening of the date-day
- Grows embrowned,
- I am conscious of those presences, and sit spellbound.
- There, often—lone, forsaken—
- Queries breed
- Within me; whether a phantom
- Had my heed
- On that strange night, or was it some wrecked heart indeed?
- HER SECRET
- THAT love’s dull smart distressed my heart
- He shrewdly learnt to see,
- But that I was in love with a dead man
- Never suspected he.
- He searched for the trace of a pictured face,
- He watched each missive come,
- And a note that seemed like a love-line
- Made him look frozen and glum.
- He dogged my feet to the city street,
- He followed me to the sea,
- But not to the neighbouring churchyard
- Did he dream of following me.
- “SHE CHARGED ME”
- SHE charged me with having said this and that
- To another woman long years before,
- In the very parlour where we sat,—
- Sat on a night when the endless pour
- Of rain on the roof and the road below
- Bent the spring of the spirit more and more . . .
- —So charged she me; and the Cupid’s bow
- Of her mouth was hard, and her eyes, and her face,
- And her white forefinger lifted slow.
- Had she done it gently, or shown a trace
- That not too curiously would she view
- A folly passed ere her reign had place,
- A kiss might have ended it. But I knew
- From the fall of each word, and the pause between,
- That the curtain would drop upon us two
- Ere long, in our play of slave and queen.
- THE NEWCOMER’S WIFE
- HE paused on the sill of a door ajar
- That screened a lively liquor-bar,
- For the name had reached him through the door
- Of her he had married the week before.
- “We called her the Hack of the Parade;
- But she was discreet in the games she played;
- If slightly worn, she’s pretty yet,
- And gossips, after all, forget.
- “And he knows nothing of her past;
- I am glad the girl’s in luck at last;
- Such ones, though stale to native eyes,
- Newcomers snatch at as a prize.”
- “Yes, being a stranger he sees her blent
- Of all that’s fresh and innocent,
- Nor dreams how many a love-campaign
- She had enjoyed before his reign!”
- That night there was the splash of a fall
- Over the slimy harbour-wall:
- They searched, and at the deepest place
- Found him with crabs upon his face.
- A CONVERSATION AT DAWN
- HE lay awake, with a harassed air,
- And she, in her cloud of loose lank hair,
- Seemed trouble-tried
- As the dawn drew in on their faces there.
- The chamber looked far over the sea
- From a white hotel on a white-stoned quay,
- And stepping a stride
- He parted the window-drapery.
- Above the level horizon spread
- The sunrise, firing them foot to head
- From its smouldering lair,
- And painting their pillows with dyes of red.
- “What strange disquiets have stirred you, dear,
- This dragging night, with starts in fear
- Of me, as it were,
- Or of something evil hovering near?”
- “My husband, can I have fear of you?
- What should one fear from a man whom few,
- Or none, had matched
- In that late long spell of delays undue!”
- He watched her eyes in the heaving sun:
- “Then what has kept, O reticent one,
- Those lids unlatched—
- Anything promised I’ve not yet done?”
- “O it’s not a broken promise of yours
- (For what quite lightly your lip assures
- The due time brings)
- That has troubled my sleep, and no waking cures!” . . .
- “I have shaped my will; ’tis at hand,” said he;
- “I subscribe it to-day, that no risk there be
- In the hap of things
- Of my leaving you menaced by poverty.”
- “That a boon provision I’m safe to get,
- Signed, sealed by my lord as it were a debt,
- I cannot doubt,
- Or ever this peering sun be set.”
- “But you flung my arms away from your side,
- And faced the wall. No month-old bride
- Ere the tour be out
- In an air so loth can be justified?
- “Ah—had you a male friend once loved well,
- Upon whose suit disaster fell
- And frustrance swift?
- Honest you are, and may care to tell.”
- She lay impassive, and nothing broke
- The stillness other than, stroke by stroke,
- The lazy lift
- Of the tide below them; till she spoke:
- “I once had a friend—a Love, if you will—
- Whose wife forsook him, and sank until
- She was made a thrall
- In a prison-cell for a deed of ill . . .
- “He remained alone; and we met—to love,
- But barring legitimate joy thereof
- Stood a doorless wall,
- Though we prized each other all else above.
- “And this was why, though I’d touched my prime,
- I put off suitors from time to time—
- Yourself with the rest—
- Till friends, who approved you, called it crime,
- “And when misgivings weighed on me
- In my lover’s absence, hurriedly,
- And much distrest,
- I took you . . . Ah, that such could be! . . .
- “Now, saw you when crossing from yonder shore
- At yesternoon, that the packet bore
- On a white-wreathed bier
- A coffined body towards the fore?
- “Well, while you stood at the other end,
- The loungers talked, and I could but lend
- A listening ear,
- For they named the dead. ’Twas the wife of my friend.
- “He was there, but did not note me, veiled,
- Yet I saw that a joy, as of one unjailed,
- Now shone in his gaze;
- He knew not his hope of me just had failed!
- “They had brought her home: she was born in this isle;
- And he will return to his domicile,
- And pass his days
- Alone, and not as he dreamt erstwhile!”
- “—So you’ve lost a sprucer spouse than I!”
- She held her peace, as if fain deny
- She would indeed
- For his pleasure’s sake, but could lip no lie.
- “One far less formal and plain and slow!”
- She let the laconic assertion go
- As if of need
- She held the conviction that it was so.
- “Regard me as his he always should,
- He had said, and wed me he vowed he would
- In his prime or sere
- Most verily do, if ever he could.
- “And this fulfilment is now his aim,
- For a letter, addressed in my maiden name,
- Has dogged me here,
- Reminding me faithfully of his claim.
- “And it started a hope like a lightning-streak
- That I might go to him—say for a week—
- And afford you right
- To put me away, and your vows unspeak.
- “To be sure you have said, as of dim intent,
- That marriage is a plain event
- Of black and white,
- Without any ghost of sentiment,
- “And my heart has quailed.—But deny it true
- That you will never this lock undo!
- No God intends
- To thwart the yearning He’s father to!”
- The husband hemmed, then blandly bowed
- In the light of the angry morning cloud.
- “So my idyll ends,
- And a drama opens!” he mused aloud;
- And his features froze. “You may take it as true
- That I will never this lock undo
- For so depraved
- A passion as that which kindles you.”
- Said she: “I am sorry you see it so;
- I had hoped you might have let me go,
- And thus been saved
- The pain of learning there’s more to know.”
- “More? What may that be? Gad, I think
- You have told me enough to make me blink!
- Yet if more remain
- Then own it to me. I will not shrink!”
- “Well, it is this. As we could not see
- That a legal marriage could ever be,
- To end our pain
- We united ourselves informally;
- “And vowed at a chancel-altar nigh,
- With book and ring, a lifelong tie;
- A contract vain
- To the world, but real to Him on High.”
- “And you became as his wife?”—“I did.”—
- He stood as stiff as a caryatid,
- And said, “Indeed! . . .
- No matter. You’re mine, whatever you ye hid!”
- “But is it right! When I only gave
- My hand to you in a sweat to save,
- Through desperate need
- (As I thought), my fame, for I was not brave!”
- “To save your fame? Your meaning is dim,
- For nobody knew of your altar-whim?”
- “I mean—I feared
- There might be fruit of my tie with him;
- “And to cloak it by marriage I’m not the first,
- Though, maybe, morally most accurst
- Through your unpeered
- And strict uprightness. That’s the worst!
- “While yesterday his worn contours
- Convinced me that love like his endures,
- And that my troth-plight
- Had been his, in fact, and not truly yours.”
- “So, my lady, you raise the veil by degrees . . .
- I own this last is enough to freeze
- The warmest wight!
- Now hear the other side, if you please:
- “I did say once, though without intent,
- That marriage is a plain event
- Of black and white,
- Whatever may be its sentiment.
- “I’ll act accordingly, none the less
- That you soiled the contract in time of stress,
- Thereto induced
- By the feared results of your wantonness.
- “But the thing is over, and no one knows,
- And it’s nought to the future what you disclose.
- That you’ll be loosed
- For such an episode, don’t suppose!
- “No: I’ll not free you. And if it appear
- There was too good ground for your first fear
- From your amorous tricks,
- I’ll father the child. Yes, by God, my dear.
- “Even should you fly to his arms, I’ll damn
- Opinion, and fetch you; treat as sham
- Your mutinous kicks,
- And whip you home. That’s the sort I am!”
- She whitened. “Enough . . . Since you disapprove
- I’ll yield in silence, and never move
- Till my last pulse ticks
- A footstep from the domestic groove.”
- “Then swear it,” he said, “and your king uncrown.”
- He drew her forth in her long white gown,
- And she knelt and swore.
- “Good. Now you may go and again lie down
- “Since you’ve played these pranks and given no sign,
- You shall crave this man of yours; pine and pine
- With sighings sore,
- ’Till I’ve starved your love for him; nailed you mine.
- “I’m a practical man, and want no tears;
- You’ve made a fool of me, it appears;
- That you don’t again
- Is a lesson I’ll teach you in future years.”
- She answered not, but lay listlessly
- With her dark dry eyes on the coppery sea,
- That now and then
- Flung its lazy flounce at the neighbouring quay.
- 1910.
- A KING’S SOLILOQUY
- ON THE NIGHT OF HIS FUNERAL
- FROM the slow march and muffled drum
- And crowds distrest,
- And book and bell, at length I have come
- To my full rest.
- A ten years’ rule beneath the sun
- Is wound up here,
- And what I have done, what left undone,
- Figures out clear.
- Yet in the estimate of such
- It grieves me more
- That I by some was loved so much
- Than that I bore,
- From others, judgment of that hue
- Which over-hope
- Breeds from a theoretic view
- Of regal scope.
- For kingly opportunities
- Right many have sighed;
- How best to bear its devilries
- Those learn who have tried!
- I have eaten the fat and drunk the sweet,
- Lived the life out
- From the first greeting glad drum-beat
- To the last shout.
- What pleasure earth affords to kings
- I have enjoyed
- Through its long vivid pulse-stirrings
- Even till it cloyed.
- What days of drudgery, nights of stress
- Can cark a throne,
- Even one maintained in peacefulness,
- I too have known.
- And so, I think, could I step back
- To life again,
- I should prefer the average track
- Of average men,
- Since, as with them, what kingship would
- It cannot do,
- Nor to first thoughts however good
- Hold itself true.
- Something binds hard the royal hand,
- As all that be,
- And it is That has shaped, has planned
- My acts and me.
- _May_ 1910.
- THE CORONATION
- AT Westminster, hid from the light of day,
- Many who once had shone as monarchs lay.
- Edward the Pious, and two Edwards more,
- The second Richard, Henrys three or four;
- That is to say, those who were called the Third,
- Fifth, Seventh, and Eighth (the much self-widowered),
- And James the Scot, and near him Charles the Second,
- And, too, the second George could there be reckoned.
- Of women, Mary and Queen Elizabeth,
- And Anne, all silent in a musing death;
- And William’s Mary, and Mary, Queen of Scots,
- And consort-queens whose names oblivion blots;
- And several more whose chronicle one sees
- Adorning ancient royal pedigrees.
- —Now, as they drowsed on, freed from Life’s old thrall,
- And heedless, save of things exceptional,
- Said one: “What means this throbbing thudding sound
- That reaches to us here from overground;
- “A sound of chisels, augers, planes, and saws,
- Infringing all ecclesiastic laws?
- “And these tons-weight of timber on us pressed,
- Unfelt here since we entered into rest?
- “Surely, at least to us, being corpses royal,
- A meet repose is owing by the loyal?”
- “—Perhaps a scaffold!” Mary Stuart sighed,
- “If such still be. It was that way I died.”
- “—Ods! Far more like,” said he the many-wived,
- “That for a wedding ’tis this work’s contrived.
- “Ha-ha! I never would bow down to Rimmon,
- But I had a rare time with those six women!”
- “Not all at once?” gasped he who loved confession.
- “Nay, nay!” said Hal. “That would have been transgression.”
- “—They build a catafalque here, black and tall,
- Perhaps,” mused Richard, “for some funeral?”
- And Anne chimed in: “Ah, yes: it maybe so!”
- “Nay!” squeaked Eliza. “Little you seem to know—
- “Clearly ’tis for some crowning here in state,
- As they crowned us at our long bygone date;
- “Though we’d no such a power of carpentry,
- But let the ancient architecture be;
- “If I were up there where the parsons sit,
- In one of my gold robes, I’d see to it!”
- “But you are not,” Charles chuckled. “You are here,
- And never will know the sun again, my dear!”
- “Yea,” whispered those whom no one had addressed;
- “With slow, sad march, amid a folk distressed,
- We were brought here, to take our dusty rest.
- “And here, alas, in darkness laid below,
- We’ll wait and listen, and endure the show . . .
- Clamour dogs kingship; afterwards not so!”
- 1911.
- AQUAE SULIS
- THE chimes called midnight, just at interlune,
- And the daytime talk of the Roman investigations
- Was checked by silence, save for the husky tune
- The bubbling waters played near the excavations.
- And a warm air came up from underground,
- And a flutter, as of a filmy shape unsepulchred,
- That collected itself, and waited, and looked around:
- Nothing was seen, but utterances could be heard:
- Those of the goddess whose shrine was beneath the pile
- Of the God with the baldachined altar overhead:
- “And what did you get by raising this nave and aisle
- Close on the site of the temple I tenanted?
- “The notes of your organ have thrilled down out of view
- To the earth-clogged wrecks of my edifice many a year,
- Though stately and shining once—ay, long ere you
- Had set up crucifix and candle here.
- “Your priests have trampled the dust of mine without rueing,
- Despising the joys of man whom I so much loved,
- Though my springs boil on by your Gothic arcades and pewing,
- And sculptures crude . . . Would Jove they could be removed!”
- “—Repress, O lady proud, your traditional ires;
- You know not by what a frail thread we equally hang;
- It is said we are images both—twitched by people’s desires;
- And that I, like you, fail as a song men yesterday sang!”
- * * * * *
- And the olden dark hid the cavities late laid bare,
- And all was suspended and soundless as before,
- Except for a gossamery noise fading off in the air,
- And the boiling voice of the waters’ medicinal pour.
- BATH.
- SEVENTY-FOUR AND TWENTY
- HERE goes a man of seventy-four,
- Who sees not what life means for him,
- And here another in years a score
- Who reads its very figure and trim.
- The one who shall walk to-day with me
- Is not the youth who gazes far,
- But the breezy wight who cannot see
- What Earth’s ingrained conditions are.
- THE ELOPEMENT
- “A WOMAN never agreed to it!” said my knowing friend to me.
- “That one thing she’d refuse to do for Solomon’s mines in fee:
- No woman ever will make herself look older than she is.”
- I did not answer; but I thought, “you err there, ancient Quiz.”
- It took a rare one, true, to do it; for she was surely rare—
- As rare a soul at that sweet time of her life as she was fair.
- And urging motives, too, were strong, for ours was a passionate case,
- Yea, passionate enough to lead to freaking with that young face.
- I have told no one about it, should perhaps make few believe,
- But I think it over now that life looms dull and years bereave,
- How blank we stood at our bright wits’ end, two frail barks in
- distress,
- How self-regard in her was slain by her large tenderness.
- I said: “The only chance for us in a crisis of this kind
- Is going it thorough!”—“Yes,” she calmly breathed. “Well, I don’t
- mind.”
- And we blanched her dark locks ruthlessly: set wrinkles on her brow;
- Ay—she was a right rare woman then, whatever she may be now.
- That night we heard a coach drive up, and questions asked below.
- “A gent with an elderly wife, sir,” was returned from the bureau.
- And the wheels went rattling on, and free at last from public ken
- We washed all off in her chamber and restored her youth again.
- How many years ago it was! Some fifty can it be
- Since that adventure held us, and she played old wife to me?
- But in time convention won her, as it wins all women at last,
- And now she is rich and respectable, and time has buried the past.
- “I ROSE UP AS MY CUSTOM IS”
- I ROSE up as my custom is
- On the eve of All-Souls’ day,
- And left my grave for an hour or so
- To call on those I used to know
- Before I passed away.
- I visited my former Love
- As she lay by her husband’s side;
- I asked her if life pleased her, now
- She was rid of a poet wrung in brow,
- And crazed with the ills he eyed;
- Who used to drag her here and there
- Wherever his fancies led,
- And point out pale phantasmal things,
- And talk of vain vague purposings
- That she discredited.
- She was quite civil, and replied,
- “Old comrade, is that you?
- Well, on the whole, I like my life.—
- I know I swore I’d be no wife,
- But what was I to do?
- “You see, of all men for my sex
- A poet is the worst;
- Women are practical, and they
- Crave the wherewith to pay their way,
- And slake their social thirst.
- “You were a poet—quite the ideal
- That we all love awhile:
- But look at this man snoring here—
- He’s no romantic chanticleer,
- Yet keeps me in good style.
- “He makes no quest into my thoughts,
- But a poet wants to know
- What one has felt from earliest days,
- Why one thought not in other ways,
- And one’s Loves of long ago.”
- Her words benumbed my fond frail ghost;
- The nightmares neighed from their stalls
- The vampires screeched, the harpies flew,
- And under the dim dawn I withdrew
- To Death’s inviolate halls.
- A WEEK
- ON Monday night I closed my door,
- And thought you were not as heretofore,
- And little cared if we met no more.
- I seemed on Tuesday night to trace
- Something beyond mere commonplace
- In your ideas, and heart, and face.
- On Wednesday I did not opine
- Your life would ever be one with mine,
- Though if it were we should well combine.
- On Thursday noon I liked you well,
- And fondly felt that we must dwell
- Not far apart, whatever befell.
- On Friday it was with a thrill
- In gazing towards your distant vill
- I owned you were my dear one still.
- I saw you wholly to my mind
- On Saturday—even one who shrined
- All that was best of womankind.
- As wing-clipt sea-gull for the sea
- On Sunday night I longed for thee,
- Without whom life were waste to me!
- HAD YOU WEPT
- HAD you wept; had you but neared me with a frail uncertain ray,
- Dewy as the face of the dawn, in your large and luminous eye,
- Then would have come back all the joys the tidings had slain that day,
- And a new beginning, a fresh fair heaven, have smoothed the things
- awry.
- But you were less feebly human, and no passionate need for clinging
- Possessed your soul to overthrow reserve when I came near;
- Ay, though you suffer as much as I from storms the hours are bringing
- Upon your heart and mine, I never see you shed a tear.
- The deep strong woman is weakest, the weak one is the strong;
- The weapon of all weapons best for winning, you have not used;
- Have you never been able, or would you not, through the evil times and
- long?
- Has not the gift been given you, or such gift have you refused?
- When I bade me not absolve you on that evening or the morrow,
- Why did you not make war on me with those who weep like rain?
- You felt too much, so gained no balm for all your torrid sorrow,
- And hence our deep division, and our dark undying pain.
- BEREFT, SHE THINKS SHE DREAMS
- I DREAM that the dearest I ever knew
- Has died and been entombed.
- I am sure it’s a dream that cannot be true,
- But I am so overgloomed
- By its persistence, that I would gladly
- Have quick death take me,
- Rather than longer think thus sadly;
- So wake me, wake me!
- It has lasted days, but minute and hour
- I expect to get aroused
- And find him as usual in the bower
- Where we so happily housed.
- Yet stays this nightmare too appalling,
- And like a web shakes me,
- And piteously I keep on calling,
- And no one wakes me!
- IN THE BRITISH MUSEUM
- “WHAT do you see in that time-touched stone,
- When nothing is there
- But ashen blankness, although you give it
- A rigid stare?
- “You look not quite as if you saw,
- But as if you heard,
- Parting your lips, and treading softly
- As mouse or bird.
- “It is only the base of a pillar, they’ll tell you,
- That came to us
- From a far old hill men used to name
- Areopagus.”
- —“I know no art, and I only view
- A stone from a wall,
- But I am thinking that stone has echoed
- The voice of Paul,
- “Paul as he stood and preached beside it
- Facing the crowd,
- A small gaunt figure with wasted features,
- Calling out loud
- “Words that in all their intimate accents
- Pattered upon
- That marble front, and were far reflected,
- And then were gone.
- “I’m a labouring man, and know but little,
- Or nothing at all;
- But I can’t help thinking that stone once echoed
- The voice of Paul.”
- IN THE SERVANTS’ QUARTERS
- “MAN, you too, aren’t you, one of these rough followers of the
- criminal?
- All hanging hereabout to gather how he’s going to bear
- Examination in the hall.” She flung disdainful glances on
- The shabby figure standing at the fire with others there,
- Who warmed them by its flare.
- “No indeed, my skipping maiden: I know nothing of the trial here,
- Or criminal, if so he be.—I chanced to come this way,
- And the fire shone out into the dawn, and morning airs are cold now;
- I, too, was drawn in part by charms I see before me play,
- That I see not every day.”
- “Ha, ha!” then laughed the constables who also stood to warm
- themselves,
- The while another maiden scrutinized his features hard,
- As the blaze threw into contrast every line and knot that wrinkled
- them,
- Exclaiming, “Why, last night when he was brought in by the guard,
- You were with him in the yard!”
- “Nay, nay, you teasing wench, I say! You know you speak mistakenly.
- Cannot a tired pedestrian who has footed it afar
- Here on his way from northern parts, engrossed in humble marketings,
- Come in and rest awhile, although judicial doings are
- Afoot by morning star?”
- “O, come, come!” laughed the constables. “Why, man, you speak the
- dialect
- He uses in his answers; you can hear him up the stairs.
- So own it. We sha’n’t hurt ye. There he’s speaking now! His
- syllables
- Are those you sound yourself when you are talking unawares,
- As this pretty girl declares.”
- “And you shudder when his chain clinks!” she rejoined. “O yes, I
- noticed it.
- And you winced, too, when those cuffs they gave him echoed to us here.
- They’ll soon be coming down, and you may then have to defend yourself
- Unless you hold your tongue, or go away and keep you clear
- When he’s led to judgment near!”
- “No! I’ll be damned in hell if I know anything about the man!
- No single thing about him more than everybody knows!
- Must not I even warm my hands but I am charged with blasphemies?” . . .
- —His face convulses as the morning cock that moment crows,
- And he stops, and turns, and goes.
- THE OBLITERATE TOMB
- “MORE than half my life long
- Did they weigh me falsely, to my bitter wrong,
- But they all have shrunk away into the silence
- Like a lost song.
- “And the day has dawned and come
- For forgiveness, when the past may hold it dumb
- On the once reverberate words of hatred uttered
- Half in delirium . . .
- “With folded lips and hands
- They lie and wait what next the Will commands,
- And doubtless think, if think they can: ‘Let discord
- Sink with Life’s sands!’
- “By these late years their names,
- Their virtues, their hereditary claims,
- May be as near defacement at their grave-place
- As are their fames.”
- —Such thoughts bechanced to seize
- A traveller’s mind—a man of memories—
- As he set foot within the western city
- Where had died these
- Who in their lifetime deemed
- Him their chief enemy—one whose brain had schemed
- To get their dingy greatness deeplier dingied
- And disesteemed.
- So, sojourning in their town,
- He mused on them and on their once renown,
- And said, “I’ll seek their resting-place to-morrow
- Ere I lie down,
- “And end, lest I forget,
- Those ires of many years that I regret,
- Renew their names, that men may see some liegeness
- Is left them yet.”
- Duly next day he went
- And sought the church he had known them to frequent,
- And wandered in the precincts, set on eyeing
- Where they lay pent,
- Till by remembrance led
- He stood at length beside their slighted bed,
- Above which, truly, scarce a line or letter
- Could now be read.
- “Thus years obliterate
- Their graven worth, their chronicle, their date!
- At once I’ll garnish and revive the record
- Of their past state,
- “That still the sage may say
- In pensive progress here where they decay,
- ‘This stone records a luminous line whose talents
- Told in their day.’”
- While speaking thus he turned,
- For a form shadowed where they lay inurned,
- And he beheld a stranger in foreign vesture,
- And tropic-burned.
- “Sir, I am right pleased to view
- That ancestors of mine should interest you,
- For I have come of purpose here to trace them . . .
- They are time-worn, true,
- “But that’s a fault, at most,
- Sculptors can cure. On the Pacific coast
- I have vowed for long that relics of my forbears
- I’d trace ere lost,
- “And hitherward I come,
- Before this same old Time shall strike me numb,
- To carry it out.”—“Strange, this is!” said the other;
- “What mind shall plumb
- “Coincident design!
- Though these my father’s enemies were and mine,
- I nourished a like purpose—to restore them
- Each letter and line.”
- “Such magnanimity
- Is now not needed, sir; for you will see
- That since I am here, a thing like this is, plainly,
- Best done by me.”
- The other bowed, and left,
- Crestfallen in sentiment, as one bereft
- Of some fair object he had been moved to cherish,
- By hands more deft.
- And as he slept that night
- The phantoms of the ensepulchred stood up-right
- Before him, trembling that he had set him seeking
- Their charnel-site.
- And, as unknowing his ruth,
- Asked as with terrors founded not on truth
- Why he should want them. “Ha,” they hollowly hackered,
- “You come, forsooth,
- “By stealth to obliterate
- Our graven worth, our chronicle, our date,
- That our descendant may not gild the record
- Of our past state,
- “And that no sage may say
- In pensive progress near where we decay:
- ‘This stone records a luminous line whose talents
- Told in their day.’”
- Upon the morrow he went
- And to that town and churchyard never bent
- His ageing footsteps till, some twelvemonths onward,
- An accident
- Once more detained him there;
- And, stirred by hauntings, he must needs repair
- To where the tomb was. Lo, it stood still wasting
- In no man’s care.
- “The travelled man you met
- The last time,” said the sexton, “has not yet
- Appeared again, though wealth he had in plenty.
- —Can he forget?
- “The architect was hired
- And came here on smart summons as desired,
- But never the descendant came to tell him
- What he required.”
- And so the tomb remained
- Untouched, untended, crumbling, weather-stained,
- And though the one-time foe was fain to right it
- He still refrained.
- “I’ll set about it when
- I am sure he’ll come no more. Best wait till then.”
- But so it was that never the stranger entered
- That city again.
- And the well-meaner died
- While waiting tremulously unsatisfied
- That no return of the family’s foreign scion
- Would still betide.
- And many years slid by,
- And active church-restorers cast their eye
- Upon the ancient garth and hoary building
- The tomb stood nigh.
- And when they had scraped each wall,
- Pulled out the stately pews, and smartened all,
- “It will be well,” declared the spruce church-warden,
- “To overhaul
- “And broaden this path where shown;
- Nothing prevents it but an old tombstone
- Pertaining to a family forgotten,
- Of deeds unknown.
- “Their names can scarce be read,
- Depend on’t, all who care for them are dead.”
- So went the tomb, whose shards were as path-paving
- Distributed.
- Over it and about
- Men’s footsteps beat, and wind and water-spout,
- Until the names, aforetime gnawed by weathers,
- Were quite worn out.
- So that no sage can say
- In pensive progress near where they decay,
- “This stone records a luminous line whose talents
- Told in their day.”
- “REGRET NOT ME”
- REGRET not me;
- Beneath the sunny tree
- I lie uncaring, slumbering peacefully.
- Swift as the light
- I flew my faery flight;
- Ecstatically I moved, and feared no night.
- I did not know
- That heydays fade and go,
- But deemed that what was would be always so.
- I skipped at morn
- Between the yellowing corn,
- Thinking it good and glorious to be born.
- I ran at eves
- Among the piled-up sheaves,
- Dreaming, “I grieve not, therefore nothing grieves.”
- Now soon will come
- The apple, pear, and plum
- And hinds will sing, and autumn insects hum.
- Again you will fare
- To cider-makings rare,
- And junketings; but I shall not be there.
- Yet gaily sing
- Until the pewter ring
- Those songs we sang when we went gipsying.
- And lightly dance
- Some triple-timed romance
- In coupled figures, and forget mischance;
- And mourn not me
- Beneath the yellowing tree;
- For I shall mind not, slumbering peacefully.
- THE RECALCITRANTS
- LET us off and search, and find a place
- Where yours and mine can be natural lives,
- Where no one comes who dissects and dives
- And proclaims that ours is a curious case,
- That its touch of romance can scarcely grace.
- You would think it strange at first, but then
- Everything has been strange in its time.
- When some one said on a day of the prime
- He would bow to no brazen god again
- He doubtless dazed the mass of men.
- None will recognize us as a pair whose claims
- To righteous judgment we care not making;
- Who have doubted if breath be worth the taking,
- And have no respect for the current fames
- Whence the savour has flown while abide the names.
- We have found us already shunned, disdained,
- And for re-acceptance have not once striven;
- Whatever offence our course has given
- The brunt thereof we have long sustained.
- Well, let us away, scorned unexplained.
- STARLINGS ON THE ROOF
- “NO smoke spreads out of this chimney-pot,
- The people who lived here have left the spot,
- And others are coming who knew them not.
- “If you listen anon, with an ear intent,
- The voices, you’ll find, will be different
- From the well-known ones of those who went.”
- “Why did they go? Their tones so bland
- Were quite familiar to our band;
- The comers we shall not understand.”
- “They look for a new life, rich and strange;
- They do not know that, let them range
- Wherever they may, they will get no change.
- “They will drag their house-gear ever so far
- In their search for a home no miseries mar;
- They will find that as they were they are,
- “That every hearth has a ghost, alack,
- And can be but the scene of a bivouac
- Till they move perforce—no time to pack!”
- THE MOON LOOKS IN
- I
- I have risen again,
- And awhile survey
- By my chilly ray
- Through your window-pane
- Your upturned face,
- As you think, “Ah-she
- Now dreams of me
- In her distant place!”
- II
- I pierce her blind
- In her far-off home:
- She fixes a comb,
- And says in her mind,
- “I start in an hour;
- Whom shall I meet?
- Won’t the men be sweet,
- And the women sour!”
- THE SWEET HUSSY
- IN his early days he was quite surprised
- When she told him she was compromised
- By meetings and lingerings at his whim,
- And thinking not of herself but him;
- While she lifted orbs aggrieved and round
- That scandal should so soon abound,
- (As she had raised them to nine or ten
- Of antecedent nice young men)
- And in remorse he thought with a sigh,
- How good she is, and how bad am I!—
- It was years before he understood
- That she was the wicked one—he the good.
- THE TELEGRAM
- “O HE’S suffering—maybe dying—and I not there to aid,
- And smooth his bed and whisper to him! Can I nohow go?
- Only the nurse’s brief twelve words thus hurriedly conveyed,
- As by stealth, to let me know.
- “He was the best and brightest!—candour shone upon his brow,
- And I shall never meet again a soldier such as he,
- And I loved him ere I knew it, and perhaps he’s sinking now,
- Far, far removed from me!”
- —The yachts ride mute at anchor and the fulling moon is fair,
- And the giddy folk are strutting up and down the smooth parade,
- And in her wild distraction she seems not to be aware
- That she lives no more a maid,
- But has vowed and wived herself to one who blessed the ground she trod
- To and from his scene of ministry, and thought her history known
- In its last particular to him—aye, almost as to God,
- And believed her quite his own.
- So great her absentmindedness she droops as in a swoon,
- And a movement of aversion mars her recent spousal grace,
- And in silence we two sit here in our waning honeymoon
- At this idle watering-place . . .
- What now I see before me is a long lane overhung
- With lovelessness, and stretching from the present to the grave.
- And I would I were away from this, with friends I knew when young,
- Ere a woman held me slave.
- THE MOTH-SIGNAL
- (_On Egdon Heath_)
- “WHAT are you still, still thinking,”
- He asked in vague surmise,
- “That stare at the wick unblinking
- With those great lost luminous eyes?”
- “O, I see a poor moth burning
- In the candle-flame,” said she,
- “Its wings and legs are turning
- To a cinder rapidly.”
- “Moths fly in from the heather,”
- He said, “now the days decline.”
- “I know,” said she. “The weather,
- I hope, will at last be fine.
- “I think,” she added lightly,
- “I’ll look out at the door.
- The ring the moon wears nightly
- May be visible now no more.”
- She rose, and, little heeding,
- Her husband then went on
- With his attentive reading
- In the annals of ages gone.
- Outside the house a figure
- Came from the tumulus near,
- And speedily waxed bigger,
- And clasped and called her Dear.
- “I saw the pale-winged token
- You sent through the crack,” sighed she.
- “That moth is burnt and broken
- With which you lured out me.
- “And were I as the moth is
- It might be better far
- For one whose marriage troth is
- Shattered as potsherds are!”
- Then grinned the Ancient Briton
- From the tumulus treed with pine:
- “So, hearts are thwartly smitten
- In these days as in mine!”
- SEEN BY THE WAITS
- THROUGH snowy woods and shady
- We went to play a tune
- To the lonely manor-lady
- By the light of the Christmas moon.
- We violed till, upward glancing
- To where a mirror leaned,
- We saw her airily dancing,
- Deeming her movements screened;
- Dancing alone in the room there,
- Thin-draped in her robe of night;
- Her postures, glassed in the gloom there,
- Were a strange phantasmal sight.
- She had learnt (we heard when homing)
- That her roving spouse was dead;
- Why she had danced in the gloaming
- We thought, but never said.
- THE TWO SOLDIERS
- JUST at the corner of the wall
- We met—yes, he and I—
- Who had not faced in camp or hall
- Since we bade home good-bye,
- And what once happened came back—all—
- Out of those years gone by.
- And that strange woman whom we knew
- And loved—long dead and gone,
- Whose poor half-perished residue,
- Tombless and trod, lay yon!
- But at this moment to our view
- Rose like a phantom wan.
- And in his fixed face I could see,
- Lit by a lurid shine,
- The drama re-enact which she
- Had dyed incarnadine
- For us, and more. And doubtless he
- Beheld it too in mine.
- A start, as at one slightly known,
- And with an indifferent air
- We passed, without a sign being shown
- That, as it real were,
- A memory-acted scene had thrown
- Its tragic shadow there.
- THE DEATH OF REGRET
- I OPENED my shutter at sunrise,
- And looked at the hill hard by,
- And I heartily grieved for the comrade
- Who wandered up there to die.
- I let in the morn on the morrow,
- And failed not to think of him then,
- As he trod up that rise in the twilight,
- And never came down again.
- I undid the shutter a week thence,
- But not until after I’d turned
- Did I call back his last departure
- By the upland there discerned.
- Uncovering the casement long later,
- I bent to my toil till the gray,
- When I said to myself, “Ah—what ails me,
- To forget him all the day!”
- As daily I flung back the shutter
- In the same blank bald routine,
- He scarcely once rose to remembrance
- Through a month of my facing the scene.
- And ah, seldom now do I ponder
- At the window as heretofore
- On the long valued one who died yonder,
- And wastes by the sycamore.
- IN THE DAYS OF CRINOLINE
- A PLAIN tilt-bonnet on her head
- She took the path across the leaze.
- —Her spouse the vicar, gardening, said,
- “Too dowdy that, for coquetries,
- So I can hoe at ease.”
- But when she had passed into the heath,
- And gained the wood beyond the flat,
- She raised her skirts, and from beneath
- Unpinned and drew as from a sheath
- An ostrich-feathered hat.
- And where the hat had hung she now
- Concealed and pinned the dowdy hood,
- And set the hat upon her brow,
- And thus emerging from the wood
- Tripped on in jaunty mood.
- The sun was low and crimson-faced
- As two came that way from the town,
- And plunged into the wood untraced . . .
- When separately therefrom they paced
- The sun had quite gone down.
- The hat and feather disappeared,
- The dowdy hood again was donned,
- And in the gloom the fair one neared
- Her home and husband dour, who conned
- Calmly his blue-eyed blonde.
- “To-day,” he said, “you have shown good sense,
- A dress so modest and so meek
- Should always deck your goings hence
- Alone.” And as a recompense
- He kissed her on the cheek.
- THE ROMAN GRAVEMOUNDS
- BY Rome’s dim relics there walks a man,
- Eyes bent; and he carries a basket and spade;
- I guess what impels him to scrape and scan;
- Yea, his dreams of that Empire long decayed.
- “Vast was Rome,” he must muse, “in the world’s regard,
- Vast it looms there still, vast it ever will be;”
- And he stoops as to dig and unmine some shard
- Left by those who are held in such memory.
- But no; in his basket, see, he has brought
- A little white furred thing, stiff of limb,
- Whose life never won from the world a thought;
- It is this, and not Rome, that is moving him.
- And to make it a grave he has come to the spot,
- And he delves in the ancient dead’s long home;
- Their fames, their achievements, the man knows not;
- The furred thing is all to him—nothing Rome!
- “Here say you that Cæsar’s warriors lie?—
- But my little white cat was my only friend!
- Could she but live, might the record die
- Of Cæsar, his legions, his aims, his end!”
- Well, Rome’s long rule here is oft and again
- A theme for the sages of history,
- And the small furred life was worth no one’s pen;
- Yet its mourner’s mood has a charm for me.
- _November_ 1910.
- THE WORKBOX
- “SEE, here’s the workbox, little wife,
- That I made of polished oak.”
- He was a joiner, of village life;
- She came of borough folk.
- He holds the present up to her
- As with a smile she nears
- And answers to the profferer,
- “’Twill last all my sewing years!”
- “I warrant it will. And longer too.
- ’Tis a scantling that I got
- Off poor John Wayward’s coffin, who
- Died of they knew not what.
- “The shingled pattern that seems to cease
- Against your box’s rim
- Continues right on in the piece
- That’s underground with him.
- “And while I worked it made me think
- Of timber’s varied doom;
- One inch where people eat and drink,
- The next inch in a tomb.
- “But why do you look so white, my dear,
- And turn aside your face?
- You knew not that good lad, I fear,
- Though he came from your native place?”
- “How could I know that good young man,
- Though he came from my native town,
- When he must have left there earlier than
- I was a woman grown?”
- “Ah no. I should have understood!
- It shocked you that I gave
- To you one end of a piece of wood
- Whose other is in a grave?”
- “Don’t, dear, despise my intellect,
- Mere accidental things
- Of that sort never have effect
- On my imaginings.”
- Yet still her lips were limp and wan,
- Her face still held aside,
- As if she had known not only John,
- But known of what he died.
- THE SACRILEGE
- A BALLAD-TRAGEDY
- (_Circa_ 182-)
- PART I
- “I HAVE a Love I love too well
- Where Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor;
- I have a Love I love too well,
- To whom, ere she was mine,
- ‘Such is my love for you,’ I said,
- ‘That you shall have to hood your head
- A silken kerchief crimson-red,
- Wove finest of the fine.’
- “And since this Love, for one mad moon,
- On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor,
- Since this my Love for one mad moon
- Did clasp me as her king,
- I snatched a silk-piece red and rare
- From off a stall at Priddy Fair,
- For handkerchief to hood her hair
- When we went gallanting.
- “Full soon the four weeks neared their end
- Where Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor;
- And when the four weeks neared their end,
- And their swift sweets outwore,
- I said, ‘What shall I do to own
- Those beauties bright as tulips blown,
- And keep you here with me alone
- As mine for evermore?’
- “And as she drowsed within my van
- On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor—
- And as she drowsed within my van,
- And dawning turned to day,
- She heavily raised her sloe-black eyes
- And murmured back in softest wise,
- ‘One more thing, and the charms you prize
- Are yours henceforth for aye.
- “‘And swear I will I’ll never go
- While Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor
- To meet the Cornish Wrestler Joe
- For dance and dallyings.
- If you’ll to yon cathedral shrine,
- And finger from the chest divine
- Treasure to buy me ear-drops fine,
- And richly jewelled rings.’
- “I said: ‘I am one who has gathered gear
- From Marlbury Downs to Dunkery Tor,
- Who has gathered gear for many a year
- From mansion, mart and fair;
- But at God’s house I’ve stayed my hand,
- Hearing within me some command—
- Curbed by a law not of the land
- From doing damage there.’
- “Whereat she pouts, this Love of mine,
- As Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor,
- And still she pouts, this Love of mine,
- So cityward I go.
- But ere I start to do the thing,
- And speed my soul’s imperilling
- For one who is my ravishing
- And all the joy I know,
- “I come to lay this charge on thee—
- On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor—
- I come to lay this charge on thee
- With solemn speech and sign:
- Should things go ill, and my life pay
- For botchery in this rash assay,
- You are to take hers likewise—yea,
- The month the law takes mine.
- “For should my rival, Wrestler Joe,
- Where Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor—
- My reckless rival, Wrestler Joe,
- My Love’s possessor be,
- My tortured spirit would not rest,
- But wander weary and distrest
- Throughout the world in wild protest:
- The thought nigh maddens me!”
- PART II
- Thus did he speak—this brother of mine—
- On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor,
- Born at my birth of mother of mine,
- And forthwith went his way
- To dare the deed some coming night . . .
- I kept the watch with shaking sight,
- The moon at moments breaking bright,
- At others glooming gray.
- For three full days I heard no sound
- Where Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor,
- I heard no sound at all around
- Whether his fay prevailed,
- Or one malign the master were,
- Till some afoot did tidings bear
- How that, for all his practised care,
- He had been caught and jailed.
- They had heard a crash when twelve had chimed
- By Mendip east of Dunkery Tor,
- When twelve had chimed and moonlight climbed;
- They watched, and he was tracked
- By arch and aisle and saint and knight
- Of sculptured stonework sheeted white
- In the cathedral’s ghostly light,
- And captured in the act.
- Yes; for this Love he loved too well
- Where Dunkery sights the Severn shore,
- All for this Love he loved too well
- He burst the holy bars,
- Seized golden vessels from the chest
- To buy her ornaments of the best,
- At her ill-witchery’s request
- And lure of eyes like stars . . .
- When blustering March confused the sky
- In Toneborough Town by Exon Moor,
- When blustering March confused the sky
- They stretched him; and he died.
- Down in the crowd where I, to see
- The end of him, stood silently,
- With a set face he lipped to me—
- “Remember.” “Ay!” I cried.
- By night and day I shadowed her
- From Toneborough Deane to Dunkery Tor,
- I shadowed her asleep, astir,
- And yet I could not bear—
- Till Wrestler Joe anon began
- To figure as her chosen man,
- And took her to his shining van—
- To doom a form so fair!
- He made it handsome for her sake—
- And Dunkery smiled to Exon Moor—
- He made it handsome for her sake,
- Painting it out and in;
- And on the door of apple-green
- A bright brass knocker soon was seen,
- And window-curtains white and clean
- For her to sit within.
- And all could see she clave to him
- As cleaves a cloud to Dunkery Tor,
- Yea, all could see she clave to him,
- And every day I said,
- “A pity it seems to part those two
- That hourly grow to love more true:
- Yet she’s the wanton woman who
- Sent one to swing till dead!”
- That blew to blazing all my hate,
- While Dunkery frowned on Exon Moor,
- And when the river swelled, her fate
- Came to her pitilessly . . .
- I dogged her, crying: “Across that plank
- They use as bridge to reach yon bank
- A coat and hat lie limp and dank;
- Your goodman’s, can they be?”
- She paled, and went, I close behind—
- And Exon frowned to Dunkery Tor,
- She went, and I came up behind
- And tipped the plank that bore
- Her, fleetly flitting across to eye
- What such might bode. She slid awry;
- And from the current came a cry,
- A gurgle; and no more.
- How that befell no mortal knew
- From Marlbury Downs to Exon Moor;
- No mortal knew that deed undue
- But he who schemed the crime,
- Which night still covers . . . But in dream
- Those ropes of hair upon the stream
- He sees, and he will hear that scream
- Until his judgment-time.
- THE ABBEY MASON
- (_Inventor of the_ “_Perpendicular_” _Style of Gothic Architecture_)
- THE new-vamped Abbey shaped apace
- In the fourteenth century of grace;
- (The church which, at an after date,
- Acquired cathedral rank and state.)
- Panel and circumscribing wall
- Of latest feature, trim and tall,
- Rose roundabout the Norman core
- In prouder pose than theretofore,
- Encasing magically the old
- With parpend ashlars manifold.
- The trowels rang out, and tracery
- Appeared where blanks had used to be.
- Men toiled for pleasure more than pay,
- And all went smoothly day by day,
- Till, in due course, the transept part
- Engrossed the master-mason’s art.
- —Home-coming thence he tossed and turned
- Throughout the night till the new sun burned.
- “What fearful visions have inspired
- These gaingivings?” his wife inquired;
- “As if your tools were in your hand
- You have hammered, fitted, muttered, planned;
- “You have thumped as you were working hard:
- I might have found me bruised and scarred.
- “What then’s amiss. What eating care
- Looms nigh, whereof I am unaware?”
- He answered not, but churchward went,
- Viewing his draughts with discontent;
- And fumbled there the livelong day
- Till, hollow-eyed, he came away.
- —’Twas said, “The master-mason’s ill!”
- And all the abbey works stood still.
- Quoth Abbot Wygmore: “Why, O why
- Distress yourself? You’ll surely die!”
- The mason answered, trouble-torn,
- “This long-vogued style is quite outworn!
- “The upper archmould nohow serves
- To meet the lower tracery curves:
- “The ogees bend too far away
- To give the flexures interplay.
- “This it is causes my distress . . .
- So it will ever be unless
- “New forms be found to supersede
- The circle when occasions need.
- “To carry it out I have tried and toiled,
- And now perforce must own me foiled!
- “Jeerers will say: ‘Here was a man
- Who could not end what he began!’”
- —So passed that day, the next, the next;
- The abbot scanned the task, perplexed;
- The townsmen mustered all their wit
- To fathom how to compass it,
- But no raw artistries availed
- Where practice in the craft had failed . . .
- —One night he tossed, all open-eyed,
- And early left his helpmeet’s side.
- Scattering the rushes of the floor
- He wandered from the chamber door
- And sought the sizing pile, whereon
- Struck dimly a cadaverous dawn
- Through freezing rain, that drenched the board
- Of diagram-lines he last had scored—
- Chalked phantasies in vain begot
- To knife the architectural knot—
- In front of which he dully stood,
- Regarding them in hopeless mood.
- He closelier looked; then looked again:
- The chalk-scratched draught-board faced the rain,
- Whose icicled drops deformed the lines
- Innumerous of his lame designs,
- So that they streamed in small white threads
- From the upper segments to the heads
- Of arcs below, uniting them
- Each by a stalactitic stem.
- —At once, with eyes that struck out sparks,
- He adds accessory cusping-marks,
- Then laughs aloud. The thing was done
- So long assayed from sun to sun . . .
- —Now in his joy he grew aware
- Of one behind him standing there,
- And, turning, saw the abbot, who
- The weather’s whim was watching too.
- Onward to Prime the abbot went,
- Tacit upon the incident.
- —Men now discerned as days revolved
- The ogive riddle had been solved;
- Templates were cut, fresh lines were chalked
- Where lines had been defaced and balked,
- And the work swelled and mounted higher,
- Achievement distancing desire;
- Here jambs with transoms fixed between,
- Where never the like before had been—
- There little mullions thinly sawn
- Where meeting circles once were drawn.
- “We knew,” men said, “the thing would go
- After his craft-wit got aglow,
- “And, once fulfilled what he has designed,
- We’ll honour him and his great mind!”
- When matters stood thus poised awhile,
- And all surroundings shed a smile,
- The master-mason on an eve
- Homed to his wife and seemed to grieve . . .
- —“The abbot spoke to me to-day:
- He hangs about the works alway.
- “He knows the source as well as I
- Of the new style men magnify.
- “He said: ‘You pride yourself too much
- On your creation. Is it such?
- “‘Surely the hand of God it is
- That conjured so, and only His!—
- “‘Disclosing by the frost and rain
- Forms your invention chased in vain;
- “‘Hence the devices deemed so great
- You copied, and did not create.’
- “I feel the abbot’s words are just,
- And that all thanks renounce I must.
- “Can a man welcome praise and pelf
- For hatching art that hatched itself? . . .
- “So, I shall own the deft design
- Is Heaven’s outshaping, and not mine.”
- “What!” said she. “Praise your works ensure
- To throw away, and quite obscure
- “Your beaming and beneficent star?
- Better you leave things as they are!
- “Why, think awhile. Had not your zest
- In your loved craft curtailed your rest—
- “Had you not gone there ere the day
- The sun had melted all away!”
- —But, though his good wife argued so,
- The mason let the people know
- That not unaided sprang the thought
- Whereby the glorious fane was wrought,
- But that by frost when dawn was dim
- The method was disclosed to him.
- “Yet,” said the townspeople thereat,
- “’Tis your own doing, even with that!”
- But he—chafed, childlike, in extremes—
- The temperament of men of dreams—
- Aloofly scrupled to admit
- That he did aught but borrow it,
- And diffidently made request
- That with the abbot all should rest.
- —As none could doubt the abbot’s word,
- Or question what the church averred,
- The mason was at length believed
- Of no more count than he conceived,
- And soon began to lose the fame
- That late had gathered round his name . . .
- —Time passed, and like a living thing
- The pile went on embodying,
- And workmen died, and young ones grew,
- And the old mason sank from view
- And Abbots Wygmore and Staunton went
- And Horton sped the embellishment.
- But not till years had far progressed
- Chanced it that, one day, much impressed,
- Standing within the well-graced aisle,
- He asked who first conceived the style;
- And some decrepit sage detailed
- How, when invention nought availed,
- The cloud-cast waters in their whim
- Came down, and gave the hint to him
- Who struck each arc, and made each mould;
- And how the abbot would not hold
- As sole begetter him who applied
- Forms the Almighty sent as guide;
- And how the master lost renown,
- And wore in death no artist’s crown.
- —Then Horton, who in inner thought
- Had more perceptions than he taught,
- Replied: “Nay; art can but transmute;
- Invention is not absolute;
- “Things fail to spring from nought at call,
- And art-beginnings most of all.
- “He did but what all artists do,
- Wait upon Nature for his cue.”
- —“Had you been here to tell them so
- Lord Abbot, sixty years ago,
- “The mason, now long underground,
- Doubtless a different fate had found.
- “He passed into oblivion dim,
- And none knew what became of him!
- “His name? ’Twas of some common kind
- And now has faded out of mind.”
- The Abbot: “It shall not be hid!
- I’ll trace it.” . . . But he never did.
- —When longer yet dank death had wormed
- The brain wherein the style had germed
- From Gloucester church it flew afar—
- The style called Perpendicular.—
- To Winton and to Westminster
- It ranged, and grew still beautifuller:
- From Solway Frith to Dover Strand
- Its fascinations starred the land,
- Not only on cathedral walls
- But upon courts and castle halls,
- Till every edifice in the isle
- Was patterned to no other style,
- And till, long having played its part,
- The curtain fell on Gothic art.
- —Well: when in Wessex on your rounds,
- Take a brief step beyond its bounds,
- And enter Gloucester: seek the quoin
- Where choir and transept interjoin,
- And, gazing at the forms there flung
- Against the sky by one unsung—
- The ogee arches transom-topped,
- The tracery-stalks by spandrels stopped,
- Petrified lacework—lightly lined
- On ancient massiveness behind—
- Muse that some minds so modest be
- As to renounce fame’s fairest fee,
- (Like him who crystallized on this spot
- His visionings, but lies forgot,
- And many a mediaeval one
- Whose symmetries salute the sun)
- While others boom a baseless claim,
- And upon nothing rear a name.
- THE JUBILEE OF A MAGAZINE
- (_To the Editor_)
- YES; your up-dated modern page—
- All flower-fresh, as it appears—
- Can claim a time-tried lineage,
- That reaches backward fifty years
- (Which, if but short for sleepy squires,
- Is much in magazines’ careers).
- —Here, on your cover, never tires
- The sower, reaper, thresher, while
- As through the seasons of our sires
- Each wills to work in ancient style
- With seedlip, sickle, share and flail,
- Though modes have since moved many a mile!
- The steel-roped plough now rips the vale,
- With cog and tooth the sheaves are won,
- Wired wheels drum out the wheat like hail;
- But if we ask, what has been done
- To unify the mortal lot
- Since your bright leaves first saw the sun,
- Beyond mechanic furtherance—what
- Advance can rightness, candour, claim?
- Truth bends abashed, and answers not.
- Despite your volumes’ gentle aim
- To straighten visions wry and wrong,
- Events jar onward much the same!
- —Had custom tended to prolong,
- As on your golden page engrained,
- Old processes of blade and prong,
- And best invention been retained
- For high crusades to lessen tears
- Throughout the race, the world had gained! . . .
- But too much, this, for fifty years.
- THE SATIN SHOES
- “IF ever I walk to church to wed,
- As other maidens use,
- And face the gathered eyes,” she said,
- “I’ll go in satin shoes!”
- She was as fair as early day
- Shining on meads unmown,
- And her sweet syllables seemed to play
- Like flute-notes softly blown.
- The time arrived when it was meet
- That she should be a bride;
- The satin shoes were on her feet,
- Her father was at her side.
- They stood within the dairy door,
- And gazed across the green;
- The church loomed on the distant moor,
- But rain was thick between.
- “The grass-path hardly can be stepped,
- The lane is like a pool!”—
- Her dream is shown to be inept,
- Her wish they overrule.
- “To go forth shod in satin soft
- A coach would be required!”
- For thickest boots the shoes were doffed—
- Those shoes her soul desired . . .
- All day the bride, as overborne,
- Was seen to brood apart,
- And that the shoes had not been worn
- Sat heavy on her heart.
- From her wrecked dream, as months flew on,
- Her thought seemed not to range.
- “What ails the wife?” they said anon,
- “That she should be so strange?” . . .
- Ah—what coach comes with furtive glide—
- A coach of closed-up kind?
- It comes to fetch the last year’s bride,
- Who wanders in her mind.
- She strove with them, and fearfully ran
- Stairward with one low scream:
- “Nay—coax her,” said the madhouse man,
- “With some old household theme.”
- “If you will go, dear, you must fain
- Put on those shoes—the pair
- Meant for your marriage, which the rain
- Forbade you then to wear.”
- She clapped her hands, flushed joyous hues;
- “O yes—I’ll up and ride
- If I am to wear my satin shoes
- And be a proper bride!”
- Out then her little foot held she,
- As to depart with speed;
- The madhouse man smiled pleasantly
- To see the wile succeed.
- She turned to him when all was done,
- And gave him her thin hand,
- Exclaiming like an enraptured one,
- “This time it will be grand!”
- She mounted with a face elate,
- Shut was the carriage door;
- They drove her to the madhouse gate,
- And she was seen no more . . .
- Yet she was fair as early day
- Shining on meads unmown,
- And her sweet syllables seemed to play
- Like flute-notes softly blown.
- EXEUNT OMNES
- I
- EVERYBODY else, then, going,
- And I still left where the fair was? . . .
- Much have I seen of neighbour loungers
- Making a lusty showing,
- Each now past all knowing.
- II
- There is an air of blankness
- In the street and the littered spaces;
- Thoroughfare, steeple, bridge and highway
- Wizen themselves to lankness;
- Kennels dribble dankness.
- III
- Folk all fade. And whither,
- As I wait alone where the fair was?
- Into the clammy and numbing night-fog
- Whence they entered hither.
- Soon do I follow thither!
- _June_ 2, 1913.
- A POET
- ATTENTIVE eyes, fantastic heed,
- Assessing minds, he does not need,
- Nor urgent writs to sup or dine,
- Nor pledges in the roseate wine.
- For loud acclaim he does not care
- By the august or rich or fair,
- Nor for smart pilgrims from afar,
- Curious on where his hauntings are.
- But soon or later, when you hear
- That he has doffed this wrinkled gear,
- Some evening, at the first star-ray,
- Come to his graveside, pause and say:
- “Whatever the message his to tell,
- Two bright-souled women loved him well.”
- Stand and say that amid the dim:
- It will be praise enough for him.
- _July_ 1914.
- POSTSCRIPT
- “MEN WHO MARCH AWAY”
- (SONG OF THE SOLDIERS)
- WHAT of the faith and fire within us
- Men who march away
- Ere the barn-cocks say
- Night is growing gray,
- To hazards whence no tears can win us;
- What of the faith and fire within us
- Men who march away?
- Is it a purblind prank, O think you,
- Friend with the musing eye,
- Who watch us stepping by
- With doubt and dolorous sigh?
- Can much pondering so hoodwink you!
- Is it a purblind prank, O think you,
- Friend with the musing eye?
- Nay. We well see what we are doing,
- Though some may not see—
- Dalliers as they be—
- England’s need are we;
- Her distress would leave us rueing:
- Nay. We well see what we are doing,
- Though some may not see!
- In our heart of hearts believing
- Victory crowns the just,
- And that braggarts must
- Surely bite the dust,
- Press we to the field ungrieving,
- In our heart of hearts believing
- Victory crowns the just.
- Hence the faith and fire within us
- Men who march away
- Ere the barn-cocks say
- Night is growing gray,
- To hazards whence no tears can win us:
- Hence the faith and fire within us
- Men who march away.
- _September_ 5, 1914.
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